Chinese New Year!!!

The area was full of Firecrackers, fireworks and whateverr which can create loud sound last night or should i say this morning? Hahas! Seriously, i think i kinda like my country alot, cause we are not that restricted in burning crackers and all. Just throw in some money, and you can have fireworks right at your door steps! And we, free-riders, do not have to travel our way down to town to see all this! WOOHOO, here are some photos taken last mid night! And you know, even now i can still hear firecracker cracking! LOL


CRACKERS we bought!!!


PUBLIC GOODS!


FIRE CRACKERS

*video

Here is the video which i took when we were burning firecracker at our door steps! Well, we decided to do smth special this year. Instead of hanging it up, we laid it on the floor! (Well, the video refuses to be uploaded, damn slow, I have no patient for you anymore! BYE)

I wanted to stop, but then the video is still loading, so i decided to write more! anw, i think that the atmosphere of CNY is the highest actually of the days towards CNY and not on the first and the second day! On the eve and the eve eve, people will be rushing out to buy food, clothes and all the relevant stuff! So there will be jam everywhr you go. Well, maybe in my area only? Cus there is wet market and hypermarket in it. Ya, so you can hardly get any parking! But when it come to the first day of ny, you dont see cars on the road, cus everybody is staying at home to idk what. HAHA the road becomes damn quiet! see the irony? CNY suppose to be crowded, but it is the days before CNY that you got the feelings. After which, no more! But, whenever it is, Stay HAPPY is the most important things to do! :D


HP

Finally on the EVE of NEW YEAR!

IT's my BROTHER BDAY! And so early in the morning, we had MOONLIGHT cake! YUPPIES! ML cake always taste so nice. Even since i tried their cake, it make it a must to have on the birthdays of my family! Glad that it has opened a branch near my DAD's shop! Claps! :)





So HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZT!!! LUVVV U! Haha you dont need serve NS, and you will be damn young when you enter UNI! WOOHOO!

goodOLD THINGS FOUND!



Recently, while i was clearing my room, i finally decided to throw away for NPCC uniform in the past. I have been keeping them for several years and finally decided to throw them. I kept all the badges though. My sis is in the same secondary school as i was, and she was thinking of which CCA to join. This just made me recall about the time when i was in Sec 1, why did i choose to join NPCC? Well, all i can think of is FRIENDS! Haha, ya, i think i joined NP because my friends are recommending me into it. Well, it was a great experience in NP. I think things would turn out differently for me if i joined other CCA. I have learn to have sense of urgency(not emergency), which i usually see on people from UG. Learn how to pitch tents, how to survive with MAGGIMEE and canned food for 3 days! Learn to shoot, to sing and see the darkest side of the world... Not to forget, bonded with every single one in the batch! Love the kind of feelings when the CCA is bonded! Though we had nv meetup after we graduated, but still we waved vigorously when we are each other around.

So, thanks those we recommended me into this CCA! I enjoyed the time spent with you guys, be it happy, tiring, angry or sad.

HP

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

First day of New Year and I am feeling sick! GND! But still, I am still able to get up early in the morning(basically it is because i cant sleeep) to blog. Alright, since i have the time, i shall upload the photos which i wanted to, but failed to! It's gonna be a long post/multiple posts, bear with it man!

I did MY FIRST AND SECOND GELISH MANICURE recently! Well, whenever you see pretty nails, you will tend to feel happier, and you will do things more willingly! HAHA. Anyway, I tried something more AA the second time, and i think it's okay for dark skinned ppl like me to use any colour as long as you like it! Or maybe was it that i picked the correct colour for myself, i think it looks nice on me!




Taken a month after i did my manicure, as seen, it is falling off and all. But seriously, i think gelish do last, at least on people like me, who is not gentle.

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SECOND MANICURE! AA colour with 3D ribbons on it! haha it is meant for CNY, but two of my crystals fell on the eve of NY while i was working! But, the crystals are just FREE add-on, so no hard feelings about it! :)

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this is just random! i see this stickers lying on the LT table when i entered, and so happily keep it for myself! While i was wondering what exactly it is for, somebody suggested that it might be for nails, and so i tried it on that somebody and tata, it fits! But i still doubt that it is meant for nails! Who would do smth like it on their nails? But, it still look pretty NICE!! I LIKE!! <3

Alright, this is ALL updates i hav for my NAILS!

HP

ELLEKAY 21ST BIRTHDAY :)

LOVE U MUCH! HOPE THT YOU LIKE THE PRESENT THAT WE GAVE U! <3

HP

When strawberry cream lollipop does not taste nice anymore, I think I have grown up.

