Friday, September 21, 2012
Troubled!
Idk why! But I'm so troubled right now! Feel so emo that I do not feel like doing anything!!! I gotta cheer up a little! :D
Thursday, September 20, 2012
Once again 上学了
Finally I'm in my second year! Woo! Learning to live without besties in school this year, by taking one totally different unit from them, and attend lesson alone for once!
The feelings was not that good, but after seeing many other solo figures, I felt better! Something to mention is that, I was never meant to be alone! I met my lower secondary classmate. I don't really dare to initiate a hi after I saw her that day, cause I thought she was with friends! But she approached me after break! Woo! Chatted awhile, and we decided to sit together from next lesson onward since we are both alone! I was not that close w her last time, but fate brings us together. :)
Will we shall see if we will become good friend after which! To add on, I kinda like my lecturer! He is strict, but passionate in teaching, like the math Leong! Woo, I hope I can do well for MARCO!
By going to classes with different groups, it will kinda enlarge your social circle! Though for now, it has not be enlarge yet, at least a strong bond is form! Lol! Too funny to use the word bond! GND ME!
I'm on my way to school now, and I only had 3 hours of sleep because of the stupid insomnia! Rawrr~
Btw, I still have 2 school days this year! Tue and fri, starting from 12 till 6! Totally shuang Dao~ haha
Once again, I love my friends! I will cherish your more from now on!
HP
The feelings was not that good, but after seeing many other solo figures, I felt better! Something to mention is that, I was never meant to be alone! I met my lower secondary classmate. I don't really dare to initiate a hi after I saw her that day, cause I thought she was with friends! But she approached me after break! Woo! Chatted awhile, and we decided to sit together from next lesson onward since we are both alone! I was not that close w her last time, but fate brings us together. :)
Will we shall see if we will become good friend after which! To add on, I kinda like my lecturer! He is strict, but passionate in teaching, like the math Leong! Woo, I hope I can do well for MARCO!
By going to classes with different groups, it will kinda enlarge your social circle! Though for now, it has not be enlarge yet, at least a strong bond is form! Lol! Too funny to use the word bond! GND ME!
I'm on my way to school now, and I only had 3 hours of sleep because of the stupid insomnia! Rawrr~
Btw, I still have 2 school days this year! Tue and fri, starting from 12 till 6! Totally shuang Dao~ haha
Once again, I love my friends! I will cherish your more from now on!
HP
Walking down the red carpet!
Marriage
Am I at the right age to talk about it? Seeing my friends getting attached one after another, it kinda make me uneasy! When will mine be appearing? I don't want to get married at an old age! But, if it is fated that I will have to marry late, then what can I do? Ya?
My friends are just getting attached, and I'm feeling that they will leave me. How will I be if they were to get marry for real? I think I will cry! Though nothin much will change to our sisterhood! Roar~ kill me!
HP
Am I at the right age to talk about it? Seeing my friends getting attached one after another, it kinda make me uneasy! When will mine be appearing? I don't want to get married at an old age! But, if it is fated that I will have to marry late, then what can I do? Ya?
My friends are just getting attached, and I'm feeling that they will leave me. How will I be if they were to get marry for real? I think I will cry! Though nothin much will change to our sisterhood! Roar~ kill me!
HP
Monday, August 27, 2012
Change Changing Changed
Hi there,
see the changes in this blog? Actually, I do know that not many people are reading my blog, but still, I keep updating it whenever I am free. This is because, I see this as a place where I can share and/or rant anything I want, without the fear of offending someone or disturbing others. So, I will continue with this blog disregarding the amount of viewer ship. That's me. I will also keep it open to view for everyone, so that people can be motivated by me sometimes. HAHA, doubt the possibility though. HAHA LOL.
Currently, I am at a period of the year where my urge for study is the highest! Yes, it is 3 weeks away from school starts. Damn it, I am so bored at home that I actually look around for something which I can study for. Totally not me at all.
Anyway, I reflected a little just now, and realise that I have made the CORRECT friends this time round in UNI. FRIENDS is really an important factor, especially to me, it will have huge influence on me, though I do not really want to admit it, but ya.
