Just my thoughts on windsurfing

For people who are indecisive, and wanna a change, they should seriously consider taking up windsurfing!

When u are on the sea, u are on your own. U will have to make alot of decision on your own; to steer left or right, what is the wind direction and all! U will have to save yourself when u fall! Totally independent!

If only I am playing some sports or other things... Well sucks it up, I can play the role of tai tai well~

HP

RANDOM rant before school

21st is not the end of the world! Christmas is just over and New year is coming!

I don't know what to continue with, so this is it!

Anw, meeting up w BC later for a after Christmas celebration! It's been a year, it is so incredible; for being able to still keep in touch for another year!

Cherish the friendship you have now, as it may be the purest one that u ever have when u grow up!

HP

BINTAN before 21st Dec 2012

I really ENJOYED my 3days 2nights at BINTAN with my GF!

Finally a chance to escape from the stressful life(though I am not sure what i am stress about), the feeling was totally great! BINTAN was not as developed as I thought it should be, and yet the people seems to be adapting to that kind of life very well!

Traveling is so fun and cool! It is totally my thing! Shall have more of such traveling next time! :D

Ps: this post has been lying here, unpublished for a while, and I have lost y train of thought for this. So shall keep it short and sweet!

LOVE EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE!!

HP

Just the way I am

I always thought that I can handled stress very well. Then, I found out that actually I can't lately.

When there is too much troubling issues, I got lose at which one to solve first. What is the best solution for each issue? I cant really process it in my mind. And so in the end, I will sort of make the wrong decision. Even though there is not such thing as the wrong decision, just not the best one. Feel like a loser for not being able to handle stress more properly, and this causing my daily activities being disrupted.

Maybe it's time to learn to stop reading too much into things, see everything at surface value, and do not enlarge small issue, perhaps then my life will be easier?

Fallen in love with doing one thing at one time. To this, I mean physical thing, not the above mentioned kind.

I like lying on the sofa and watching tv. And do nothing else, no assignment, no artwork, no food, maybe snacks! I find it most enjoyable this way! I will feel kinda KAIXIN just being able to do that! Maybe cause I'm getting older, and I really appreciate time alone more!

I really need to recharge badly!
To sort up all my thoughts, and be ready for the next exciting year! It is coming soon right?! CAN'T WAIT!

HP

Part of growing up!

From now on, I don't draw heart anymore! Cus I'm not as looking forward as I was previously!

Early Morning Shoot

Why is my eye so small whenever I smile widely? TSK! Distorted eyes!

HAPPY SINGLE!

When the girls around me are attached, then I started to be worried about myself, and hence always joke about wanting to get a man ASAP! Be it matchmaking or whatever. Haha

But when I'm given the chance, I was kinda freak out. Only when I changed my mindset from match making to Friend making, then I'm more calm.

Seriously, one will only know more once she experienced it. I always thought I have average expectation for my future bf/husband; it turn out to be otherwise. I have high expectation, so much so that I doubt I am compatible to man who met those expectation.

While I am judging others, others are doing similar stuff! Then, do I fit their bills? Well, I do not have the body. Look wise, hmm haha acceptable! Sweet and caring?! Well, I will be like that to new friends/ acquaintances, to that I meant those I know less than one Day! I will reveal my bitchy self when I got close to others. I cannot imagine myself consoling a guy when he meet some difficulties or failures. That's so not me! Alright, maybe I can say a few lines of console, and that's it!

The more I reflect about myself, the more faults I find I possess, which I would not change, at least for now! So ya, serve me right for being single! Maybe single is good for me! Cause I do not have the time to date, to quarrel, to get jealous and to entertain!

So CHEERS FOR BEING SINGLE! :)

HP

Awesome being alone, if possible

I always thought I will be damn free after my party, having nothin to do. But I was wrong, I have nothing much to do, and yet I am kinda packed everyday, leaving little time by myself. Sometimes, I wish I could just be left alone, maybe by the beach, with nobody to disturb; alone by the beach, enjoying the breeze, having nothing to worry about.

I am really enjoy that kind of life, though I have never really tried that before.

HP

The bitchy me!

I have changed slightly after my birthday, be it peer influence or my true self, I do not care. I now carries a long champ to school, in it, there is not just my iPhone but the gonna-be-mine Kate spade wallet! With the necklace and the manicure, I look like some Qian Jin xiao Jie! 😱

Feel so bitchy just by writing all thin OMG!

HP

More than words can say

To my dearest friends, this post is specially dedicate to you girls!

Thanks for everything that you girls have helped me with before, during and after my birthday party. The party would not run that smoothly without your help! I really appreciate that.

I always wanted to hold a BIG party, but maybe because I don't have the Ming to have one, it did not happen! Yes, I was disappointed. At some point of time, I even thought of calling everything off. You girls were the strength that push me on. Seeing all those things that your have done for me, I quit that thought. How can i possibly destroy all your effort, correct?! I had a thought that day: maybe we should just celebrate within ourselves if nobody is coming! Really! Haha.

Thanks for not pointing out the obvious (low attendance rate) in front of Me. Most of your had actually warned me beforehand, just that I am too stubborn to take those in. Or maybe i was considering too much things, which i should not have! It is alright, i will only learn my lesson after I take the pain. So no worries, I will be over it before u know! :)

Having seen all that you girls have done, without making any complains, it really touches me. T.T Thank you for keep nudging me to book my chalet, offering to help when I failed to book aloha loyang; Thanks for helping to take charge of the games, though we did not managed to play some in the end. Thanks for keep asking what u can help out with! Thanks for remembering the sequence of the party. thanks for helping me to entertain my guests! Thank you for the cake, the dress, the decoration, the cammies, the balloons and the party! Thanks for cleaning up the place when everyone was drunk! I simply have too much to thank you girls with! Oya, the present too! <3

21st is memorable for most, it is so for me too! Through my 21st, I found my true friends! Friends who would come to me no matter of exams, rains or break ups(hopefully)! Friends who help me with things without asking much when I'm in need! Friends whom I can share my sweets and sorrow with. No afraid of telling who is my current crush, and enduring all my nonsenses! U girls are the one!

If you don't mind, I would like to RSVP you girls for my wedding! I would want you all to be my bridesmaids aka Jie Mei for my wedding! Even though, Idk when will my Prince Charming appears, when will I be getting married, but ya! It's always good to plan in advance right?!

Love you girls! Let's not get separated no matter what! <3

a more MATURE HPP! :D

:(

Not in the best mood today! Feel so stress up for my birthday, be it preparation or cloth! Aren't me interested in panning event, why am I like this?! Roar!

Today is really happy day!

Started the day off with home cooked food by MUM before heading to school like any other days. Today is different becos of the fact that I have two tests in a row, which kind of freak me out. I was caught in a dilemma of whether to study for it properly or to not do it. Well, in the end, I was like in the middle kind! HAHA!

Was totally afraid that I will stared blank at the QN PAPER for my MARCO test. But, it turned out that it was on ACCELERATOR MODEL ON INVESTMENT. I did not realise that it was on the topic of investment until I finished the test! I studied investment more than consumption for this test, so ya, kinda LUCKY!

MARKETING TEST, alright, it was not a test, but just a quiz! Thanks har, should not have studied that much for it. Anw, I feel a sense of superiority when I can relate those terms to some keywords, while others cant! Well, my others are just the miserable few, but ya, who cares! I enjoy living in my own little world.

