27/12/2013

I am a very emotional controlled person; meaning, my actions are mostly based on my emotions. 

If you are not to my liking, but unfortunately under my control, it's either me ending up with depression, or you undergoing hell from me. Usually it's the latter, as I grow older and gain more power.

I do not really care if you like me a not, as long as your action disturbs me, I would not hestitate to torture you, making you feel worse than I do. 

You break your promises, so nice treatment does not apply anymore. If it's the pay that you are after, I suggest you don't try, cause you will end up paying more, emotionally. Well, it is just 4 days more, I shall see. 

Am I pin pointing you? Yes, I am! Why? Do some reflection yourself. Are you taking work seriously? Or are you here to preach and socialize? If you are here for the latter reason, perhaps you should pay me. 

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Should have posted this on the above mentioned date, but then as seen, I failed! LOL. 

Anyway, I was only a demon for 1-2 days. Didn't managed to have my demon side shown longer. So ya. 

HP

12/11/2013

Was thinking of posting something, but I was not sure what to write. Then I think through the various dates I have in the coming week, and realise that yes, I do have something which I would say.

Rejecting a proposal is not something which I would normally do. Maybe because of my character, I would agree to almost all proposal that was suggested. But then I usually accepted before thinking about whether can I handle it. Like whether can I make it, physically, financially, sometimes i even accept proposals which are against my will. 

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Once again, I failed to upload it, idk why! Maybe cause I did not complete writing the other time.

Anyway, this shall be my new year resolution then: to learn to reject proposed dates which I do not really like/enjoy going. 

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2014! 

HP