Back in my SECONDARY SCH, regardless of being in the upper or lower secondary, I have motivating friends who were able to push me to go further. Really, if not for them, I doubt I will be able to do that well for my O's. Many always say that they could have done better for O's, since it is easier as compared to A's. But I would not say so, but I really did my best and that is the best I can do.
Then in JC. Hahahaha, what else can I say? We ourselves, see and admitted each other to be the bad influence of each other, and yet refuse to be separated. We still remain sticky as glue in UNI. HUGE JOKE, earning ourselves a title in school, HJMs! Thanks. Well, let's move on together and work hard for exams!
Finally, at the last stage, we found some NEW friends, thanks to adrian, our sociology lecturer. And the NEW friends are really competitive, openly though, something to cheer about. What is more important is that they take studies seriously and are able to excel. I really have to salute them. Of course of their presence, I realise I am doing badly or am doing below average for everything. Thus, pushing me to work harder the next round. I will really work hard for the second year, and hopefully will be able to EXCEL!
To all my friends out there, THANK YOU FOR APPEARING IN MY LIFE, you may or may not influenced me positively, but everyone of you, shapes my teenage life.
HP
see the changes in this blog? Actually, I do know that not many people are reading my blog, but still, I keep updating it whenever I am free. This is because, I see this as a place where I can share and/or rant anything I want, without the fear of offending someone or disturbing others. So, I will continue with this blog disregarding the amount of viewer ship. That's me. I will also keep it open to view for everyone, so that people can be motivated by me sometimes. HAHA, doubt the possibility though. HAHA LOL.
Currently, I am at a period of the year where my urge for study is the highest! Yes, it is 3 weeks away from school starts. Damn it, I am so bored at home that I actually look around for something which I can study for. Totally not me at all.
Anyway, I reflected a little just now, and realise that I have made the CORRECT friends this time round in UNI. FRIENDS is really an important factor, especially to me, it will have huge influence on me, though I do not really want to admit it, but ya.
Back in my SECONDARY SCH, regardless of being in the upper or lower secondary, I have motivating friends who were able to push me to go further. Really, if not for them, I doubt I will be able to do that well for my O's. Many always say that they could have done better for O's, since it is easier as compared to A's. But I would not say so, but I really did my best and that is the best I can do.
Then in JC. Hahahaha, what else can I say? We ourselves, see and admitted each other to be the bad influence of each other, and yet refuse to be separated. We still remain sticky as glue in UNI. HUGE JOKE, earning ourselves a title in school, HJMs! Thanks. Well, let's move on together and work hard for exams!
Finally, at the last stage, we found some NEW friends, thanks to adrian, our sociology lecturer. And the NEW friends are really competitive, openly though, something to cheer about. What is more important is that they take studies seriously and are able to excel. I really have to salute them. Of course of their presence, I realise I am doing badly or am doing below average for everything. Thus, pushing me to work harder the next round. I will really work hard for the second year, and hopefully will be able to EXCEL!
To all my friends out there, THANK YOU FOR APPEARING IN MY LIFE, you may or may not influenced me positively, but everyone of you, shapes my teenage life.
HP
Sunday, August 19, 2012
RESULTS IS OUTTTT
Well, the result was out last Friday. Having a full day of work at papa shop, I only managed to check my result at night! I was so nervous, clicking links after links to get to my result page. And without warning, my result just BOOM, in front of me.
First, I saw the obvious bar of the most right, which shows all passed for all the units. Okay, moving on, I saw my highest and lowest score! Damn it, why did I score so badly for IBM! Post-victor symptom! LoL. But then when i come to think about it, I realise how much effort had I put in. Seriously, as compared to other units, IBM had the longest prep time, and yet I put lesser effort in! Oh well.. Score well deserved!
Next, it was my highest score. I was expecting STATS to be my best units, but it turns out to be MATH! I have gotten a score I never think I will ever get after SEC SCH! Damn it, what have I done?! Yes, happy as I shld be, I'm disappointed w my stats. So near yet so far!