Dinner with IRENE at some korean restaurant near school. Woo, totally kaixin! :) Though i did not manage to eat my liang mian, the others can make it up! WOOHOO! There were a lot of customers who are truly korean, it is damn cool! And i was like trying my best to overhear their convo, though the amount i can understand is like 1%. LOL





Finally, on my way back, I met my cousin! Chatted on our way home, and we totally gossip about some arrogant bitch! WOOOOOOO! Feel so kaixin after expressing all my thoughts about bitches, HAHAHA!

FEELS REALLY HAPPPYYYYY! :D

HP

I am doing my assignment for MSM while my dear friend come and interrupt me with how much she loves KANG GARY!


OMG, I LOVE HIM TOO!
He seems to be more livelier on the latest episode! Kang Gary, the one who seems to be nv be able to adapt to variety show, and yet he is funny and i like him this way! :) <3

Shall go back to my assignment!

HP

Memories which make me smiles

Secondary school years was the best time in my life! Be it during school or cca, recalling back from now, all of which seems funny! Back then, I rmb I thought of that as hardship, and why did I put myself in all this things?! But then, looking back now, all those become sweet memories!

ESP those that I discussed w my friends a few days ago; shouting the wrong command, overslept for morning PT, and got punish; there is simply lots and lots more! :) im glad that I have been thru those, if not my life will be dull!

HP

New discoveries!

I'm a bitch with endless complains!

Btw, I feel that i have had my character changed! I was a shy girl who would not talk to strangers in a new environment when I was younger! Unlike my brother, who is always able to make new friends at the playground, I'm the kind who prefer to play by myself! But then, as I grow older, I become more and more outspoken, and now I'm daring enough to initiate conversation with others! I did not realise that fact Until my friend told me the change of my position in clique a few days ago!

I was never the center of attention! Never since young! I'm always the one by the side, momo observing! But now, they told me actually im the center of attention, I took a few days to register that in my mind! Am I really one? If yes, that's kinda cool and new to me! CHEERS! Whatever the case is, I hope I won't be ostracize by them! Cus center of attention got eliminated quite often! :p AND HEY, I'm not a SLUT!

Gonna sleep soon! Update agn!

HP

BIRTHDAYYY IS COMING!

WOOHOO, I just created my BIRTHDAY PARTYY event on FB! And im expecting my name to be appearing on many whatsapp/fb convo, discussing whether to come anot!OMG, i am the center of attention!!! YEAH!!

Im totally feng kuang now! GOING CRAZY!!

THEME FOR THE PARTYY is to be finalized, soon.
GAMES - to be further discuss
MY OUTFIT- alright, will see what to do with it
DECO OF CHALET- to be decided soon

whatelse?! IM A GREAT EVENT ORGANISER, must not throw face in my OWN BDAY!
EVERYTHING MUST BE TAKEN CARE OF!! <3

HP

Fifty shades of GREY

FIFTY SHADES OF GREY!
Is this book is trend now, since ELLEN recommended them on the show?! Haha lol! I have the books, the trilogy with me since idk how many months ago! Haha I hav nv expect it to turn out to be in trend when I bought it. Simply because I'm usually the one who lagging behind! Woo, feel kinda kaixin! But right, this book are meant for mutual reading, why is it able to go on show? Well, jus let it be!

Anw, it seems that I'm always ahead of trend recently. Sound kinda bitchy, but it is true! Just that GANGNAM STYLE! I watched it the one it was released!i watched it just so that I can see jaesuk and NHC!! Wooohooo! Am really happy to see them on the mv! And I dl the song cus there is a rhythm to it, which is simply unresistable!

Woohoo! Happy girl again! Shall faster finish my book! :)


HP

Back to normal!!

GIL AND GARY WILL NOT BE LEAVING VARIETY SHOW! YAY! This is happier than going to BB CONCERT! Though I'm not going! Haha joke! Whatever is the case, Im super happy right now!! my traumatized heart and brain have fully recover!!!

HAPPY GIRL~

Difference between women in diff century

When we were doing sociology, we come across this question: are there any difference between women 50years ago and now?! The typical answer would be YES, like duh! Women in the past received lesser education and many of them got married young! The only duty as a human on earth would be to give birth and take care of the family, ie housewife!

So what about us right now? We received alot more education, we are capable of doing more things, and yet we are still stuck in the topic of marriage! We have to starts thinking about marriage as early as now( at least for me), it is all due to the society. The society is shaped in such a way that women should get married before 30, preferably, if not words will starts going around, from relatives, family and etc!

Roarr. For me, I want to get married young, preferably at 25! To do so, yes I must find someone who is financially stable. But that does not mean I want to depend on him financially okay! I will still go to work and support myself financially! The reasons for marrying young are that, one, pressure from the society; second, I want to focus on my career fully after marriage! At the same time, have someone to depend on when I'm down( stress from work)!

This was my plan, and I should perhaps stick to it! Stop changing! It's not good! Haha

HP

A random WED

Cant help but to wake up at 8 sharp againn! I think there is a GHOST on my bed! LOL! Since I have nothing better to do while waiting for my songs to be downloaded, i shall just write something.

Went to school yesterday, and realise the fact that there are tons of people whom i know studying in SIM. Thanks! This shows the kind of people I have been hanging around with, same standard as me! Oops. Suddenly thought of a sentence my friend told me: WTF 跟我一样level的. But he used this to describe another situation, which I doubt it is appropriate to share, cus it may destroyed my image. LOL, like I have one!

As much as I think I am becoming more ZAI, I am not in actual fact! I realise I have been meeting up with my friends more often than ever. Maybe it was because finally reaches the same level, as in uni, then our schedule is more flexible than it was in the past?! I dont know, but I just find that I have already been meeting, and is going to meet up with almost all who is possible to meet up. HAHA, there is some pending too! Oh great, what a 2012!!!

Birthday is coming and I recalled those wished I have made during celebration last year. I made three wishes and none of it come true! First wish: World peace LOL, totally thinking that I am some miss world universe. But do you think the world is peaceful now? Well, I am thinking maybe WW3 will be added to the history syllabus soon! Claps, addition chapter!

Second wish: Find a BF and get married soon well, dont talk about getting married, meeting a guy seems hard for me! Those that i meet previously are friendz-zone-nized by me after 3 days! HAHA well done!

Third wish: Good result HAHA this wish is achieved half-way? My result was not that bad, but way too much room for improvement for goodness sake.

So ya, should I be making wish this year? All of it turn out the other way? OMT!

GD, THAT XX sounds good! Alright, SB is gonna be like I TOLD YA, IKR on whatsapp when he/she sees this! Anw, i thought today is a weekend, cus i do not have school until i went to FB and see everybody either in school or looking forward to FRI! LOL, lousy me!

HP

I am totally cheered up by the updates of IC and or RM! Haha nv fail to make me smile!! :)

It's time to go school again! And I'm still lepak-Ing ard my house, simply because I do not want to reach school early!

My bed is fixed, and I kinda have a better sleep last night! But still, I wake up automatically at 8! Tsk! I feel sleepy now! Will be attending my fave lecturer's lesson later, woots! Hope I can stay focus for all 3 hours!

I'm becoming 越来越zai recently! Simply refuse to go out when people ask me to! Haha LAZY MAX! I really got alot of prep needa to be done for my
Bday, but i simply cannot get myself moving after I booked my chalet! And I can totally afraid that later no one turns up for my bday! I will be in state of embarrassment! Hopefully that will not be the situation!

Final prep to school'

HP

Meniere Disease?!

Cannot really sleep well this few days, maybe it is due to the bed, the Bed sheet or was it me?

