Awesome being alone, if possible

I always thought I will be damn free after my party, having nothin to do. But I was wrong, I have nothing much to do, and yet I am kinda packed everyday, leaving little time by myself. Sometimes, I wish I could just be left alone, maybe by the beach, with nobody to disturb; alone by the beach, enjoying the breeze, having nothing to worry about.

I am really enjoy that kind of life, though I have never really tried that before.

HP

The bitchy me!

I have changed slightly after my birthday, be it peer influence or my true self, I do not care. I now carries a long champ to school, in it, there is not just my iPhone but the gonna-be-mine Kate spade wallet! With the necklace and the manicure, I look like some Qian Jin xiao Jie! 😱

Feel so bitchy just by writing all thin OMG!

HP

More than words can say

To my dearest friends, this post is specially dedicate to you girls!

Thanks for everything that you girls have helped me with before, during and after my birthday party. The party would not run that smoothly without your help! I really appreciate that.

I always wanted to hold a BIG party, but maybe because I don't have the Ming to have one, it did not happen! Yes, I was disappointed. At some point of time, I even thought of calling everything off. You girls were the strength that push me on. Seeing all those things that your have done for me, I quit that thought. How can i possibly destroy all your effort, correct?! I had a thought that day: maybe we should just celebrate within ourselves if nobody is coming! Really! Haha.

Thanks for not pointing out the obvious (low attendance rate) in front of Me. Most of your had actually warned me beforehand, just that I am too stubborn to take those in. Or maybe i was considering too much things, which i should not have! It is alright, i will only learn my lesson after I take the pain. So no worries, I will be over it before u know! :)

Having seen all that you girls have done, without making any complains, it really touches me. T.T Thank you for keep nudging me to book my chalet, offering to help when I failed to book aloha loyang; Thanks for helping to take charge of the games, though we did not managed to play some in the end. Thanks for keep asking what u can help out with! Thanks for remembering the sequence of the party. thanks for helping me to entertain my guests! Thank you for the cake, the dress, the decoration, the cammies, the balloons and the party! Thanks for cleaning up the place when everyone was drunk! I simply have too much to thank you girls with! Oya, the present too! <3

21st is memorable for most, it is so for me too! Through my 21st, I found my true friends! Friends who would come to me no matter of exams, rains or break ups(hopefully)! Friends who help me with things without asking much when I'm in need! Friends whom I can share my sweets and sorrow with. No afraid of telling who is my current crush, and enduring all my nonsenses! U girls are the one!

If you don't mind, I would like to RSVP you girls for my wedding! I would want you all to be my bridesmaids aka Jie Mei for my wedding! Even though, Idk when will my Prince Charming appears, when will I be getting married, but ya! It's always good to plan in advance right?!

Love you girls! Let's not get separated no matter what! <3

a more MATURE HPP! :D

:(

Not in the best mood today! Feel so stress up for my birthday, be it preparation or cloth! Aren't me interested in panning event, why am I like this?! Roar!

Today is really happy day!

Started the day off with home cooked food by MUM before heading to school like any other days. Today is different becos of the fact that I have two tests in a row, which kind of freak me out. I was caught in a dilemma of whether to study for it properly or to not do it. Well, in the end, I was like in the middle kind! HAHA!

Was totally afraid that I will stared blank at the QN PAPER for my MARCO test. But, it turned out that it was on ACCELERATOR MODEL ON INVESTMENT. I did not realise that it was on the topic of investment until I finished the test! I studied investment more than consumption for this test, so ya, kinda LUCKY!

MARKETING TEST, alright, it was not a test, but just a quiz! Thanks har, should not have studied that much for it. Anw, I feel a sense of superiority when I can relate those terms to some keywords, while others cant! Well, my others are just the miserable few, but ya, who cares! I enjoy living in my own little world.

Dinner with IRENE at some korean restaurant near school. Woo, totally kaixin! :) Though i did not manage to eat my liang mian, the others can make it up! WOOHOO! There were a lot of customers who are truly korean, it is damn cool! And i was like trying my best to overhear their convo, though the amount i can understand is like 1%. LOL





Finally, on my way back, I met my cousin! Chatted on our way home, and we totally gossip about some arrogant bitch! WOOOOOOO! Feel so kaixin after expressing all my thoughts about bitches, HAHAHA!