ECONS was another disappointing unit. But i blamed it on myself. Picking the right qns is part of the exam skills, which I have yet to acquire then. If only I didn't change the choice of qns, maybe i will did better?
SOCI, I feel that I did okay. Given the fact that I only know it is about human relationship at this point, the result was satisfying!
With some regrets, I'm movin onto the second year. During this period, I have been thinking of which units to take. I'm totally fickle minded. I tend to change my mind after hearing one piece of info. And I will have many considerations for taken one unit, and all those consideration are not that impt actually. Haha. Anw, after much struggle, I have decided to take the following units, though I will be alone for some, who cares:
MARCO
MARKETING
MMGT SCI MTD
POA
yes, most of my units are quantitative. And I took my one A LEVEL(two years) and one UOL FINAL EXAM(one year) to realise that I'm not an art person! See the price I'm paying. Thanks.
And seriously, JC ECONS was so not ECONS when I think back now. Yes, we are writing ECONS essay with SOME ECONS concepts in it. But it seems that one will need to wrap that concept into a hamper, making it pleasantly presentable. I prefer UNI ECONS, where u only answer straight to the qns. No intro and flowerish language is needed. Jus the concept! LOVE IT!
But even with that, takin up MARCO scares me a little. I'm not sure if I can cope w it! Seriously, ESP when I heard others failing for that unit! Oh god!
Going for breakfast, time to stop!
HP
First, I saw the obvious bar of the most right, which shows all passed for all the units. Okay, moving on, I saw my highest and lowest score! Damn it, why did I score so badly for IBM! Post-victor symptom! LoL. But then when i come to think about it, I realise how much effort had I put in. Seriously, as compared to other units, IBM had the longest prep time, and yet I put lesser effort in! Oh well.. Score well deserved!
Next, it was my highest score. I was expecting STATS to be my best units, but it turns out to be MATH! I have gotten a score I never think I will ever get after SEC SCH! Damn it, what have I done?! Yes, happy as I shld be, I'm disappointed w my stats. So near yet so far!
ECONS was another disappointing unit. But i blamed it on myself. Picking the right qns is part of the exam skills, which I have yet to acquire then. If only I didn't change the choice of qns, maybe i will did better?
SOCI, I feel that I did okay. Given the fact that I only know it is about human relationship at this point, the result was satisfying!
With some regrets, I'm movin onto the second year. During this period, I have been thinking of which units to take. I'm totally fickle minded. I tend to change my mind after hearing one piece of info. And I will have many considerations for taken one unit, and all those consideration are not that impt actually. Haha. Anw, after much struggle, I have decided to take the following units, though I will be alone for some, who cares:
MARCO
MARKETING
MMGT SCI MTD
POA
yes, most of my units are quantitative. And I took my one A LEVEL(two years) and one UOL FINAL EXAM(one year) to realise that I'm not an art person! See the price I'm paying. Thanks.
And seriously, JC ECONS was so not ECONS when I think back now. Yes, we are writing ECONS essay with SOME ECONS concepts in it. But it seems that one will need to wrap that concept into a hamper, making it pleasantly presentable. I prefer UNI ECONS, where u only answer straight to the qns. No intro and flowerish language is needed. Jus the concept! LOVE IT!
But even with that, takin up MARCO scares me a little. I'm not sure if I can cope w it! Seriously, ESP when I heard others failing for that unit! Oh god!
Going for breakfast, time to stop!
HP
Tuesday, August 07, 2012
I used to LOVE HAHA ALOT! That's why, before the hiatus of MBC, I supported HAHA during the HAvsHC challenge! I hope that he will win, and he did, winning in almost every round.
But then, after a few months, I CHANGED! Now, I prefer HONGCHUL! Hence when the continuation of the challenge comes back, I was hoping that HC could win in the final few rounds though he had lost the challenge! I can see myself putting my hands together, praying for HC to win! I was like cheybye~ LOL! Haha I'm so crazy!
