On a double decker

Woohoo, double decker bus! It's been long since I last board onto one, feeling kinda kaixin even though I don't have much memory on it.

Anw, job search is just so hard! I arranged for 3 interviews today, and was thinking of picking the best out of the three, but it turns out that they are picking on me! And I am left with the final one which idk would success anot... Am seriously thinking of giving up and just rot my way through the remaining months till school starts...

Hais. When I see people working in all those big companies, I would wonder whether will I be like them in a few years time. Thoughts set in. Would I be successful next time? What exactly I want? What I really want for a job and life?! I have no idea!

I'm sick of wondering and all the thinking, but what else can I do?

HP