The life of Penguin

After so long

2012-02-13T01:37:00.001-08:00

Last Friday was a pretty awesome day! It was totally different from my usual FRIDAY! Anw, went out with our socio mates from lunch over at clementi (one of our wishes). Well, I gotta admit that part of the reason that I agreed to go was that one of them got a car, and he can send us there. Totally materialistic! It turned out that there were two cars and one of them is a BM, and I was like jawed down. But seriously, not anyone can carry off that wealthy look and feel even when they drive a branded car! I kinda wasted my energy to carry my stats material to school for the 4 hours of break! But, it's ok! :)

Next, dinner at Holland V again! But it was with my secondary sch friends! Well, there was a total of 8 ppl including me, kinda duo ren right, have yet to go out in a large group for ages! Wanted to have Everything with fries, but they just can't seem to get 8 seats for us, so we turned to ramen bar instead! Oh my tian, that was my second ramen of the day.
Haagen daus to chill out after which. Well, we -actually pretended that it was JR's birthday in order to get some discounts (we failed in the end). Hahas, that explains the photo below. And, the other was the kind of dessert Tiang wanted for V day dinner! Hopefully u will get it alright!
Nice outing overall, things will turn out to be better next time:)

HP

2012-02-10T02:23:00.001-08:00

I AM BRAVE!

Say it for 10times and It will be true!

Another random post w CNY goodies

2012-02-08T22:59:00.001-08:00

5 minutes more to the end of the last IBM! And I have not been paying attention since hrs ago. Shall really go home and mug hard after tomorrow! Jiayou!

Attached is the cny goodies which I ate only recently! Some nuts with macadamia, yes like again! It's honey roasted, so it kinda added a taste of sweetest to it! Awesome! Was totally kaixin when I dug out macadamia nut among nuts! Shall really start to open my Haagen daus ice cream soon! Woo, HEAVEN~!

Hello Kitty FEVER

2012-02-05T03:41:00.001-08:00

Woohoo, I kinda receive several hello kitty stuff from friends nowadays! This goes to show that they will think of me when they see kitty, which is GOODDDD! :D

And I kinda use instagram recently! Cus I'm just too lazy to download pudding cam ever since I updated myOS. And the quality of the photos from pudding does not seems as good. So from now on, only normal cam or instaxgram till i find better ones.

3rd Biz Club Outing

2012-02-03T06:38:00.001-08:00

On my way home right now, after dinner with Biz Clubber. We went holland V, and seriously I think it is kinda happening over there at night! Wooo~ great night life atmosphere! Fewer of the BC people turn up today, cus we simply are tired of asking for their attendance. So whoever can make it will just turn up! Ultimately, there is 5 for dinner and 6 for short chilling! Haha we had our dinner RAMEN BAR! The service there is really good. They serve ur green tea while u are queuing for your seats. Serve you sesame to grin while waiting for your ramen! And they got tray specially for you to put ur bag! We try thr mini hand burger and it is pretty nice too! Woohoo! 3 cheers for them! :) anw, we were just 闲话家常Ing, cus the one that spice the atmosphere was not there initially. So ya, nice dinner overall, feel really comfortable! Next chilling session. We decided to go ion to get something, and it is where we meet that last person, ts! It was really a short meeting, cus e and me left slightly after he came! He was like showing the jaw dropped face when everyone claimed to be leaving as soon as he arrived! Please book out early next time! Don't miss out the fun with us again!

Hmm, didn't really take much photos today! Oh no, not even a group photo! Shock! It's ok, next time, maybe when ms open his house for us! :D

HP

UNEXPECTED MOMENT

2012-02-02T00:01:00.001-08:00

Hello hello, I'm totally in a good mood today! Because I got the highest for STATS! Woohoo while my HJM got second! Had been covering the bottom positions for the past two years, and now we are the top 2, make us really kaixin! Anw we hav got chocolate from our lecturer as rewards! Claps! Totally motivated to study for the next stats test! :D

Our lecturer didn't announce who is the top, but we see it from the overview he did! Woohoo! Missed the slide which shows the graph of all scores!