No matter what, I LIKE THE TWO
OF THEM! CHU WA HEY YO! <3
HP
But then, after a few months, I CHANGED! Now, I prefer HONGCHUL! Hence when the continuation of the challenge comes back, I was hoping that HC could win in the final few rounds though he had lost the challenge! I can see myself putting my hands together, praying for HC to win! I was like cheybye~ LOL! Haha I'm so crazy!
No matter what, I LIKE THE TWO
OF THEM! CHU WA HEY YO! <3
HP
Sunday, August 05, 2012
People and shows that filled my past few weeks..
My past weeks is complete w the following: RUNNING MAN, Infinity challenge, Noh Hong Chul& Haha, I am a singer 2, Lee Chong Wei, PSY, phantom, and a little of BIGBANG?!
Omg, all of the above except for one are from Korea! Tian ah, to think that I refused to acknowledge their existence when I was in secondary school?! Haha what a JOKE!
Ps: Taken the photos down online, all credits to the owner. Pls don't come and quarrel w me! Thanks!
Not to forget my fave girl 21st and FTS consultation style of bday celebration!! <3
By celebrating 21st w these people, I feel that we are meant to be friend, at least for this lifetime! Looking forward to still seeing each other when we enter workforce officially!
Omg, all of the above except for one are from Korea! Tian ah, to think that I refused to acknowledge their existence when I was in secondary school?! Haha what a JOKE!
Ps: Taken the photos down online, all credits to the owner. Pls don't come and quarrel w me! Thanks!
Not to forget my fave girl 21st and FTS consultation style of bday celebration!! <3
By celebrating 21st w these people, I feel that we are meant to be friend, at least for this lifetime! Looking forward to still seeing each other when we enter workforce officially!
SILVER MEDALIST FOR BADMINTON MALE SINGLES
Woo for the first time ever in 2012 Olympic, I watched the badminton FINAL LIVE!
It was a well played match, it was so exciting that I can't whatsapp and watch it at the same time. Almost had an heart attack! JOKE! With the GOLD MEDAL at stake, none of them was able to chillax a little.
Being a Malaysian, I supported LCW. Not because of the ice cream or the possible holiday, but just because u are a true blue Malaysian! U made almost all Malaysian have some kind of expectation during Olympic; if not Olympic will just be another foreign countries sport events. When the shuttlecock falls out of the court, u were disappointed! But we were sad because of u were! We knew how close it was, we knew u have improved! Though u didn't win in the end, u played well! Good sportsmanship shown throughout the whole game! Well done! Your attitude earn u alot of support worldwide! Being able to endure till the end even with all the Chinese's cheering overwhelming the hall, FANTASTIC BABY! Thank you for taking up badminton since 5, and thank you for representing Malaysia at international competition. Thank you!
ps: u earned alot in return, and your name is known in every corner of Malaysia, So no gain no loss! :D
I was kinda upset upon the lose, but the result is set right? Why quarrel people? No matter who one supported during the match, we should not be bombarding that person's wall w lots of hurting comments. It is a sore loser act pls. Being patriotic is one thing, being barbarian is another! Feel so fuck up when people just write whatever they feel on social media. Seriously~
It was a well played match, it was so exciting that I can't whatsapp and watch it at the same time. Almost had an heart attack! JOKE! With the GOLD MEDAL at stake, none of them was able to chillax a little.
Being a Malaysian, I supported LCW. Not because of the ice cream or the possible holiday, but just because u are a true blue Malaysian! U made almost all Malaysian have some kind of expectation during Olympic; if not Olympic will just be another foreign countries sport events. When the shuttlecock falls out of the court, u were disappointed! But we were sad because of u were! We knew how close it was, we knew u have improved! Though u didn't win in the end, u played well! Good sportsmanship shown throughout the whole game! Well done! Your attitude earn u alot of support worldwide! Being able to endure till the end even with all the Chinese's cheering overwhelming the hall, FANTASTIC BABY! Thank you for taking up badminton since 5, and thank you for representing Malaysia at international competition. Thank you!
ps: u earned alot in return, and your name is known in every corner of Malaysia, So no gain no loss! :D
I was kinda upset upon the lose, but the result is set right? Why quarrel people? No matter who one supported during the match, we should not be bombarding that person's wall w lots of hurting comments. It is a sore loser act pls. Being patriotic is one thing, being barbarian is another! Feel so fuck up when people just write whatever they feel on social media. Seriously~
Wednesday, August 01, 2012
Two more WEEKS!
