What should I do?

I thought I have alrdy kan kai bout the fact that Im gng sim, but thn it seems that i have not. I find it hard to tell others whr I am gng, esp in front of my parents. GND!
Xin li ttly not pin hen right now.

TSK, i h8 this feeling, I jst feel like crying, but I cant, cus thr is no point doing so.

FML.