Prior to this, I can usually sleep till 10plus, when my mother comes knocking on the door. But recently, I will wake up automatically at 8sharp! Oh my, I'm shortchanged by 2hours plus! To make things worse, I have insomnia a few days ago, hmm thurs night I think, when I only sleep for 3 hours! All this add up to my tiredness, and I kinda collapse yesterday! Severe headache forced me to go sleep at 10plus, giving up watching my variety for once.

I am better today, just that I am still having headache! My mum was asking if it is due to my Meniere?! Then I wonder, is it? But such disease occur only when I am feeling stress, I am not now! At least I think I'm not! Well, better be not! It feels like hell when that disease comes back!

HP

AFTERMATH of Super7 concert

I think I am seriously obsessed w RM and IC. And my love for the members is no longer limited to the few, whom I thought I prefer, but to all!

Recently, IC members were going to hold a concert, thanking their viewers for their continuous support, and it was organized by Leessang Company. Well, when I first know about it, I was like okay, cus Gil is in IC, and Gil is from Leessang co, which definitely have fantatic experience in organizing such concert, so I thought that's why other members also approved to let Leessang co. do the job.

However, due to various reasons, the concert is cancelled! I did not really get the reasons quite well! According to Gil's tweet, apparently people are criticizing about having to pay for the concert; complaining that they are not professional singers and whatsoever.

But here the thing, aren't the members ARTISTS? GAGMAN? Dont you think it's alright to pay for artist performances?! The show itself is actually a derivation of IC, so why compared this to those in the past? And jus because they are not Kpop, does not mean that they got no value! In addition, out of the 7 members, 3 are PROF singers(Gil, Haha and PMS), I think they make the concert worth its price; To add on, JS and JH and maybe also JD and HC can sing too! Rmb the 'I am kinda singer' episode they did last year. Well, even if they do not sing, they can also entertain the audience with an hour long of situation skit, which will also make the tix worth it. Why so picky abt them?! They do not own us anything, so why are some people expecting a Free concert?! U think all the lighting, sound effect and venue come for free?

Also, they did mention that they will donate the profit to some organizations/charity. Just that they only have ideas and have yet to execute. Why do people want to criticise about the whereabouts of the profits even before they even collect the money? And, so what if they are really keeping the profit for themselves? They also need to make a living, they got family to support and etc. They need money! Why is it possible for other celebs to hold concerts, selling even higher priced tix, but not them?

I seldom comment/criticise about any kpop stuff publicly, but I exploded this time. Because of this, Gil and Gary are taking their position off variety shows, namely RM and IC! And i am upset about it!! They are taking the entire responsibility and decided to retreat from variety. How sad would they be?? To be leaving the shows which they have been on several years. To be leaving the fun and joy after having forge strong brotherhood and friendship. It is esp sad for GIL! He must have really enjoy himself on IC, thats why he worked hard and harder to impress the audiences. Even on times when he was constantly under attacked by netizens, pressurizing him to leave IC, he did not leave. And yet, he made such decision this time. As for Gary, due to his injury, I can uds why he is considering leaving RM. Afterall, he cannot perform to his fullest with his injury.

Though I do not want to see you guys leaving the variety show, it is your choice. I will continue to support you two, cus you are simply awesome! Fighting!! <3

HP

Troubled!

Idk why! But I'm so troubled right now! Feel so emo that I do not feel like doing anything!!! I gotta cheer up a little! :D

Once again 上学了

Finally I'm in my second year! Woo! Learning to live without besties in school this year, by taking one totally different unit from them, and attend lesson alone for once!
The feelings was not that good, but after seeing many other solo figures, I felt better! Something to mention is that, I was never meant to be alone! I met my lower secondary classmate. I don't really dare to initiate a hi after I saw her that day, cause I thought she was with friends! But she approached me after break! Woo! Chatted awhile, and we decided to sit together from next lesson onward since we are both alone! I was not that close w her last time, but fate brings us together. :)
Will we shall see if we will become good friend after which! To add on, I kinda like my lecturer! He is strict, but passionate in teaching, like the math Leong! Woo, I hope I can do well for MARCO!

By going to classes with different groups, it will kinda enlarge your social circle! Though for now, it has not be enlarge yet, at least a strong bond is form! Lol! Too funny to use the word bond! GND ME!

I'm on my way to school now, and I only had 3 hours of sleep because of the stupid insomnia! Rawrr~

Btw, I still have 2 school days this year! Tue and fri, starting from 12 till 6! Totally shuang Dao~ haha

Once again, I love my friends! I will cherish your more from now on!

HP

Walking down the red carpet!

Marriage

Am I at the right age to talk about it? Seeing my friends getting attached one after another, it kinda make me uneasy! When will mine be appearing? I don't want to get married at an old age! But, if it is fated that I will have to marry late, then what can I do? Ya?

My friends are just getting attached, and I'm feeling that they will leave me. How will I be if they were to get marry for real? I think I will cry! Though nothin much will change to our sisterhood! Roar~ kill me!

HP

Change Changing Changed

Hi there,

see the changes in this blog? Actually, I do know that not many people are reading my blog, but still, I keep updating it whenever I am free. This is because, I see this as a place where I can share and/or rant anything I want, without the fear of offending someone or disturbing others. So, I will continue with this blog disregarding the amount of viewer ship. That's me. I will also keep it open to view for everyone, so that people can be motivated by me sometimes. HAHA, doubt the possibility though. HAHA LOL.
Currently, I am at a period of the year where my urge for study is the highest! Yes, it is 3 weeks away from school starts. Damn it, I am so bored at home that I actually look around for something which I can study for. Totally not me at all.
Anyway, I reflected a little just now, and realise that I have made the CORRECT friends this time round in UNI. FRIENDS is really an important factor, especially to me, it will have huge influence on me, though I do not really want to admit it, but ya.

Back in my SECONDARY SCH, regardless of being in the upper or lower secondary, I have motivating friends who were able to push me to go further. Really, if not for them, I doubt I will be able to do that well for my O's. Many always say that they could have done better for O's, since it is easier as compared to A's. But I would not say so, but I really did my best and that is the best I can do.
Then in JC. Hahahaha, what else can I say? We ourselves, see and admitted each other to be the bad influence of each other, and yet refuse to be separated. We still remain sticky as glue in UNI. HUGE JOKE, earning ourselves a title in school, HJMs! Thanks. Well, let's move on together and work hard for exams!
Finally, at the last stage, we found some NEW friends, thanks to adrian, our sociology lecturer. And the NEW friends are really competitive, openly though, something to cheer about. What is more important is that they take studies seriously and are able to excel. I really have to salute them. Of course of their presence, I realise I am doing badly or am doing below average for everything. Thus, pushing me to work harder the next round. I will really work hard for the second year, and hopefully will be able to EXCEL!

To all my friends out there, THANK YOU FOR APPEARING IN MY LIFE, you may or may not influenced me positively, but everyone of you, shapes my teenage life.

HP

RESULTS IS OUTTTT

Well, the result was out last Friday. Having a full day of work at papa shop, I only managed to check my result at night! I was so nervous, clicking links after links to get to my result page. And without warning, my result just BOOM, in front of me.

First, I saw the obvious bar of the most right, which shows all passed for all the units. Okay, moving on, I saw my highest and lowest score! Damn it, why did I score so badly for IBM! Post-victor symptom! LoL. But then when i come to think about it, I realise how much effort had I put in. Seriously, as compared to other units, IBM had the longest prep time, and yet I put lesser effort in! Oh well.. Score well deserved!

Next, it was my highest score. I was expecting STATS to be my best units, but it turns out to be MATH! I have gotten a score I never think I will ever get after SEC SCH! Damn it, what have I done?! Yes, happy as I shld be, I'm disappointed w my stats. So near yet so far!