After several months of slack uni life, it's finally gonna be exam period! All the stress and expectation is up, once again, but this time round, I will do my best and hopefully leave not regret like what I have did. Have a meaningful discussion with LK on friday afternoon, whereby we kinda decided the units we are gonna take in the following years. Well, seriously, u will need someone to talk to and discuss with before u can arrived with one decision! It's a major decision to be made, so no room for regret!

CNY COMING! But before that, I gonna have my nails done up, LK birthday celebration and 3 lectures plus one tutorial to attend for! After all this, it will be new year lor! Oh my god! It's damn fast!!!

HP

I think I'm such a bad person. I can hardly be reach by phone, especially when I'm in malaysia, and yet I refused to allow wi fi on my phone when it is available until I feel like so. Hence, all my friends who contacted me via whatsapp, will have to wait till then to receive a reply. But the worst thing is the feeling of turnin on my wifi only comes at night when I want to go to bed, and it is usuually at around 1plus am on non schooling day! So when most of the people are asleep, I will reply their messages, usually few hrs later( i define a few slightly differently). And in the mist of their sleep, they will hear vibration! Some will pick it up to see the messages, then throw it back down, before continuing their sleep. Maybe they will even add a few curse and swear in between! Haha, but you know what, I dont mean to do that! Cause if I don't reply u now and then, I don't think I will ever reply! Maybe only until your next emergency message which require immediate attention!

I'm such an asshole for that, and I know it! U can't help much and stuck with it! That's all! Kaythanksbye! Woohooo, new year is coming!

HP

hmm, still i cant find a way to upload my photos from my iPhone directly to Blogger. And i am simply lazy to connect my phone to this computer, Kay, so be it!

Anyway, made my payment for my exam fee last Friday. It is so expensive please, and make me realize that i can actually take A level 5 times with that amount! HAHA what a JOKE! Shall really study hard this time, given the amount of free time i have now. I shall not let myself and my family down again! If i really do, i think i will take an alternative route which is more suitable for me! We shall see..

Seriously, i think i would spend quite alot, or i had spend quite alot this year. After the exam fees, it will be the course fee for next academic year. Then i need to save up for my birthday party. All this need money! Oh man, so as much as i want to go on SUMMER SCHOOL, i dont think i can make it. Even if i do, it will at most be to PEKING or HK uni! Which i seriously dont see the point! JOKE! My family is not that rich to afford that! Bloody hell, why cant i be more hardworking, and do better for A's. Sobs!

OMG, i think my LCCI exam results will be out soon! Hope that i can do well, and achieve ALL distinctions! There was time when i ask myself, why do i ever believe that i can do so well for this exam? Well, i feel that it is easy? But, it does not seems so for my classmates. Then i come to realize that it is because i simply love this few subjects! Ever since secondary school, i know i m gonna take POA as one of my subjects. And LCCI was something which i wanted to take up long ago, like after O's. Glad that i took it eventually! However, i know it very well that i would not want to go on the route as an accountant, that is just not something for me; not something i want either. So ya, unless i am leave with no choice, or provided with a scholarship, i dont think i will go for ACCA. Wait for my good news (I HOPE)!

I was just wondering, at the end of the day, would i prefer BREAD OR LOVE?

HP

I simply have too much to update about! Bought lots of new and good stuff recently, cant wait to share them right! And and and I did madicure for myself a few days ago! Aiyo, it looks not bad! HAHA will upload the photos of my madicure soon! Apparently i cant upload photos when im posting via my iphone! Sobs, anybody got any recommendation for that! i need that badly!

Another day to go, seriously, i think my body cant take it anymore..

HP

Jus random:
I like this song by 王力宏，依然爱你！ and IDK WHY!
will update soon, alot of things to write about, but not enough time(lacking of mood is another reason though)

Hmm, to the one who kinda upset me without realizing the fact, I jus wanna to tell you this:
Seriously, it doesn't matter how well u think u can do and will do in the future, in my eye, u are nothing but a immature kid who is still growing! If u dont really know how to start a new topic, then dont bother, it's ok. And, I seriously feel that u have no idea what to say at the correct moment! FU! Seriously! U may continue thinking about whatever u think is right, but don't try to put that into my head, I don't really agree w u about that fact my life is over soon at the age of 20! So what if I am half way through 40? Im 1/3 through 60 pls! My life will starts proper at the age of 24, when I graduate from U! Not at Fing zero yr when I can't even talk! Thanks! U know, even though I sounded like a loser when I'm in sim, but for goodess sake, I don't see any better in u, evening u make it into the locals in 2yrs time! I didn't tell u in your face cus I dint wanna to make another enemy, ESP when we will meet often on bus rides home. I dont wanna to have AWAKARD MOMENT for goodness sake! thanks for making my afternoon, Nice try! I seriously have no idea how to communicate with u! FML! Don't bother to come and talk to me if u dont wanna, I didn't want to talk to u either! I would prefer listening to song please!