FEELS REALLY HAPPPYYYYY! :D

HP

I am doing my assignment for MSM while my dear friend come and interrupt me with how much she loves KANG GARY!


OMG, I LOVE HIM TOO!
He seems to be more livelier on the latest episode! Kang Gary, the one who seems to be nv be able to adapt to variety show, and yet he is funny and i like him this way! :) <3

Shall go back to my assignment!

HP

Memories which make me smiles

Secondary school years was the best time in my life! Be it during school or cca, recalling back from now, all of which seems funny! Back then, I rmb I thought of that as hardship, and why did I put myself in all this things?! But then, looking back now, all those become sweet memories!

ESP those that I discussed w my friends a few days ago; shouting the wrong command, overslept for morning PT, and got punish; there is simply lots and lots more! :) im glad that I have been thru those, if not my life will be dull!

HP

New discoveries!

I'm a bitch with endless complains!

Btw, I feel that i have had my character changed! I was a shy girl who would not talk to strangers in a new environment when I was younger! Unlike my brother, who is always able to make new friends at the playground, I'm the kind who prefer to play by myself! But then, as I grow older, I become more and more outspoken, and now I'm daring enough to initiate conversation with others! I did not realise that fact Until my friend told me the change of my position in clique a few days ago!

I was never the center of attention! Never since young! I'm always the one by the side, momo observing! But now, they told me actually im the center of attention, I took a few days to register that in my mind! Am I really one? If yes, that's kinda cool and new to me! CHEERS! Whatever the case is, I hope I won't be ostracize by them! Cus center of attention got eliminated quite often! :p AND HEY, I'm not a SLUT!

Gonna sleep soon! Update agn!

HP

BIRTHDAYYY IS COMING!

WOOHOO, I just created my BIRTHDAY PARTYY event on FB! And im expecting my name to be appearing on many whatsapp/fb convo, discussing whether to come anot!OMG, i am the center of attention!!! YEAH!!

Im totally feng kuang now! GOING CRAZY!!

THEME FOR THE PARTYY is to be finalized, soon.
GAMES - to be further discuss
MY OUTFIT- alright, will see what to do with it
DECO OF CHALET- to be decided soon

whatelse?! IM A GREAT EVENT ORGANISER, must not throw face in my OWN BDAY!
EVERYTHING MUST BE TAKEN CARE OF!! <3

HP

Fifty shades of GREY

FIFTY SHADES OF GREY!
Is this book is trend now, since ELLEN recommended them on the show?! Haha lol! I have the books, the trilogy with me since idk how many months ago! Haha I hav nv expect it to turn out to be in trend when I bought it. Simply because I'm usually the one who lagging behind! Woo, feel kinda kaixin! But right, this book are meant for mutual reading, why is it able to go on show? Well, jus let it be!

Anw, it seems that I'm always ahead of trend recently. Sound kinda bitchy, but it is true! Just that GANGNAM STYLE! I watched it the one it was released!i watched it just so that I can see jaesuk and NHC!! Wooohooo! Am really happy to see them on the mv! And I dl the song cus there is a rhythm to it, which is simply unresistable!

Woohoo! Happy girl again! Shall faster finish my book! :)


HP

Back to normal!!

GIL AND GARY WILL NOT BE LEAVING VARIETY SHOW! YAY! This is happier than going to BB CONCERT! Though I'm not going! Haha joke! Whatever is the case, Im super happy right now!! my traumatized heart and brain have fully recover!!!

HAPPY GIRL~

Difference between women in diff century

When we were doing sociology, we come across this question: are there any difference between women 50years ago and now?! The typical answer would be YES, like duh! Women in the past received lesser education and many of them got married young! The only duty as a human on earth would be to give birth and take care of the family, ie housewife!

So what about us right now? We received alot more education, we are capable of doing more things, and yet we are still stuck in the topic of marriage! We have to starts thinking about marriage as early as now( at least for me), it is all due to the society. The society is shaped in such a way that women should get married before 30, preferably, if not words will starts going around, from relatives, family and etc!