It's August! CAN'T HELP BUT TO THINK ANOUT MY RESULT!
Recalling, I doubt I wrote very for sociology, damn it! But it was so hard! Even our top student said so. OMG, I'm just hoping for a pass, PLEASE! No single digit pls, then too OMG THROW FACE MAX LE!
Right now, I don't even dare to think of any possible Distinction in my result, but i would when i see it; I would certainly say: aiya, shld have gotten an A! I know it is so TMD BITCH, but ya! THIS IS ME! Not wanting to do badly, hoping to have did alright and wanting to ace when I did okay!
Recalling, I doubt I wrote very for sociology, damn it! But it was so hard! Even our top student said so. OMG, I'm just hoping for a pass, PLEASE! No single digit pls, then too OMG THROW FACE MAX LE!
Right now, I don't even dare to think of any possible Distinction in my result, but i would when i see it; I would certainly say: aiya, shld have gotten an A! I know it is so TMD BITCH, but ya! THIS IS ME! Not wanting to do badly, hoping to have did alright and wanting to ace when I did okay!
I am an idealist. According to dictionary, it means that one is guided more by ideals than by practical considerations.
Yes, I believe I am so. And all the ideals that I am following are created by myself. I will have a perception that one should behave in a way according to my understand. And when it did not turn out to be what I thought of, I will be rather uneasy. It's like why are u like this? I think I am demanding too much, as things don't usually go my way!
But that's me!
Yes, I believe I am so. And all the ideals that I am following are created by myself. I will have a perception that one should behave in a way according to my understand. And when it did not turn out to be what I thought of, I will be rather uneasy. It's like why are u like this? I think I am demanding too much, as things don't usually go my way!
But that's me!
Sunday, July 29, 2012
Thursday, July 19, 2012
What kind of career do I really want in the future? Heading into events and management? Advertising? Or some general administrative job? I'm not sure! Given the units I'm taking now, I doubt it be useful or an added advantage to my future career mentioned above. If I were to enter a local uni, I doubt I will be doing all this thinking, as I will take my life as how it goes, accept my fate, and lead a normal life. But right now, since it did not go that way, then maybe I should seriously consider to have a career that I wanted. The pay may not be high, but at least I will be happy doing? Then maybe a few years down the road, I will be sick of this job then decides for a change? Agh, will it be alright?
Turning 21 soon, and idk what I want!
Turning 21 soon, and idk what I want!
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
RM CRAZE
The latest is simply AWESOME! With almost equal coverage of every members and lots of FUNNY POINTS! DAEBAK! Hahahahaha IM simply CRAZY!
Sunday, July 08, 2012
Random MAX
Seriously speaking, I think I look ugly in all those photos on the left. But I am simply too lazy, tired and sick to do so.
ALright, this will do. BYE
HP
Wednesday, July 04, 2012
Obsession w Kpop
I know the Kpop fave started years ago, like when I was still in secondary school! But I just refuse to acknowledge the existence of it until now!
It's RM that makes me crazy over Kpop! I like the members so much that I can now accept someone who is 12 years older than me! Seriously! Thy are just the ideal man I want! Ahh, scream!
But I CAN still differentiate from reality and FAN FIC! So no worries! :)
From RM to IC to Xman, when will I recover from all this?! Haha happy Rolling deep in it! :D
It's RM that makes me crazy over Kpop! I like the members so much that I can now accept someone who is 12 years older than me! Seriously! Thy are just the ideal man I want! Ahh, scream!