ECONS was another disappointing unit. But i blamed it on myself. Picking the right qns is part of the exam skills, which I have yet to acquire then. If only I didn't change the choice of qns, maybe i will did better?

SOCI, I feel that I did okay. Given the fact that I only know it is about human relationship at this point, the result was satisfying!

With some regrets, I'm movin onto the second year. During this period, I have been thinking of which units to take. I'm totally fickle minded. I tend to change my mind after hearing one piece of info. And I will have many considerations for taken one unit, and all those consideration are not that impt actually. Haha. Anw, after much struggle, I have decided to take the following units, though I will be alone for some, who cares:
MARCO
MARKETING
MMGT SCI MTD
POA

yes, most of my units are quantitative. And I took my one A LEVEL(two years) and one UOL FINAL EXAM(one year) to realise that I'm not an art person! See the price I'm paying. Thanks.

And seriously, JC ECONS was so not ECONS when I think back now. Yes, we are writing ECONS essay with SOME ECONS concepts in it. But it seems that one will need to wrap that concept into a hamper, making it pleasantly presentable. I prefer UNI ECONS, where u only answer straight to the qns. No intro and flowerish language is needed. Jus the concept! LOVE IT!

But even with that, takin up MARCO scares me a little. I'm not sure if I can cope w it! Seriously, ESP when I heard others failing for that unit! Oh god!

Going for breakfast, time to stop!

HP

I blog often, cus I have alot to say! But I don't like to use the social media, cus it will 'disturb' others! Haha it's just me alright! :) fussy and hard to attend to!

HP

I used to LOVE HAHA ALOT! That's why, before the hiatus of MBC, I supported HAHA during the HAvsHC challenge! I hope that he will win, and he did, winning in almost every round.

But then, after a few months, I CHANGED! Now, I prefer HONGCHUL! Hence when the continuation of the challenge comes back, I was hoping that HC could win in the final few rounds though he had lost the challenge! I can see myself putting my hands together, praying for HC to win! I was like cheybye~ LOL! Haha I'm so crazy!

No matter what, I LIKE THE TWO
OF THEM! CHU WA HEY YO! <3

HP

People and shows that filled my past few weeks..

My past weeks is complete w the following: RUNNING MAN, Infinity challenge, Noh Hong Chul& Haha, I am a singer 2, Lee Chong Wei, PSY, phantom, and a little of BIGBANG?!

Omg, all of the above except for one are from Korea! Tian ah, to think that I refused to acknowledge their existence when I was in secondary school?! Haha what a JOKE!

Ps: Taken the photos down online, all credits to the owner. Pls don't come and quarrel w me! Thanks!

Not to forget my fave girl 21st and FTS consultation style of bday celebration!! <3
By celebrating 21st w these people, I feel that we are meant to be friend, at least for this lifetime! Looking forward to still seeing each other when we enter workforce officially!

SILVER MEDALIST FOR BADMINTON MALE SINGLES

Woo for the first time ever in 2012 Olympic, I watched the badminton FINAL LIVE!

It was a well played match, it was so exciting that I can't whatsapp and watch it at the same time. Almost had an heart attack! JOKE! With the GOLD MEDAL at stake, none of them was able to chillax a little.

Being a Malaysian, I supported LCW. Not because of the ice cream or the possible holiday, but just because u are a true blue Malaysian! U made almost all Malaysian have some kind of expectation during Olympic; if not Olympic will just be another foreign countries sport events. When the shuttlecock falls out of the court, u were disappointed! But we were sad because of u were! We knew how close it was, we knew u have improved! Though u didn't win in the end, u played well! Good sportsmanship shown throughout the whole game! Well done! Your attitude earn u alot of support worldwide! Being able to endure till the end even with all the Chinese's cheering overwhelming the hall, FANTASTIC BABY! Thank you for taking up badminton since 5, and thank you for representing Malaysia at international competition. Thank you!

ps: u earned alot in return, and your name is known in every corner of Malaysia, So no gain no loss! :D

I was kinda upset upon the lose, but the result is set right? Why quarrel people? No matter who one supported during the match, we should not be bombarding that person's wall w lots of hurting comments. It is a sore loser act pls. Being patriotic is one thing, being barbarian is another! Feel so fuck up when people just write whatever they feel on social media. Seriously~

Two more WEEKS!

It's August! CAN'T HELP BUT TO THINK ANOUT MY RESULT!

Recalling, I doubt I wrote very for sociology, damn it! But it was so hard! Even our top student said so. OMG, I'm just hoping for a pass, PLEASE! No single digit pls, then too OMG THROW FACE MAX LE!

Right now, I don't even dare to think of any possible Distinction in my result, but i would when i see it; I would certainly say: aiya, shld have gotten an A! I know it is so TMD BITCH, but ya! THIS IS ME! Not wanting to do badly, hoping to have did alright and wanting to ace when I did okay!

I am an idealist. According to dictionary, it means that one is guided more by ideals than by practical considerations.

Yes, I believe I am so. And all the ideals that I am following are created by myself. I will have a perception that one should behave in a way according to my understand. And when it did not turn out to be what I thought of, I will be rather uneasy. It's like why are u like this? I think I am demanding too much, as things don't usually go my way!

But that's me!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

It's my favorite girl 21st!! ILU! <3

What kind of career do I really want in the future? Heading into events and management? Advertising? Or some general administrative job? I'm not sure! Given the units I'm taking now, I doubt it be useful or an added advantage to my future career mentioned above. If I were to enter a local uni, I doubt I will be doing all this thinking, as I will take my life as how it goes, accept my fate, and lead a normal life. But right now, since it did not go that way, then maybe I should seriously consider to have a career that I wanted. The pay may not be high, but at least I will be happy doing? Then maybe a few years down the road, I will be sick of this job then decides for a change? Agh, will it be alright?

Turning 21 soon, and idk what I want!

RM CRAZE

The latest is simply AWESOME! With almost equal coverage of every members and lots of FUNNY POINTS! DAEBAK! Hahahahaha IM simply CRAZY!

Random MAX

Seriously speaking, I think I look ugly in all those photos on the left. But I am simply too lazy, tired and sick to do so. ALright, this will do. BYE HP

Obsession w Kpop

I know the Kpop fave started years ago, like when I was still in secondary school! But I just refuse to acknowledge the existence of it until now!

It's RM that makes me crazy over Kpop! I like the members so much that I can now accept someone who is 12 years older than me! Seriously! Thy are just the ideal man I want! Ahh, scream!

But I CAN still differentiate from reality and FAN FIC! So no worries! :)

From RM to IC to Xman, when will I recover from all this?! Haha happy Rolling deep in it! :D

On a double decker

Woohoo, double decker bus! It's been long since I last board onto one, feeling kinda kaixin even though I don't have much memory on it.

Anw, job search is just so hard! I arranged for 3 interviews today, and was thinking of picking the best out of the three, but it turns out that they are picking on me! And I am left with the final one which idk would success anot... Am seriously thinking of giving up and just rot my way through the remaining months till school starts...

Hais. When I see people working in all those big companies, I would wonder whether will I be like them in a few years time. Thoughts set in. Would I be successful next time? What exactly I want? What I really want for a job and life?! I have no idea!

I'm sick of wondering and all the thinking, but what else can I do?

HP

Picnic w clubbers!