Will update about the biz club outing soon! It's hilarious, Aleta have lotsa fun when I'm out them! Wink! LML(love my life)

Gonna meet up w the Clubbers again on sat! Woots, it's time to gossip in real now! Previously, I had a good chat w the 91ers, and it was totally FUN! Hahaha our topics are pretty widely ranged! So we ended up sleeping an hour later than we should. Seriously, I think whatever we talked about didn't make any sense or benefits, just talked for the sake of it and have great FUN! :D

Woohooo, totally excited about the secret Santa gift exchange programme we are having on sat! Haha can't wait to see who's my Santa!

I did my economic assignment, though I managed to do it, but still I am like not very sure about the concept! Totally worrying! IBM test coming, haha hopefully I can do it, and pass it!

HP

人长大了，有些事情是应该放下了。
无论当初谁对谁错，自今已不再重要，难道不是吗？
当你还在想他过得如何时，你还在乎他
当你觉得你要活得很精彩，你更是在乎他如何看你。

为何不学着从别的角度想，或许他根本不在乎你，不屑你的一切。
不要在为了谁而活，或改变自己
放下吧，你会活得更开心，更精彩！

当你不再强逼自己过的精彩，见了面也不再尴尬，你放下了。

Feel absolutely upset right now, and I seriously unsure of the cause! Damn it! I hate this kind of feeling, cus I can't cure it immediately! School again tomorrow, another 3 hours!

It's the last month of 2011 already! And there are seriously something I want to accomplish this month!
On top of the list would be to complete my DIY scheduler 2012! Omg, I hope it will turn out to be nice and pretty!:D
Hmm, besides that I hav like nothing much else to do, Kay, that's me and my life then!

HP

Cut and Dyed my hair on tues before meeting RURU and SNOW TAN!
Seriously, i always failed at planning gathering. WHY? Is instruction that hard to uds? Is rejecting so damn hard to be voice out? Forget about it, i shall only invite those who are closer to me next time! The rest, get your own life!

Hmmm, dont really have much feeling to blog this few days and idk why.

Anyway, my past week was just as per normal except that i went school for 3 days?!

Clashed some other lecturer's class. Well, she is good in a way that we wont fall asleep, cus she will have endless stuff for u to copy with or without lecture notes. However, as much as im not an audio learner, im not someone who can multi-task much. So while copying, i paid damn little attention on what she was talking about, and im still thinking whether if it is worthwhile my additional morning lesson.

Went PAPER MARKET w IRENE on thursday! When I am in there, I totally have the feeling of starting a scrap book, but i know it is an expensive hobby to keep, so let's forget about it. Despite so, i still buy a package of material for my scheduler 2012! Claps! (FYI: Im doing my own scheduler!) Anw, the main point here is that we were given 40% (VIP+student). Irene was so KAIXIN that, she was tempted to go back in and buy more! But i kind of stopped her, cus im tired! We gave the 1-FOR-1starbucks a missed, due to the long queue. Maybe next time, should stop being so cheapo HP!

On the same day, I walked home with my tired body, listening to my iphone, and it was playing some love song in which i was mumbling along with. (did i used the correct word? Well, idc, just want u to get the picture) It was a dark alley, despite alongside of some houses, then i see flashes of light coming from the back. I turned around and saw that it was a motorcycle. Well, nothing special, i see that often, but i was coming near me, really really near. I thought he want to ask for directions, so i pulled off my earpiece and stopped(walking). He was beside me, or in front of me( i cant rmb clearly), then he reached out his hand to drag my left shoulder! God, dk what he wanted to do then, i shouted Ayo! Failing to rob me(just i realise later), he raced off. I was stunned, then, and i take a few steps forward, wanting to continue my walk home, but what if he U-turn back and snatch me? Well, i cant risk for that to happen, so i ran as fast as i could to the main road, i could still rmb one of the dogs barked loudly when it sees me run! Oh pls, u could have done that earlier? Noob!

well, i seriously counted myself lucky for being robbed to no avail.
1, I would usually have my bag on my left shoulder, but that day, cus my left was really aching, i decide to change side, and i rmb i just changed it 5-8mintues before the robber come.
2, It was really dark at the alley, so in my dark grey cardigan, he can see clearly which side I can carry my bag. He must be thinking that I hav it over my shoulder(left to right), that will explain why did he grabbed my left shoulder.