Hiek hiek hiek! :D

2012-02-01T00:38:00.001-08:00

人人朝着自己的目标前进
而我目标是什么在哪里
我不知

是时候了吗
成熟一点，理智一点

可是我不想不想长大
只想一直这样下去...

RESULTS IS OUT!

2012-02-01T00:28:00.001-08:00

My result for LCCI SERIES 4 2011 is out! Hmm, a little disappointed, cause I did not attain my desired result. Hoping for straight distinctions, but FAILED! Here is my result:

Accounting- Credit
Adv Business Calculation- Distinction
Business Statistic- Distinction
Cost Accounting- Credit
Management Accounting- Distinction

I will be getting double diplomas given my result. But I still feel 失落 for some reasons. If I were to memories all the formula better, perhaps I will be able to get a distinction for my accounting! As for costing, I seriously forget what were the questions and what exactly went wrong! Damn it! Well, at least I managed to pass all the subjects, so shall not whine about it on FB, if not my friends will be upset. Sounds like a competitive bitch, but... Hais, shall not mention much.

With only three distinctions, I pin my hope on those subjects with distinction! I hope that I can get at least one medallion award! Please, let me obtain one, even if it is a country bronze or something!

CNY goodies

2012-01-30T02:37:00.001-08:00

This is just random, since I'm kinda free on my way to school(7-10pm, I hope I can make it through)

Anw, just wanna share something which I eat during cny. Here is the first thing: Breakfast cereal!

Though I didn't really eat this in the morning, but ya! Haha. I think this cereal is really healthy, with all the grains and nuts, ESP macadamia! Woo, my favorite! And this is from UK, value added a little! Haha I think I'm like writing a review on it, but ya, for those who like healthy stuff, you should try! Oya, don't try mix the cereal with milk, it is damn sweet! I tried it with HL though, mayb it will better with low fat milk! I have another packet yet to try, shall update about it after I tasted it! :)

New year BLUES

2012-01-28T22:22:00.001-08:00

Met with an accident. Collided with motorbike by the side, and the cyclist flew a distance away. Crowd gathered, almost instantly. Not a dozen but a ton. It was our fault and we knew it. Admitting about the fact, and continued with the process. I was frustrated, with the accident and the injury of the cyclist. However, the crowd just enjoyed to talk more than to render help. Well, some kind soul indeed help out. But there are some, who prefer to discuss about whose fault was that aloud. At that point of time, I feel like bursting. I feel like screaming!

What the hell, we knew that it is our fault, and can't you see we are trying to send the injured to the hospital and making things up. Can you people kindly stop whatever shit you are talking about? That would not help things to speed up here!

Well, I did not scream though.

Now, waiting outside the hospital and I feel this CNY is so fuck up.

We nearly hit onto the car ahead of us after changing lane while on our way down to Penang. Then this morning, we knocked onto our neighbor's car when reversing out from the house. A slight knock, no big deal, just a dent in their car. And that was when I thought: well, 挡灾，化险为夷. Now, recalling, it was a warning instead, 暴风雨的前夕.

I felt this way when i am just a passenger of all the above incident, I wondered how my dad feels.

New apps downloaded!

2012-01-26T21:31:00.001-08:00

Woohoo, I just downloaded a new apps, which is the blogger apps! Claps! Can't seems to be able to find it previously, hence making my process of post tedious! But with this apps, I can blog easily now and henceforth, would be able to update my blog more often! So better watch out for more. :)

2012-01-23T12:52:00.000-08:00

woohoo, just updated my iphone version to IOS 5! and jailbroken it immediately! Totally impressed by myself! :P Shall go and install all important and relevant apps now!

BYE!

HP

2012-01-22T18:40:00.000-08:00

Chinese New Year!!!

The area was full of Firecrackers, fireworks and whateverr which can create loud sound last night or should i say this morning? Hahas! Seriously, i think i kinda like my country alot, cause we are not that restricted in burning crackers and all. Just throw in some money, and you can have fireworks right at your door steps! And we, free-riders, do not have to travel our way down to town to see all this! WOOHOO, here are some photos taken last mid night! And you know, even now i can still hear firecracker cracking! LOL

CRACKERS we bought!!!

PUBLIC GOODS!