Woohoo, since long after we met the last time! And the attendance for the outing is kinda fixed.. Well, jiu zhe yang ba! Went botanic garden in the evening! Chilling successful!! :)

Salted caramel after which! :D chatted alot, well the usual activity! But it was fun! Targeting at the same issue all the time! Will upload the photos soon! Though not many! Here is one of it! ＜3

Exam is over~

YES! After 3 tiring weeks, it's finally over! But the feeling of the "after exam mood" is just not there anymore! Maybe cause I slacked too much towards the end of the exam, cause the spirit just went down! Anymore, there were a total of 5 papers, but most of them are horrible! I think my batch is just cursed or something. Everytime, without fail, Something different from the usual will happen to us! Be it change of syllabus or exam
Format! Tsk! In 5 of the papers, there were like 4 different from the others?! That's crazy alright! I mean from the past uptill 2011, it was similar, why are u changing? Argh!

But no matter what, the exam is over, and I believe that I really tried my best! Therefore, I would cry if I fail any of them! I will emo if I didn't do the same as others, thats norm right!

Need to wait till aug before we can know the result! So Still then, chillax! :)

Exactly 12more hrs to MATH

This is madness! I have not been working as hard as I should for the past 3 days! Oh man, seriously dont uds why am I such a lazy bum on important days like this. After the bloodly math, which I'm not confident about, I will be having soci in like 26hrs? Yup, minus away sleeping and misc activities time, Idk how much I have for memorizing everything in my notes! Right now, I'm flipping through my lecture notes, hoping to find any big discovery, which I have nv seen before! I hope math tmr would not be too tough! I really hope to get a 60, though a 70 would be good, so that my stats would not be pull down!
Even though idk how I fare after my screwed histogram which is like 14 marks! Two hands on the cheeks face!
Shall talk more again, seriously, truly no time for this! I really feel like scolding vulgarities, what I usually do nowadays whenever I'm nervous! :E
TMD!

HP

100th anniversary for TITANIC!

Went to the exhibit over at MBS today! Little did we know that it is actually 100years since the ship sank! How fortunate, no wonder the queue to get the tix is like damn long~

Getting in, you will be able to see the titanic from making to sinking, and eventually conserve! As known to many, visitors will be given a boarding pass which is a real identity of passengers who was on board, be it they survived or perished. Haha, I went w YS and WW, and lucky us, we are the 'first class passenger'! I think quite a number of people got first class passes, as seen from the crowd gathering in front of the first class name list towards the end of the exhibit. My identity is MRS JAMES smth smth. Well, she basically stayed in the most expensive suite on board! Totally rich, so I kind of predicted that she will certainly survive the disaster. Given her gender and class.

The best part in the exhibit to me is certainly the promenade way. It is a walkway on both sides of the ship, the place where ROSE learnt to spit from
JACK if I am not wrong! The exhibit shows the walkway in the night and it is so beautiful! It was as though I'm on board! The mirror on both ends of the walkway make it seems longer. That's is seriously the best part! Another part could have be the grand staircase. But they bounded the area from pro photo shooting, so unless u are taking photo, u cannot go up the stairs. That's so sad right, many would want to imagine themselves coming down from that stairs.

Another memorable place would certainly be the artificial ice berg! It's really cold, but those who fell into the sea of north Atlantic experienced a even colder environment! How sad! T.T

In the exhibit, I read alot of stories about passengers who went aboard. Plenty of them did not really wanted to board the then largest ship on earth, but due to various reasons, major one being the coal strikes, they were transferred to TITANIC. And the one who design and so call created the ship, Andrew smth, was not going on board the last note, because his bosses were sick, and can't go on board! It's all Fated, that's what explain why all these people were on board. They could have not done so, right? But Andrew did not oppose to the decision of having only 20 lifeboats on the ship instead of more, I wonder why initially. But then I realize that it is
Because of his confidence in his airtight doors which made titanic
Partially unsinkable. It was said to be able to contain flooding, was it? Something along that line. He even gave the wrong info to the captain after the ship collided with the iceberg
And 4or5 of the airtight doors was spoiled! ( can't rmb if the value is the correct one). He told that the ship was able to cont her sail with the remaining air tight doors. That was a fatal mistake, but we can't really blame him
Right, I believe he really thought this way, I guess he miscalculated the damage from the collide.

I paid the extra dollars to watch the documentary: Ghosts at the abyss. Recalling, I think I watched similar documentary somewhere else. Anw, it was the documentary where a group of conservers went back to the sinking spot to find out more about the ship. To my surprise, everything seen in the movie are true! I am not sure still about the romance part, but the rest are certainly real. The setting and decoration is true as well. ESP when the ship is sinking, we see a priest together with hundreds of the rest, praying to the god, it's true! They even got the identity of the priest! Also, the band, who continued to perform despite the chaotic situation! All five of them, identities found! Actually many passengers, after falling into the water would have not die if those lifeboats which were not fully seated( which most of them are), went back to rescue them. But then, it is also true, as mention by the guy in the documentary that, it was risky doing so. If u sail back, 1500 people will certainly be swimming towards u, wanting to get onto the boat. Eventually those who were on boat may not survive. Losing one is better than two, I guess it was their thoughts then.

700+ survived and 1500+ perished. What would be the result if there were
More lifeboats and life jackets? If the ship did not collide with the ice berg? If the ship was able to sail successfully across the Atlantic to new York, would history change? Would ship technology be better than it is now? It just set u thinking.

Another miscellaneous issue to think about is the rate of inflation. 100 years ago, $40, price of the 3rd class cabin is approx to $900plus today! That's alot right? 20times?! So we managed to survive 2012, and human cont to live, our money will be smaller by 20times again, will be ard 18,000? Omg! People will need to carry bags around. But i wont be around witness that!

HP hours after the exhibit!

HELLO HAPPINESS

Finally gotten back all my paper today! Well, plenty of stories to talk abt getting back the paper!
Firstly, the process of getting back the paper. Well, people in SIM get serious about their studies when exams draw near. There was a freaking Long queue outside the collection room since 3 days ago! Well, without thinking muchc we joined the long queue. After queuing for what is like 10min, our friend suggested that we can cut his friend's friend's friend's queue! Well, we agreed happily! Little did we know that the friend was at almost the first position of the queue! Omg, totally scare when we pass her our student card, cause I can feel the fury feeling which is developing among the people behind us! What if they screamed at us! God, totally don't dare to have too big a reaction when I got saw my marks! We escaped from the room as soon as we collected all our paper! Scary experience! Next time I shall be good and queue up! :p

Okay, next up, my prelim score. Haha I think I did pretty well, even though I did not pass! Haha but when I see the comment written by the markers, I am totally kaixin! Cause I finally see some light in my exam! Woo~ feel like doing some waves~ hahahaha anw, I am seriously turning into a competitive bitxh! Feeling so exciting when comparing marks with others! Hopefully I can reach my goals eventually! Crossing my fingers! :x

Shall go back to my daily routine! Just 18more days plus 3 exam weeks and I will be few of subject guides, lecture and school for 4 months! Tian ah, life's good!!!

HP

Toughest years in life till now

JC years was seriously the toughest year I have been through, at least till now. In just this years, I shed more tears than I had accumulate over the years. Disappointed with myself, losing goals and aims and eventually losing the ability to reach my goal.

Thinking back, why and how did I land myself in the current state? Well, even though my current state is not that bad, but still it can be better! Would my life changed if I went to a different JC? I wonder.

Made a dozens of mistake, right from the beginning! I have lots to rant About, but certainly not now! Shall do it after exam I suppose!

That's it for now!