Thanks whoever is helping me that night, seriously, i wont be able to go school if my bag was being snatched away! :D and this kind of thing better dont happen again! Im afraid i cant handle it well!

Friday went on smoothly, SOCIO, chatted with my SOCIO friends about food in MSIA and about the cup of our tea! Thanks ah, im setting off to find my MR ANG MOH right now! LOL! Im always looking forward to friday, not just because it is the last school day of the week, it is also because i can meet them and talk some rubbish with them! Best part of my UNI life! WOOHOO! They are really funny chappy! :D

After which, went to meet DAP at Marina Square! Had shabu shabu for lunch! Chatted for a long while and realise that life is not as easy as it seems at LOCAL. Besides studies, there are still issues of friends and all. I am so glad that im in this school with HJMs, and I will nv be left out or attend lecture on my own unless i choose to do so myself! LOVE YA MORE NOW! <3

Alright, enough for the updates.
Anw, my life would seems boring if my readers dont know me, ya?
But, even when there is no one reading my blog, i will still continue to write, cus this is a way to express my feelings and record my life!

HP

Went out with GF today, and it was a great day out! No stress, no awkwardness, only fun! The topics that we talked on will always be on LOVE! Ya, like we are so experience in it, maybe only of us are, but who cares. Just talked la! Anyway, we had a mini amazing race with WW, even when she is so pek cek with other stuffs. And damn it at my telco for not allowing my calls, almost screwed the entire thing! Successful after all, cause we can see the smile in her face :D will plan a larger scale one for you next time! Bought DKNY perfume for her, cause we seriously do not know what to buy, and she like it and needed it much! She was even saying: Did i mentioned that i needed a perfume? OMG, the perfume smell so good and chio that i want it now! Tian ah, so easily influence, like a sponge! Anyway, gotten TL to buy for me, cause she will be the one smelling it. Trying to persuade her to buy me by tell her that it is a free rider goods. Failed though. She asked me to buy myself :( Shall see how.. Seriously, i feel so insecure with no money in the bank! OMT!

Anw, saw the FCUK watch i wanted to buy a period ago, it is now on 50% sales! OMG! So tempted, but seriously, i am afraid that the bling bling will fall off after some time. And also, it just look norm to me after awhile. Well, once again, we shall see. I want to buy alot of stuff recently neh, and all this tempt need money. Also, i need to save up for manicure in JAN while paying for my bill each month! Totally feng kuang!

Persuaded WW to come my school to continue her studies next year, so that we can attend lecture together, but she is considering. She say she cannot go RMIT, cause the school will just kick her out, for a simple reason of her not being able to wake up early for school. Nice one. However, UOL is nothing better, she hates to mug! Kay, she won! She will go UB! HAHA


ZI PAI TODAY!
Thought this is NICE!! HAHA it is original and angle does matter!

I wish that my first love will be my only love. In this way, i would not be experiencing the feelings of falling out of love. That will be terrible, given my character and all. I feel so bless whenever i think of that <3 Even though i will still be running a risk of getting divorce. LOL! That is what my friend, who is getting married in a few weeks time, told me. But still, please, my future husband, appear quickly, while i am still in school!

HP

世界的残酷现实，使我无法呼吸。
我不得不戴上面具，假装微笑。
是我太软弱吗？还是我面对不了现实？为何我久久无法释怀？
持续的伪装，让大家认为我好了，不过把我累坏了！

。。。

我可是比大半部分的人还要幸福，有个如此好的家庭背景，衣食无忧，还可以读那么多的书。
可是我有珍惜啊，我有努力啊，为何有这样？
为何我想要的都无法得到？！这可是我一直以来的心愿，可我的幸福离我越来越远。
安慰的话听多了，就麻木了，填补不了那受了伤的心！


。。。


想要逃离，可我逃离不了。
想过的更好，可我要做不到。
只好继续虚伪，伪装，假装微笑。

这就是我的我的生活，我的命运。
我会试图突破这些，因为这不是我想要的。

With the completion of the last paper for my accounting course, everything came to an end! I think I have did my best, and I really hope
That I can do very well, like all distinctions! Okay, better don't be a BITCH! Just wanna add on about my internal exam results! Well, the feelings of being outstanding is good, but pressurising when it comes to preparing for the actual exam, cause you knw u cannot afford for do worse than before!

