Life as a GRADUATING

Was printing a set of lecture notes the other day - chapter 12. 

Time flies. It was just not long ago that I was still printing my chapter 1 notes, and thinking that this will be my final year. And time is going so fast that I am coming towards the end of my lectures, slowly moving to the final stage of my degree route, ie examination. 

Getting into SIM-UOL, it is freaking easy. Getting out with a good grades? It's tough man. Only people who have been through it would understand. Others might just think that it is because we never put in enough effort(it is true to some extend), just like how we failed to do well in the previous stage of our life. How many will actually think that perhaps our exams are really tough? Honestly speaking, not many whom I met would say that. 

Not like I would care much now, but then I would really want to say this here. 

Please do not have the idea that our examination are easy to score just because we didn't enter this school with good grades like you do for local. Perhaps you should just come and try it. Sometimes your so call 3000 modules is not even equivalent to our level 300 units; Sometimes MCQ is easier than our short answer Qn, as at least you will have 20%-25% chance of getting it correct, while we got 0% if we write rubbish.

Please do not think that SIM kids do not give a damn of their studies just because we are not as competitive as you guys do. We play hard and study hard, cannot ah? Jealous? And sometimes, it is not that we never study that lead to our poor performances, it is just because I'm not academic incline, that's why I am where I am now right?! Tsk.

Please do not think that you are better just because your school is a freaking local university. God. Kay la, smarter?!

So please, if you have a SIM kid in your clique, please do not verbal insult then when they tell you that they didn't do well for their exams. 'Hello, u think easy ah? Why you never get A for your mod har?' Same reasoning right?!

Whatever the case is, with graduation, here comes unemployment. Damn it. 

Scrolling through the job search sites, looking at the requirements of the employers, and blah blah blah. Before I even start to find a job proper, I'm feeling tired that I would want to take a rest. I have a sudden urge to continue studying, and continue to be a potato at home, sucking in all nutrients. But I can't, ya?! It's funny that when we were younger, we always have the thought of quitting school and go out to earn some money, thinking that it is damn cool; but when the time comes, you want to do otherwise. 

I wanted to write about the job search only, but then things always do not go according to how you wished for. So yalo. 

HP