Roarr. For me, I want to get married young, preferably at 25! To do so, yes I must find someone who is financially stable. But that does not mean I want to depend on him financially okay! I will still go to work and support myself financially! The reasons for marrying young are that, one, pressure from the society; second, I want to focus on my career fully after marriage! At the same time, have someone to depend on when I'm down( stress from work)!

This was my plan, and I should perhaps stick to it! Stop changing! It's not good! Haha

HP

A random WED

Cant help but to wake up at 8 sharp againn! I think there is a GHOST on my bed! LOL! Since I have nothing better to do while waiting for my songs to be downloaded, i shall just write something.

Went to school yesterday, and realise the fact that there are tons of people whom i know studying in SIM. Thanks! This shows the kind of people I have been hanging around with, same standard as me! Oops. Suddenly thought of a sentence my friend told me: WTF 跟我一样level的. But he used this to describe another situation, which I doubt it is appropriate to share, cus it may destroyed my image. LOL, like I have one!

As much as I think I am becoming more ZAI, I am not in actual fact! I realise I have been meeting up with my friends more often than ever. Maybe it was because finally reaches the same level, as in uni, then our schedule is more flexible than it was in the past?! I dont know, but I just find that I have already been meeting, and is going to meet up with almost all who is possible to meet up. HAHA, there is some pending too! Oh great, what a 2012!!!

Birthday is coming and I recalled those wished I have made during celebration last year. I made three wishes and none of it come true! First wish: World peace LOL, totally thinking that I am some miss world universe. But do you think the world is peaceful now? Well, I am thinking maybe WW3 will be added to the history syllabus soon! Claps, addition chapter!

Second wish: Find a BF and get married soon well, dont talk about getting married, meeting a guy seems hard for me! Those that i meet previously are friendz-zone-nized by me after 3 days! HAHA well done!

Third wish: Good result HAHA this wish is achieved half-way? My result was not that bad, but way too much room for improvement for goodness sake.

So ya, should I be making wish this year? All of it turn out the other way? OMT!

GD, THAT XX sounds good! Alright, SB is gonna be like I TOLD YA, IKR on whatsapp when he/she sees this! Anw, i thought today is a weekend, cus i do not have school until i went to FB and see everybody either in school or looking forward to FRI! LOL, lousy me!

HP

I am totally cheered up by the updates of IC and or RM! Haha nv fail to make me smile!! :)

It's time to go school again! And I'm still lepak-Ing ard my house, simply because I do not want to reach school early!

My bed is fixed, and I kinda have a better sleep last night! But still, I wake up automatically at 8! Tsk! I feel sleepy now! Will be attending my fave lecturer's lesson later, woots! Hope I can stay focus for all 3 hours!

I'm becoming 越来越zai recently! Simply refuse to go out when people ask me to! Haha LAZY MAX! I really got alot of prep needa to be done for my
Bday, but i simply cannot get myself moving after I booked my chalet! And I can totally afraid that later no one turns up for my bday! I will be in state of embarrassment! Hopefully that will not be the situation!

Final prep to school'

HP

Meniere Disease?!

Cannot really sleep well this few days, maybe it is due to the bed, the Bed sheet or was it me?

Prior to this, I can usually sleep till 10plus, when my mother comes knocking on the door. But recently, I will wake up automatically at 8sharp! Oh my, I'm shortchanged by 2hours plus! To make things worse, I have insomnia a few days ago, hmm thurs night I think, when I only sleep for 3 hours! All this add up to my tiredness, and I kinda collapse yesterday! Severe headache forced me to go sleep at 10plus, giving up watching my variety for once.

I am better today, just that I am still having headache! My mum was asking if it is due to my Meniere?! Then I wonder, is it? But such disease occur only when I am feeling stress, I am not now! At least I think I'm not! Well, better be not! It feels like hell when that disease comes back!

HP

AFTERMATH of Super7 concert

I think I am seriously obsessed w RM and IC. And my love for the members is no longer limited to the few, whom I thought I prefer, but to all!