HP

Final lap for the year

One month plus from now, I will be free of exams, and resume my life as a slacker (is there other terms to describe someone who has nothing to do?). Oh well... Had been a good girl and attended revision workshop religiously, even though it is at least 6 hrs long. Am thinking of doing well in this exam, which makes me kinda stress out due to the running out of time! Typical characteristic of ppl like me is the continuos procrastination until the last minute! Hoping to change the habit, but, IT'S HARD~

Passing mark is only 34, sound easy, but kinda hard to achieve for some subjects! But am setting my passing at 50, yknw, when u tell others that u pass everything, but getting only 35 or so for many, kinda throw face. But getting 50 for everything doesn't sound that good either! So I shall aim to get 70 for some subj! Ambitious bitch, YES I AM! I'm always one, just that I failed to achieve my aim ALL the time! It's
My destiny, I think!

No time to think of what I want to do after Exams, cause it is seriously pointless.

Thst's it, time to concentrate! :) yes, I'm doing this during IBM revision! Gnd me!

HP:)

After so long

Last Friday was a pretty awesome day! It was totally different from my usual FRIDAY! Anw, went out with our socio mates from lunch over at clementi (one of our wishes). Well, I gotta admit that part of the reason that I agreed to go was that one of them got a car, and he can send us there. Totally materialistic! It turned out that there were two cars and one of them is a BM, and I was like jawed down. But seriously, not anyone can carry off that wealthy look and feel even when they drive a branded car! I kinda wasted my energy to carry my stats material to school for the 4 hours of break! But, it's ok! :)

Next, dinner at Holland V again! But it was with my secondary sch friends! Well, there was a total of 8 ppl including me, kinda duo ren right, have yet to go out in a large group for ages! Wanted to have Everything with fries, but they just can't seem to get 8 seats for us, so we turned to ramen bar instead! Oh my tian, that was my second ramen of the day.
Haagen daus to chill out after which. Well, we -actually pretended that it was JR's birthday in order to get some discounts (we failed in the end). Hahas, that explains the photo below. And, the other was the kind of dessert Tiang wanted for V day dinner! Hopefully u will get it alright!
Nice outing overall, things will turn out to be better next time:)

HP

I AM BRAVE!

Say it for 10times and It will be true!

Another random post w CNY goodies

5 minutes more to the end of the last IBM! And I have not been paying attention since hrs ago. Shall really go home and mug hard after tomorrow! Jiayou!

Attached is the cny goodies which I ate only recently! Some nuts with macadamia, yes like again! It's honey roasted, so it kinda added a taste of sweetest to it! Awesome! Was totally kaixin when I dug out macadamia nut among nuts! Shall really start to open my Haagen daus ice cream soon! Woo, HEAVEN~!

Hello Kitty FEVER

Woohoo, I kinda receive several hello kitty stuff from friends nowadays! This goes to show that they will think of me when they see kitty, which is GOODDDD! :D

And I kinda use instagram recently! Cus I'm just too lazy to download pudding cam ever since I updated myOS. And the quality of the photos from pudding does not seems as good. So from now on, only normal cam or instaxgram till i find better ones.

3rd Biz Club Outing

On my way home right now, after dinner with Biz Clubber. We went holland V, and seriously I think it is kinda happening over there at night! Wooo~ great night life atmosphere! Fewer of the BC people turn up today, cus we simply are tired of asking for their attendance. So whoever can make it will just turn up! Ultimately, there is 5 for dinner and 6 for short chilling! Haha we had our dinner RAMEN BAR! The service there is really good. They serve ur green tea while u are queuing for your seats. Serve you sesame to grin while waiting for your ramen! And they got tray specially for you to put ur bag! We try thr mini hand burger and it is pretty nice too! Woohoo! 3 cheers for them! :) anw, we were just 闲话家常Ing, cus the one that spice the atmosphere was not there initially. So ya, nice dinner overall, feel really comfortable! Next chilling session. We decided to go ion to get something, and it is where we meet that last person, ts! It was really a short meeting, cus e and me left slightly after he came! He was like showing the jaw dropped face when everyone claimed to be leaving as soon as he arrived! Please book out early next time! Don't miss out the fun with us again!

Hmm, didn't really take much photos today! Oh no, not even a group photo! Shock! It's ok, next time, maybe when ms open his house for us! :D

HP

UNEXPECTED MOMENT

Hello hello, I'm totally in a good mood today! Because I got the highest for STATS! Woohoo while my HJM got second! Had been covering the bottom positions for the past two years, and now we are the top 2, make us really kaixin! Anw we hav got chocolate from our lecturer as rewards! Claps! Totally motivated to study for the next stats test! :D

Our lecturer didn't announce who is the top, but we see it from the overview he did! Woohoo! Missed the slide which shows the graph of all scores!

Hiek hiek hiek! :D

人人朝着自己的目标前进
而我 目标是什么 在哪里
我不知

是时候了吗
成熟一点，理智一点

可是我不想 不想长大
只想一直这样下去...

RESULTS IS OUT!

My result for LCCI SERIES 4 2011 is out! Hmm, a little disappointed, cause I did not attain my desired result. Hoping for straight distinctions, but FAILED! Here is my result:

Accounting- Credit
Adv Business Calculation- Distinction
Business Statistic- Distinction
Cost Accounting- Credit
Management Accounting- Distinction

I will be getting double diplomas given my result. But I still feel 失落 for some reasons. If I were to memories all the formula better, perhaps I will be able to get a distinction for my accounting! As for costing, I seriously forget what were the questions and what exactly went wrong! Damn it! Well, at least I managed to pass all the subjects, so shall not whine about it on FB, if not my friends will be upset. Sounds like a competitive bitch, but... Hais, shall not mention much.

With only three distinctions, I pin my hope on those subjects with distinction! I hope that I can get at least one medallion award! Please, let me obtain one, even if it is a country bronze or something!

CNY goodies

This is just random, since I'm kinda free on my way to school(7-10pm, I hope I can make it through)

Anw, just wanna share something which I eat during cny. Here is the first thing: Breakfast cereal!

Though I didn't really eat this in the morning, but ya! Haha. I think this cereal is really healthy, with all the grains and nuts, ESP macadamia! Woo, my favorite! And this is from UK, value added a little! Haha I think I'm like writing a review on it, but ya, for those who like healthy stuff, you should try! Oya, don't try mix the cereal with milk, it is damn sweet! I tried it with HL though, mayb it will better with low fat milk! I have another packet yet to try, shall update about it after I tasted it! :)

New year BLUES

Met with an accident. Collided with motorbike by the side, and the cyclist flew a distance away. Crowd gathered, almost instantly. Not a dozen but a ton. It was our fault and we knew it. Admitting about the fact, and continued with the process. I was frustrated, with the accident and the injury of the cyclist. However, the crowd just enjoyed to talk more than to render help. Well, some kind soul indeed help out. But there are some, who prefer to discuss about whose fault was that aloud. At that point of time, I feel like bursting. I feel like screaming!

What the hell, we knew that it is our fault, and can't you see we are trying to send the injured to the hospital and making things up. Can you people kindly stop whatever shit you are talking about? That would not help things to speed up here!

Well, I did not scream though.

Now, waiting outside the hospital and I feel this CNY is so fuck up.

We nearly hit onto the car ahead of us after changing lane while on our way down to Penang. Then this morning, we knocked onto our neighbor's car when reversing out from the house. A slight knock, no big deal, just a dent in their car. And that was when I thought: well, 挡灾，化险为夷. Now, recalling, it was a warning instead, 暴风雨的前夕.

I felt this way when i am just a passenger of all the above incident, I wondered how my dad feels.

New apps downloaded!