Adv. Business Calculation: 96
Business Statistic: 59
Accounting: 79
Cost Accounting: 66.5
Managment Accounting: 76.5
Those were my result, and I certainly hope that I will do better for the actual one! ESP for BS, and I think I will, given the fact that I
Finally can do hypothesis testing without GC! Lol!

Anw, now that the lessons are over, i will be more available on weekdays night! A good thing or a bad thing? I'm not a night life person, so it doesn't really matter to me anyway! Just that the thought of not meeting my ACCTG friends every week, makes me a little sad! Sobs! My acctg friends are the least inwould expect out from this course! I intended to go for this course, alone, and maybe make friend with the one sitting next to me! However, it turns out that I not just only make friend w the one next to me, I am good friends with the one in front, behind and etc! Claps! All thanks to xiaorou, for being so friendly and bonded all of us together! Will certainly rmb the times we spent together! Love
them always! I hope that what we hope and plan for will be executed in the near future and that we will remain friends for a long time! :)

Time to focus on my uni stuff! :) IBM, ECONS, SOCIO, MATH AND STAT, here I come! :D

HP

God, today is a super eventful day for me pls! It's just making myself doubting myself all over again! TIAN! I don't really wanna share this elsewhere, be it fb or twitter, just dont really want to mention it again, and I gotta admit that I sucks ttm!

Totally not in the mood of study for my exam which is tmr! Luckily I had prepared for it long ago! Aiming to scoring full marks tmr, and I hope the questions don't screwed and I better not to! Seriously, having severe mood swing right now! Feels like scoldin @&$$/)/):"(@6, but no place to rant! Hais!

That it! Oya, didn't manage to do well today, totally hard w poor ACCTG concept! God! My life is so Fup today! Give me a better one tmr! I only ate a biteful of beef, don't punish me!!!! ;(

HP

5/11/11


MET UP W CLUBBERS!! yes, we meet up like finally, after one year?!! haha did our usual activity, which is to eat, and buffet for sure! Anw, went to TWO DAYS ONE NIGHT @ TANJONG PAGAR! And this is no joke, we waited for 2 hrs just to wait for our turn to eat! The first person arrived at like 530pm, and the queue number we got were like 44? That was crazy, it was until 8plus thn we FINALLY got our seat, and that was until J starts to show faces to the waitress! HAHA, so dont you mess w J! Anw, others were beginning to get hungry and thus angry! But ya! So we spent the waiting time at some food court near by, and as usual GOSSIP TIME! LOL, mayb cus we didnt meet up for a loooong time, we were digging each others love life man! and that was FUN! Cus we will hear CRAZY STUFF which u would nv think of! haha LOL! Brought my CAM along, so we took a plenty of PHTS, though MS kinda complain about my lousy cam but ya, i think i care?!

Anw, i ate a tiny bit of beef just now, cus TS kiap one for me, and i feel so SINFUL, tht im gonna go faced my GYM(guan yin ma). But the rest thot GYM was gym! hahas it is okay, need that equally! And, i think i must be crazy to volunteer to organise the next outing for them in a month time! Tian, sot de wo!
Whatever, love the time together! <3 so meetingup would be a problem, but whr shall we go? hmm..mayb i shld consider the list of restaurant that PY gave me!!

HP with love!

Hello! Finally here to update about my HAPPENING WEEK!!

01/11/2011

GROUP PHOTOS

IT WAS MY BDAY CELEBRATION! Planned w my HJM and invited WW and YS to come along. Seriously speaking, I have to admit that i was paranoid about the meeting of both cliques, as you knw, there will be awkwardness between them. However, i did not do anything, and im glad that i didnt, cus it turned out pretty well! :) And there was a tiny surprise, when i knw that CH and QW are coming too! OMG, it has been long since i last see them, it is last 1 to 2 years already? HJM and I arrived at 15minutes @lasselle first, while WW and others come later. There was a little ganga when the latter arrived; cus i was busying talking to them, updating stuff and all, yknw. Haha, and kinda neglected my HJM! Still we managed to took a group pht despite the ganga! Haha
Continue our 2nd round at TIMBRE@ OLD SCHOOL(did i spelled correctly?) Anw, both cliques got more close yknw! hahah HAPPY at that! Thanks for the cake, HJM! <3 Thanks CH and QW for the cake, and for their attendance, seriously didnt expect the two of u to turn up! thanks, YS and WW for coming, Hope u two are not bored in the middle! :)


HJM! LOVE THEM!!


HMM.. what is our name? JN7 plus 3GF? LOL i rmb your burst into laughter at this name ovr at 15 minutes!

LOve you all MOSTTTT! :D

HP, 20, still loved by all!