FIRE CRACKERS

*video

Here is the video which i took when we were burning firecracker at our door steps! Well, we decided to do smth special this year. Instead of hanging it up, we laid it on the floor! (Well, the video refuses to be uploaded, damn slow, I have no patient for you anymore! BYE)

I wanted to stop, but then the video is still loading, so i decided to write more! anw, i think that the atmosphere of CNY is the highest actually of the days towards CNY and not on the first and the second day! On the eve and the eve eve, people will be rushing out to buy food, clothes and all the relevant stuff! So there will be jam everywhr you go. Well, maybe in my area only? Cus there is wet market and hypermarket in it. Ya, so you can hardly get any parking! But when it come to the first day of ny, you dont see cars on the road, cus everybody is staying at home to idk what. HAHA the road becomes damn quiet! see the irony? CNY suppose to be crowded, but it is the days before CNY that you got the feelings. After which, no more! But, whenever it is, Stay HAPPY is the most important things to do! :D

HP

2012-01-22T18:04:00.000-08:00

Finally on the EVE of NEW YEAR!

IT's my BROTHER BDAY! And so early in the morning, we had MOONLIGHT cake! YUPPIES! ML cake always taste so nice. Even since i tried their cake, it make it a must to have on the birthdays of my family! Glad that it has opened a branch near my DAD's shop! Claps! :)

So HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZT!!! LUVVV U! Haha you dont need serve NS, and you will be damn young when you enter UNI! WOOHOO!

2012-01-22T17:50:00.000-08:00

goodOLD THINGS FOUND!

Recently, while i was clearing my room, i finally decided to throw away for NPCC uniform in the past. I have been keeping them for several years and finally decided to throw them. I kept all the badges though. My sis is in the same secondary school as i was, and she was thinking of which CCA to join. This just made me recall about the time when i was in Sec 1, why did i choose to join NPCC? Well, all i can think of is FRIENDS! Haha, ya, i think i joined NP because my friends are recommending me into it. Well, it was a great experience in NP. I think things would turn out differently for me if i joined other CCA. I have learn to have sense of urgency(not emergency), which i usually see on people from UG. Learn how to pitch tents, how to survive with MAGGIMEE and canned food for 3 days! Learn to shoot, to sing and see the darkest side of the world... Not to forget, bonded with every single one in the batch! Love the kind of feelings when the CCA is bonded! Though we had nv meetup after we graduated, but still we waved vigorously when we are each other around.

So, thanks those we recommended me into this CCA! I enjoyed the time spent with you guys, be it happy, tiring, angry or sad.

HP

2012-01-22T17:26:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

First day of New Year and I am feeling sick! GND! But still, I am still able to get up early in the morning(basically it is because i cant sleeep) to blog. Alright, since i have the time, i shall upload the photos which i wanted to, but failed to! It's gonna be a long post/multiple posts, bear with it man!

I did MY FIRST AND SECOND GELISH MANICURE recently! Well, whenever you see pretty nails, you will tend to feel happier, and you will do things more willingly! HAHA. Anyway, I tried something more AA the second time, and i think it's okay for dark skinned ppl like me to use any colour as long as you like it! Or maybe was it that i picked the correct colour for myself, i think it looks nice on me!

Taken a month after i did my manicure, as seen, it is falling off and all. But seriously, i think gelish do last, at least on people like me, who is not gentle.

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SECOND MANICURE! AA colour with 3D ribbons on it! haha it is meant for CNY, but two of my crystals fell on the eve of NY while i was working! But, the crystals are just FREE add-on, so no hard feelings about it! :)

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this is just random! i see this stickers lying on the LT table when i entered, and so happily keep it for myself! While i was wondering what exactly it is for, somebody suggested that it might be for nails, and so i tried it on that somebody and tata, it fits! But i still doubt that it is meant for nails! Who would do smth like it on their nails? But, it still look pretty NICE!! I LIKE!! <3

Alright, this is ALL updates i hav for my NAILS!

HP

2012-01-18T01:18:00.000-08:00

ELLEKAY 21ST BIRTHDAY :)

LOVE U MUCH! HOPE THT YOU LIKE THE PRESENT THAT WE GAVE U! <3

HP

2012-01-12T23:03:00.000-08:00

When strawberry cream lollipop does not taste nice anymore, I think I have grown up.

