aahhhh i nth much to tok abt...
hope my bro culd successfully pass e interview fer xiao hua xiao cao todae!
den i can haf 50 dollars converse voucher.. hohoho thinkin of hw to use it already!
hahas

erm i shall tok abt my feelin toward smth todae..
errrr...
my FRIENDSHIP!

fer those hu noe me, even u r nt close to me wuld noe tt smth had happen b/w sum1 n me..
i dun wana mention her name over here, cuz i noe it wuld b useles..

ytd yz mentioned her name, den i kind of tel her off.. so sry~~
ya i totally agreed wit her regradin wad she wrote on her blog.. im sumtime being pissed off by tt! bt i felt tt she had left out smth which veri veri important.. fer those hu r being biased to, can ur pls no take it fer granted.. everytime so da pai, den everyone kena scolded when it is nt even their fault but urs!!
( k, i noe im abit out of my topic!)

i had explained lotsa time, y dis things happen..
budden mayb dere r stil sum hu duno, especially her..
arr..
at 1st i dun wana tok 2 her is bcuz i wana e both of us to calm down abit, especially her..
seriouly i muz tel u, i was nt veri used to u being so emo.. as in u were e joker among us b4 tt thing happened.. in another word, im nt a gd frenz as i culd nt b dere fer u when u face difficulty.
den slowly we r no longer frenz.. dun tok to each other, avoidin each other..
i forgt sum of e part in b/w le, bt i oni rmb tt i sumhw started to hate u...
i went to c ur blog, den saw a post.. shld b regradin me rite..
den i was lyk orh u stil care fer me as frenz, even though i treated u lyk tt..
i was abit touched then..
budden sum1 told me tt u sae if i go fer tt ting den u wun nt go,
i was so confused, which 1 shld i believe?
if u wuld to c my blog(previous post), i tink u wuld b veri sad barh..
as time goes by, im totally out of tt gang..
den i reflected on my past, ya my father was rite..
im wastin my time, loiterin every whr in e past!
hahas if i rmb correctly, i stil tok bak to my father regradin dis matter..
旁观者清，当局者迷。。。
i totally agreed wit dis line..
frm my point of view nw, i felt tt u r nt as good as when we r gd fenz.
i felt tt u r lyk tt auntie.. behavin e same way lyk her..
u dun seem to tresure things around u n nt resposible as u were..
or u do when u r in front of e higher rankin ppl?
tt y im pissed off wit u... shouted at u during tt meetin..
u cuz me to b devoted to np, it is oso u hu made me felt tt np is corrupted

im sayin all dis, nt bcuz i wanna to push all e blame to u nor any other things, juz wana to sae out, so as to feel better...

i shall end e above thing.. duno wad more to sae liao.
den regradin y i cried in np room tt time..
seriously it is bcuz im under alot of pressure tt time!
pressure cum frm frenzship, studies n most important.. my parents!

haix enuf of my crappy stuff...
i felt better nw, aft sayin out hw i felt..

hahas shall end here already...

written by mspenguin :)