Recently, IC members were going to hold a concert, thanking their viewers for their continuous support, and it was organized by Leessang Company. Well, when I first know about it, I was like okay, cus Gil is in IC, and Gil is from Leessang co, which definitely have fantatic experience in organizing such concert, so I thought that's why other members also approved to let Leessang co. do the job.

However, due to various reasons, the concert is cancelled! I did not really get the reasons quite well! According to Gil's tweet, apparently people are criticizing about having to pay for the concert; complaining that they are not professional singers and whatsoever.

But here the thing, aren't the members ARTISTS? GAGMAN? Dont you think it's alright to pay for artist performances?! The show itself is actually a derivation of IC, so why compared this to those in the past? And jus because they are not Kpop, does not mean that they got no value! In addition, out of the 7 members, 3 are PROF singers(Gil, Haha and PMS), I think they make the concert worth its price; To add on, JS and JH and maybe also JD and HC can sing too! Rmb the 'I am kinda singer' episode they did last year. Well, even if they do not sing, they can also entertain the audience with an hour long of situation skit, which will also make the tix worth it. Why so picky abt them?! They do not own us anything, so why are some people expecting a Free concert?! U think all the lighting, sound effect and venue come for free?

Also, they did mention that they will donate the profit to some organizations/charity. Just that they only have ideas and have yet to execute. Why do people want to criticise about the whereabouts of the profits even before they even collect the money? And, so what if they are really keeping the profit for themselves? They also need to make a living, they got family to support and etc. They need money! Why is it possible for other celebs to hold concerts, selling even higher priced tix, but not them?

I seldom comment/criticise about any kpop stuff publicly, but I exploded this time. Because of this, Gil and Gary are taking their position off variety shows, namely RM and IC! And i am upset about it!! They are taking the entire responsibility and decided to retreat from variety. How sad would they be?? To be leaving the shows which they have been on several years. To be leaving the fun and joy after having forge strong brotherhood and friendship. It is esp sad for GIL! He must have really enjoy himself on IC, thats why he worked hard and harder to impress the audiences. Even on times when he was constantly under attacked by netizens, pressurizing him to leave IC, he did not leave. And yet, he made such decision this time. As for Gary, due to his injury, I can uds why he is considering leaving RM. Afterall, he cannot perform to his fullest with his injury.

Though I do not want to see you guys leaving the variety show, it is your choice. I will continue to support you two, cus you are simply awesome! Fighting!! <3

HP

Troubled!

Idk why! But I'm so troubled right now! Feel so emo that I do not feel like doing anything!!! I gotta cheer up a little! :D

Once again 上学了

Finally I'm in my second year! Woo! Learning to live without besties in school this year, by taking one totally different unit from them, and attend lesson alone for once!
The feelings was not that good, but after seeing many other solo figures, I felt better! Something to mention is that, I was never meant to be alone! I met my lower secondary classmate. I don't really dare to initiate a hi after I saw her that day, cause I thought she was with friends! But she approached me after break! Woo! Chatted awhile, and we decided to sit together from next lesson onward since we are both alone! I was not that close w her last time, but fate brings us together. :)
Will we shall see if we will become good friend after which! To add on, I kinda like my lecturer! He is strict, but passionate in teaching, like the math Leong! Woo, I hope I can do well for MARCO!

By going to classes with different groups, it will kinda enlarge your social circle! Though for now, it has not be enlarge yet, at least a strong bond is form! Lol! Too funny to use the word bond! GND ME!

I'm on my way to school now, and I only had 3 hours of sleep because of the stupid insomnia! Rawrr~

Btw, I still have 2 school days this year! Tue and fri, starting from 12 till 6! Totally shuang Dao~ haha

Once again, I love my friends! I will cherish your more from now on!

HP

Walking down the red carpet!

Marriage

Am I at the right age to talk about it? Seeing my friends getting attached one after another, it kinda make me uneasy! When will mine be appearing? I don't want to get married at an old age! But, if it is fated that I will have to marry late, then what can I do? Ya?

My friends are just getting attached, and I'm feeling that they will leave me. How will I be if they were to get marry for real? I think I will cry! Though nothin much will change to our sisterhood! Roar~ kill me!

HP