After several months of slack uni life, it's finally gonna be exam period! All the stress and expectation is up, once again, but this time round, I will do my best and hopefully leave not regret like what I have did. Have a meaningful discussion with LK on friday afternoon, whereby we kinda decided the units we are gonna take in the following years. Well, seriously, u will need someone to talk to and discuss with before u can arrived with one decision! It's a major decision to be made, so no room for regret!

CNY COMING! But before that, I gonna have my nails done up, LK birthday celebration and 3 lectures plus one tutorial to attend for! After all this, it will be new year lor! Oh my god! It's damn fast!!!

HP

2012-01-10T09:18:00.000-08:00

I think I'm such a bad person. I can hardly be reach by phone, especially when I'm in malaysia, and yet I refused to allow wi fi on my phone when it is available until I feel like so. Hence, all my friends who contacted me via whatsapp, will have to wait till then to receive a reply. But the worst thing is the feeling of turnin on my wifi only comes at night when I want to go to bed, and it is usuually at around 1plus am on non schooling day! So when most of the people are asleep, I will reply their messages, usually few hrs later( i define a few slightly differently). And in the mist of their sleep, they will hear vibration! Some will pick it up to see the messages, then throw it back down, before continuing their sleep. Maybe they will even add a few curse and swear in between! Haha, but you know what, I dont mean to do that! Cause if I don't reply u now and then, I don't think I will ever reply! Maybe only until your next emergency message which require immediate attention!

I'm such an asshole for that, and I know it! U can't help much and stuck with it! That's all! Kaythanksbye! Woohooo, new year is coming!

HP

2012-01-09T08:00:00.000-08:00

hmm, still i cant find a way to upload my photos from my iPhone directly to Blogger. And i am simply lazy to connect my phone to this computer, Kay, so be it!

Anyway, made my payment for my exam fee last Friday. It is so expensive please, and make me realize that i can actually take A level 5 times with that amount! HAHA what a JOKE! Shall really study hard this time, given the amount of free time i have now. I shall not let myself and my family down again! If i really do, i think i will take an alternative route which is more suitable for me! We shall see..

Seriously, i think i would spend quite alot, or i had spend quite alot this year. After the exam fees, it will be the course fee for next academic year. Then i need to save up for my birthday party. All this need money! Oh man, so as much as i want to go on SUMMER SCHOOL, i dont think i can make it. Even if i do, it will at most be to PEKING or HK uni! Which i seriously dont see the point! JOKE! My family is not that rich to afford that! Bloody hell, why cant i be more hardworking, and do better for A's. Sobs!

OMG, i think my LCCI exam results will be out soon! Hope that i can do well, and achieve ALL distinctions! There was time when i ask myself, why do i ever believe that i can do so well for this exam? Well, i feel that it is easy? But, it does not seems so for my classmates. Then i come to realize that it is because i simply love this few subjects! Ever since secondary school, i know i m gonna take POA as one of my subjects. And LCCI was something which i wanted to take up long ago, like after O's. Glad that i took it eventually! However, i know it very well that i would not want to go on the route as an accountant, that is just not something for me; not something i want either. So ya, unless i am leave with no choice, or provided with a scholarship, i dont think i will go for ACCA. Wait for my good news (I HOPE)!

I was just wondering, at the end of the day, would i prefer BREAD OR LOVE?

HP

2012-01-02T08:43:00.000-08:00

I simply have too much to update about! Bought lots of new and good stuff recently, cant wait to share them right! And and and I did madicure for myself a few days ago! Aiyo, it looks not bad! HAHA will upload the photos of my madicure soon! Apparently i cant upload photos when im posting via my iphone! Sobs, anybody got any recommendation for that! i need that badly!

Another day to go, seriously, i think my body cant take it anymore..