Woohoo, I just downloaded a new apps, which is the blogger apps! Claps! Can't seems to be able to find it previously, hence making my process of post tedious! But with this apps, I can blog easily now and henceforth, would be able to update my blog more often! So better watch out for more. :)

woohoo, just updated my iphone version to IOS 5! and jailbroken it immediately! Totally impressed by myself! :P Shall go and install all important and relevant apps now!

BYE!

HP

Chinese New Year!!!

The area was full of Firecrackers, fireworks and whateverr which can create loud sound last night or should i say this morning? Hahas! Seriously, i think i kinda like my country alot, cause we are not that restricted in burning crackers and all. Just throw in some money, and you can have fireworks right at your door steps! And we, free-riders, do not have to travel our way down to town to see all this! WOOHOO, here are some photos taken last mid night! And you know, even now i can still hear firecracker cracking! LOL


CRACKERS we bought!!!


PUBLIC GOODS!


FIRE CRACKERS

*video

Here is the video which i took when we were burning firecracker at our door steps! Well, we decided to do smth special this year. Instead of hanging it up, we laid it on the floor! (Well, the video refuses to be uploaded, damn slow, I have no patient for you anymore! BYE)

I wanted to stop, but then the video is still loading, so i decided to write more! anw, i think that the atmosphere of CNY is the highest actually of the days towards CNY and not on the first and the second day! On the eve and the eve eve, people will be rushing out to buy food, clothes and all the relevant stuff! So there will be jam everywhr you go. Well, maybe in my area only? Cus there is wet market and hypermarket in it. Ya, so you can hardly get any parking! But when it come to the first day of ny, you dont see cars on the road, cus everybody is staying at home to idk what. HAHA the road becomes damn quiet! see the irony? CNY suppose to be crowded, but it is the days before CNY that you got the feelings. After which, no more! But, whenever it is, Stay HAPPY is the most important things to do! :D


HP

Finally on the EVE of NEW YEAR!

IT's my BROTHER BDAY! And so early in the morning, we had MOONLIGHT cake! YUPPIES! ML cake always taste so nice. Even since i tried their cake, it make it a must to have on the birthdays of my family! Glad that it has opened a branch near my DAD's shop! Claps! :)





So HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZT!!! LUVVV U! Haha you dont need serve NS, and you will be damn young when you enter UNI! WOOHOO!

goodOLD THINGS FOUND!



Recently, while i was clearing my room, i finally decided to throw away for NPCC uniform in the past. I have been keeping them for several years and finally decided to throw them. I kept all the badges though. My sis is in the same secondary school as i was, and she was thinking of which CCA to join. This just made me recall about the time when i was in Sec 1, why did i choose to join NPCC? Well, all i can think of is FRIENDS! Haha, ya, i think i joined NP because my friends are recommending me into it. Well, it was a great experience in NP. I think things would turn out differently for me if i joined other CCA. I have learn to have sense of urgency(not emergency), which i usually see on people from UG. Learn how to pitch tents, how to survive with MAGGIMEE and canned food for 3 days! Learn to shoot, to sing and see the darkest side of the world... Not to forget, bonded with every single one in the batch! Love the kind of feelings when the CCA is bonded! Though we had nv meetup after we graduated, but still we waved vigorously when we are each other around.

So, thanks those we recommended me into this CCA! I enjoyed the time spent with you guys, be it happy, tiring, angry or sad.

HP

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

First day of New Year and I am feeling sick! GND! But still, I am still able to get up early in the morning(basically it is because i cant sleeep) to blog. Alright, since i have the time, i shall upload the photos which i wanted to, but failed to! It's gonna be a long post/multiple posts, bear with it man!

I did MY FIRST AND SECOND GELISH MANICURE recently! Well, whenever you see pretty nails, you will tend to feel happier, and you will do things more willingly! HAHA. Anyway, I tried something more AA the second time, and i think it's okay for dark skinned ppl like me to use any colour as long as you like it! Or maybe was it that i picked the correct colour for myself, i think it looks nice on me!




Taken a month after i did my manicure, as seen, it is falling off and all. But seriously, i think gelish do last, at least on people like me, who is not gentle.

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SECOND MANICURE! AA colour with 3D ribbons on it! haha it is meant for CNY, but two of my crystals fell on the eve of NY while i was working! But, the crystals are just FREE add-on, so no hard feelings about it! :)

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this is just random! i see this stickers lying on the LT table when i entered, and so happily keep it for myself! While i was wondering what exactly it is for, somebody suggested that it might be for nails, and so i tried it on that somebody and tata, it fits! But i still doubt that it is meant for nails! Who would do smth like it on their nails? But, it still look pretty NICE!! I LIKE!! <3

Alright, this is ALL updates i hav for my NAILS!

HP

ELLEKAY 21ST BIRTHDAY :)

LOVE U MUCH! HOPE THT YOU LIKE THE PRESENT THAT WE GAVE U! <3

HP

When strawberry cream lollipop does not taste nice anymore, I think I have grown up.

After several months of slack uni life, it's finally gonna be exam period! All the stress and expectation is up, once again, but this time round, I will do my best and hopefully leave not regret like what I have did. Have a meaningful discussion with LK on friday afternoon, whereby we kinda decided the units we are gonna take in the following years. Well, seriously, u will need someone to talk to and discuss with before u can arrived with one decision! It's a major decision to be made, so no room for regret!

CNY COMING! But before that, I gonna have my nails done up, LK birthday celebration and 3 lectures plus one tutorial to attend for! After all this, it will be new year lor! Oh my god! It's damn fast!!!

HP

I think I'm such a bad person. I can hardly be reach by phone, especially when I'm in malaysia, and yet I refused to allow wi fi on my phone when it is available until I feel like so. Hence, all my friends who contacted me via whatsapp, will have to wait till then to receive a reply. But the worst thing is the feeling of turnin on my wifi only comes at night when I want to go to bed, and it is usuually at around 1plus am on non schooling day! So when most of the people are asleep, I will reply their messages, usually few hrs later( i define a few slightly differently). And in the mist of their sleep, they will hear vibration! Some will pick it up to see the messages, then throw it back down, before continuing their sleep. Maybe they will even add a few curse and swear in between! Haha, but you know what, I dont mean to do that! Cause if I don't reply u now and then, I don't think I will ever reply! Maybe only until your next emergency message which require immediate attention!

I'm such an asshole for that, and I know it! U can't help much and stuck with it! That's all! Kaythanksbye! Woohooo, new year is coming!

HP

hmm, still i cant find a way to upload my photos from my iPhone directly to Blogger. And i am simply lazy to connect my phone to this computer, Kay, so be it!

Anyway, made my payment for my exam fee last Friday. It is so expensive please, and make me realize that i can actually take A level 5 times with that amount! HAHA what a JOKE! Shall really study hard this time, given the amount of free time i have now. I shall not let myself and my family down again! If i really do, i think i will take an alternative route which is more suitable for me! We shall see..

Seriously, i think i would spend quite alot, or i had spend quite alot this year. After the exam fees, it will be the course fee for next academic year. Then i need to save up for my birthday party. All this need money! Oh man, so as much as i want to go on SUMMER SCHOOL, i dont think i can make it. Even if i do, it will at most be to PEKING or HK uni! Which i seriously dont see the point! JOKE! My family is not that rich to afford that! Bloody hell, why cant i be more hardworking, and do better for A's. Sobs!

