I was just thinking, what if i cmi to BUSINESS school w my A level result, what am i going to do? i have always wanted to go to Biz school, but right now i am thinking, is that really what i want? If i cant make it there, should i just take up Biz course in some pte uni or should i go for other courses in either of the 3 universities. I am unsure of what i really want, right now, at this moment.

i am going to be 19 in a few days time, and when i looked back, what have i actually done/achieve? actually nth much. my most glorious moment would be receiving my O lvl cert, when i attained a result which i nv though i would. Then what, strip through my JC examinations, always trying to mug the syllabus at critical moment, hoping to JUST PASS, upset my parents by getting all the shit results and then cry at home. what is all this? Dont really feel proud of myself at all!

4 days to my BDAY and
10 days to A level, back to MUGGING!
including tday pls.