But I CAN still differentiate from reality and FAN FIC! So no worries! :)
From RM to IC to Xman, when will I recover from all this?! Haha happy Rolling deep in it! :D
On a double decker
Woohoo, double decker bus! It's been long since I last board onto one, feeling kinda kaixin even though I don't have much memory on it.
Anw, job search is just so hard! I arranged for 3 interviews today, and was thinking of picking the best out of the three, but it turns out that they are picking on me! And I am left with the final one which idk would success anot... Am seriously thinking of giving up and just rot my way through the remaining months till school starts...
Hais. When I see people working in all those big companies, I would wonder whether will I be like them in a few years time. Thoughts set in. Would I be successful next time? What exactly I want? What I really want for a job and life?! I have no idea!
I'm sick of wondering and all the thinking, but what else can I do?
HP
Anw, job search is just so hard! I arranged for 3 interviews today, and was thinking of picking the best out of the three, but it turns out that they are picking on me! And I am left with the final one which idk would success anot... Am seriously thinking of giving up and just rot my way through the remaining months till school starts...
Hais. When I see people working in all those big companies, I would wonder whether will I be like them in a few years time. Thoughts set in. Would I be successful next time? What exactly I want? What I really want for a job and life?! I have no idea!
I'm sick of wondering and all the thinking, but what else can I do?
HP
Saturday, May 19, 2012
Picnic w clubbers!
Woohoo, since long after we met the last time! And the attendance for the outing is kinda fixed.. Well, jiu zhe yang ba! Went botanic garden in the evening! Chilling successful!! :)
Salted caramel after which! :D chatted alot, well the usual activity! But it was fun! Targeting at the same issue all the time! Will upload the photos soon! Though not many! Here is one of it! ＜3
Salted caramel after which! :D chatted alot, well the usual activity! But it was fun! Targeting at the same issue all the time! Will upload the photos soon! Though not many! Here is one of it! ＜3
Exam is over~
YES! After 3 tiring weeks, it's finally over! But the feeling of the "after exam mood" is just not there anymore! Maybe cause I slacked too much towards the end of the exam, cause the spirit just went down! Anymore, there were a total of 5 papers, but most of them are horrible! I think my batch is just cursed or something. Everytime, without fail, Something different from the usual will happen to us! Be it change of syllabus or exam
Format! Tsk! In 5 of the papers, there were like 4 different from the others?! That's crazy alright! I mean from the past uptill 2011, it was similar, why are u changing? Argh!
But no matter what, the exam is over, and I believe that I really tried my best! Therefore, I would cry if I fail any of them! I will emo if I didn't do the same as others, thats norm right!
Need to wait till aug before we can know the result! So Still then, chillax! :)
Format! Tsk! In 5 of the papers, there were like 4 different from the others?! That's crazy alright! I mean from the past uptill 2011, it was similar, why are u changing? Argh!
But no matter what, the exam is over, and I believe that I really tried my best! Therefore, I would cry if I fail any of them! I will emo if I didn't do the same as others, thats norm right!
Need to wait till aug before we can know the result! So Still then, chillax! :)
Monday, May 07, 2012
Exactly 12more hrs to MATH
This is madness! I have not been working as hard as I should for the past 3 days! Oh man, seriously dont uds why am I such a lazy bum on important days like this. After the bloodly math, which I'm not confident about, I will be having soci in like 26hrs? Yup, minus away sleeping and misc activities time, Idk how much I have for memorizing everything in my notes! Right now, I'm flipping through my lecture notes, hoping to find any big discovery, which I have nv seen before! I hope math tmr would not be too tough! I really hope to get a 60, though a 70 would be good, so that my stats would not be pull down!
Even though idk how I fare after my screwed histogram which is like 14 marks! Two hands on the cheeks face!
Shall talk more again, seriously, truly no time for this! I really feel like scolding vulgarities, what I usually do nowadays whenever I'm nervous! :E
TMD!
HP
Even though idk how I fare after my screwed histogram which is like 14 marks! Two hands on the cheeks face!
Shall talk more again, seriously, truly no time for this! I really feel like scolding vulgarities, what I usually do nowadays whenever I'm nervous! :E
TMD!
HP
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