OMG, i think my LCCI exam results will be out soon! Hope that i can do well, and achieve ALL distinctions! There was time when i ask myself, why do i ever believe that i can do so well for this exam? Well, i feel that it is easy? But, it does not seems so for my classmates. Then i come to realize that it is because i simply love this few subjects! Ever since secondary school, i know i m gonna take POA as one of my subjects. And LCCI was something which i wanted to take up long ago, like after O's. Glad that i took it eventually! However, i know it very well that i would not want to go on the route as an accountant, that is just not something for me; not something i want either. So ya, unless i am leave with no choice, or provided with a scholarship, i dont think i will go for ACCA. Wait for my good news (I HOPE)!

I was just wondering, at the end of the day, would i prefer BREAD OR LOVE?

HP

I simply have too much to update about! Bought lots of new and good stuff recently, cant wait to share them right! And and and I did madicure for myself a few days ago! Aiyo, it looks not bad! HAHA will upload the photos of my madicure soon! Apparently i cant upload photos when im posting via my iphone! Sobs, anybody got any recommendation for that! i need that badly!

Another day to go, seriously, i think my body cant take it anymore..

HP

Jus random:
I like this song by 王力宏，依然爱你！ and IDK WHY!
will update soon, alot of things to write about, but not enough time(lacking of mood is another reason though)

Hmm, to the one who kinda upset me without realizing the fact, I jus wanna to tell you this:
Seriously, it doesn't matter how well u think u can do and will do in the future, in my eye, u are nothing but a immature kid who is still growing! If u dont really know how to start a new topic, then dont bother, it's ok. And, I seriously feel that u have no idea what to say at the correct moment! FU! Seriously! U may continue thinking about whatever u think is right, but don't try to put that into my head, I don't really agree w u about that fact my life is over soon at the age of 20! So what if I am half way through 40? Im 1/3 through 60 pls! My life will starts proper at the age of 24, when I graduate from U! Not at Fing zero yr when I can't even talk! Thanks! U know, even though I sounded like a loser when I'm in sim, but for goodess sake, I don't see any better in u, evening u make it into the locals in 2yrs time! I didn't tell u in your face cus I dint wanna to make another enemy, ESP when we will meet often on bus rides home. I dont wanna to have AWAKARD MOMENT for goodness sake! thanks for making my afternoon, Nice try! I seriously have no idea how to communicate with u! FML! Don't bother to come and talk to me if u dont wanna, I didn't want to talk to u either! I would prefer listening to song please!

Will update about the biz club outing soon! It's hilarious, Aleta have lotsa fun when I'm out them! Wink! LML(love my life)

Gonna meet up w the Clubbers again on sat! Woots, it's time to gossip in real now! Previously, I had a good chat w the 91ers, and it was totally FUN! Hahaha our topics are pretty widely ranged! So we ended up sleeping an hour later than we should. Seriously, I think whatever we talked about didn't make any sense or benefits, just talked for the sake of it and have great FUN! :D

Woohooo, totally excited about the secret Santa gift exchange programme we are having on sat! Haha can't wait to see who's my Santa!

I did my economic assignment, though I managed to do it, but still I am like not very sure about the concept! Totally worrying! IBM test coming, haha hopefully I can do it, and pass it!

HP

人长大了，有些事情是应该放下了。
无论当初谁对谁错，自今已不再重要，难道不是吗？
当你还在想他过得如何时，你还在乎他
当你觉得你要活得很精彩，你更是在乎他如何看你。

为何不学着从别的角度想，或许他根本不在乎你，不屑你的一切。
不要在为了谁而活，或改变自己
放下吧，你会活得更开心，更精彩！

当你不再强逼自己过的精彩，见了面也不再尴尬，你放下了。

Feel absolutely upset right now, and I seriously unsure of the cause! Damn it! I hate this kind of feeling, cus I can't cure it immediately! School again tomorrow, another 3 hours!

It's the last month of 2011 already! And there are seriously something I want to accomplish this month!
On top of the list would be to complete my DIY scheduler 2012! Omg, I hope it will turn out to be nice and pretty!:D
Hmm, besides that I hav like nothing much else to do, Kay, that's me and my life then!

HP

Cut and Dyed my hair on tues before meeting RURU and SNOW TAN!
Seriously, i always failed at planning gathering. WHY? Is instruction that hard to uds? Is rejecting so damn hard to be voice out? Forget about it, i shall only invite those who are closer to me next time! The rest, get your own life!

Hmmm, dont really have much feeling to blog this few days and idk why.

Anyway, my past week was just as per normal except that i went school for 3 days?!

Clashed some other lecturer's class. Well, she is good in a way that we wont fall asleep, cus she will have endless stuff for u to copy with or without lecture notes. However, as much as im not an audio learner, im not someone who can multi-task much. So while copying, i paid damn little attention on what she was talking about, and im still thinking whether if it is worthwhile my additional morning lesson.

Went PAPER MARKET w IRENE on thursday! When I am in there, I totally have the feeling of starting a scrap book, but i know it is an expensive hobby to keep, so let's forget about it. Despite so, i still buy a package of material for my scheduler 2012! Claps! (FYI: Im doing my own scheduler!) Anw, the main point here is that we were given 40% (VIP+student). Irene was so KAIXIN that, she was tempted to go back in and buy more! But i kind of stopped her, cus im tired! We gave the 1-FOR-1starbucks a missed, due to the long queue. Maybe next time, should stop being so cheapo HP!

On the same day, I walked home with my tired body, listening to my iphone, and it was playing some love song in which i was mumbling along with. (did i used the correct word? Well, idc, just want u to get the picture) It was a dark alley, despite alongside of some houses, then i see flashes of light coming from the back. I turned around and saw that it was a motorcycle. Well, nothing special, i see that often, but i was coming near me, really really near. I thought he want to ask for directions, so i pulled off my earpiece and stopped(walking). He was beside me, or in front of me( i cant rmb clearly), then he reached out his hand to drag my left shoulder! God, dk what he wanted to do then, i shouted Ayo! Failing to rob me(just i realise later), he raced off. I was stunned, then, and i take a few steps forward, wanting to continue my walk home, but what if he U-turn back and snatch me? Well, i cant risk for that to happen, so i ran as fast as i could to the main road, i could still rmb one of the dogs barked loudly when it sees me run! Oh pls, u could have done that earlier? Noob!

well, i seriously counted myself lucky for being robbed to no avail.
1, I would usually have my bag on my left shoulder, but that day, cus my left was really aching, i decide to change side, and i rmb i just changed it 5-8mintues before the robber come.
2, It was really dark at the alley, so in my dark grey cardigan, he can see clearly which side I can carry my bag. He must be thinking that I hav it over my shoulder(left to right), that will explain why did he grabbed my left shoulder.

Thanks whoever is helping me that night, seriously, i wont be able to go school if my bag was being snatched away! :D and this kind of thing better dont happen again! Im afraid i cant handle it well!

Friday went on smoothly, SOCIO, chatted with my SOCIO friends about food in MSIA and about the cup of our tea! Thanks ah, im setting off to find my MR ANG MOH right now! LOL! Im always looking forward to friday, not just because it is the last school day of the week, it is also because i can meet them and talk some rubbish with them! Best part of my UNI life! WOOHOO! They are really funny chappy! :D

After which, went to meet DAP at Marina Square! Had shabu shabu for lunch! Chatted for a long while and realise that life is not as easy as it seems at LOCAL. Besides studies, there are still issues of friends and all. I am so glad that im in this school with HJMs, and I will nv be left out or attend lecture on my own unless i choose to do so myself! LOVE YA MORE NOW! <3

Alright, enough for the updates.
Anw, my life would seems boring if my readers dont know me, ya?
But, even when there is no one reading my blog, i will still continue to write, cus this is a way to express my feelings and record my life!

HP