HP

2011-12-25T08:21:00.000-08:00

Jus random:
I like this song by 王力宏，依然爱你！ and IDK WHY!
will update soon, alot of things to write about, but not enough time(lacking of mood is another reason though)

Hmm, to the one who kinda upset me without realizing the fact, I jus wanna to tell you this:
Seriously, it doesn't matter how well u think u can do and will do in the future, in my eye, u are nothing but a immature kid who is still growing! If u dont really know how to start a new topic, then dont bother, it's ok. And, I seriously feel that u have no idea what to say at the correct moment! FU! Seriously! U may continue thinking about whatever u think is right, but don't try to put that into my head, I don't really agree w u about that fact my life is over soon at the age of 20! So what if I am half way through 40? Im 1/3 through 60 pls! My life will starts proper at the age of 24, when I graduate from U! Not at Fing zero yr when I can't even talk! Thanks! U know, even though I sounded like a loser when I'm in sim, but for goodess sake, I don't see any better in u, evening u make it into the locals in 2yrs time! I didn't tell u in your face cus I dint wanna to make another enemy, ESP when we will meet often on bus rides home. I dont wanna to have AWAKARD MOMENT for goodness sake! thanks for making my afternoon, Nice try! I seriously have no idea how to communicate with u! FML! Don't bother to come and talk to me if u dont wanna, I didn't want to talk to u either! I would prefer listening to song please!

Will update about the biz club outing soon! It's hilarious, Aleta have lotsa fun when I'm out them! Wink! LML(love my life)

2011-12-12T21:27:00.000-08:00

Gonna meet up w the Clubbers again on sat! Woots, it's time to gossip in real now! Previously, I had a good chat w the 91ers, and it was totally FUN! Hahaha our topics are pretty widely ranged! So we ended up sleeping an hour later than we should. Seriously, I think whatever we talked about didn't make any sense or benefits, just talked for the sake of it and have great FUN! :D

Woohooo, totally excited about the secret Santa gift exchange programme we are having on sat! Haha can't wait to see who's my Santa!

I did my economic assignment, though I managed to do it, but still I am like not very sure about the concept! Totally worrying! IBM test coming, haha hopefully I can do it, and pass it!

HP

2011-12-06T15:09:00.000-08:00

人长大了，有些事情是应该放下了。
无论当初谁对谁错，自今已不再重要，难道不是吗？
当你还在想他过得如何时，你还在乎他
当你觉得你要活得很精彩，你更是在乎他如何看你。

为何不学着从别的角度想，或许他根本不在乎你，不屑你的一切。
不要在为了谁而活，或改变自己
放下吧，你会活得更开心，更精彩！

当你不再强逼自己过的精彩，见了面也不再尴尬，你放下了。

2011-12-06T01:30:00.000-08:00

Feel absolutely upset right now, and I seriously unsure of the cause! Damn it! I hate this kind of feeling, cus I can't cure it immediately! School again tomorrow, another 3 hours!

It's the last month of 2011 already! And there are seriously something I want to accomplish this month!
On top of the list would be to complete my DIY scheduler 2012! Omg, I hope it will turn out to be nice and pretty!:D
Hmm, besides that I hav like nothing much else to do, Kay, that's me and my life then!

HP

2011-12-04T08:10:00.000-08:00

Cut and Dyed my hair on tues before meeting RURU and SNOW TAN!
Seriously, i always failed at planning gathering. WHY? Is instruction that hard to uds? Is rejecting so damn hard to be voice out? Forget about it, i shall only invite those who are closer to me next time! The rest, get your own life!

Hmmm, dont really have much feeling to blog this few days and idk why.

Anyway, my past week was just as per normal except that i went school for 3 days?!

Clashed some other lecturer's class. Well, she is good in a way that we wont fall asleep, cus she will have endless stuff for u to copy with or without lecture notes. However, as much as im not an audio learner, im not someone who can multi-task much. So while copying, i paid damn little attention on what she was talking about, and im still thinking whether if it is worthwhile my additional morning lesson.

Went PAPER MARKET w IRENE on thursday! When I am in there, I totally have the feeling of starting a scrap book, but i know it is an expensive hobby to keep, so let's forget about it. Despite so, i still buy a package of material for my scheduler 2012! Claps! (FYI: Im doing my own scheduler!) Anw, the main point here is that we were given 40% (VIP+student). Irene was so KAIXIN that, she was tempted to go back in and buy more! But i kind of stopped her, cus im tired! We gave the 1-FOR-1starbucks a missed, due to the long queue. Maybe next time, should stop being so cheapo HP!

On the same day, I walked home with my tired body, listening to my iphone, and it was playing some love song in which i was mumbling along with. (did i used the correct word? Well, idc, just want u to get the picture) It was a dark alley, despite alongside of some houses, then i see flashes of light coming from the back. I turned around and saw that it was a motorcycle. Well, nothing special, i see that often, but i was coming near me, really really near. I thought he want to ask for directions, so i pulled off my earpiece and stopped(walking). He was beside me, or in front of me( i cant rmb clearly), then he reached out his hand to drag my left shoulder! God, dk what he wanted to do then, i shouted Ayo! Failing to rob me(just i realise later), he raced off. I was stunned, then, and i take a few steps forward, wanting to continue my walk home, but what if he U-turn back and snatch me? Well, i cant risk for that to happen, so i ran as fast as i could to the main road, i could still rmb one of the dogs barked loudly when it sees me run! Oh pls, u could have done that earlier? Noob!

well, i seriously counted myself lucky for being robbed to no avail.
1, I would usually have my bag on my left shoulder, but that day, cus my left was really aching, i decide to change side, and i rmb i just changed it 5-8mintues before the robber come.
2, It was really dark at the alley, so in my dark grey cardigan, he can see clearly which side I can carry my bag. He must be thinking that I hav it over my shoulder(left to right), that will explain why did he grabbed my left shoulder.

Thanks whoever is helping me that night, seriously, i wont be able to go school if my bag was being snatched away! :D and this kind of thing better dont happen again! Im afraid i cant handle it well!

Friday went on smoothly, SOCIO, chatted with my SOCIO friends about food in MSIA and about the cup of our tea! Thanks ah, im setting off to find my MR ANG MOH right now! LOL! Im always looking forward to friday, not just because it is the last school day of the week, it is also because i can meet them and talk some rubbish with them! Best part of my UNI life! WOOHOO! They are really funny chappy! :D

After which, went to meet DAP at Marina Square! Had shabu shabu for lunch! Chatted for a long while and realise that life is not as easy as it seems at LOCAL. Besides studies, there are still issues of friends and all. I am so glad that im in this school with HJMs, and I will nv be left out or attend lecture on my own unless i choose to do so myself! LOVE YA MORE NOW! <3

Alright, enough for the updates.
Anw, my life would seems boring if my readers dont know me, ya?
But, even when there is no one reading my blog, i will still continue to write, cus this is a way to express my feelings and record my life!

HP

2011-11-22T08:22:00.000-08:00

Went out with GF today, and it was a great day out! No stress, no awkwardness, only fun! The topics that we talked on will always be on LOVE! Ya, like we are so experience in it, maybe only of us are, but who cares. Just talked la! Anyway, we had a mini amazing race with WW, even when she is so pek cek with other stuffs. And damn it at my telco for not allowing my calls, almost screwed the entire thing! Successful after all, cause we can see the smile in her face :D will plan a larger scale one for you next time! Bought DKNY perfume for her, cause we seriously do not know what to buy, and she like it and needed it much! She was even saying: Did i mentioned that i needed a perfume? OMG, the perfume smell so good and chio that i want it now! Tian ah, so easily influence, like a sponge! Anyway, gotten TL to buy for me, cause she will be the one smelling it. Trying to persuade her to buy me by tell her that it is a free rider goods. Failed though. She asked me to buy myself :( Shall see how.. Seriously, i feel so insecure with no money in the bank! OMT!

Anw, saw the FCUK watch i wanted to buy a period ago, it is now on 50% sales! OMG! So tempted, but seriously, i am afraid that the bling bling will fall off after some time. And also, it just look norm to me after awhile. Well, once again, we shall see. I want to buy alot of stuff recently neh, and all this tempt need money. Also, i need to save up for manicure in JAN while paying for my bill each month! Totally feng kuang!

Persuaded WW to come my school to continue her studies next year, so that we can attend lecture together, but she is considering. She say she cannot go RMIT, cause the school will just kick her out, for a simple reason of her not being able to wake up early for school. Nice one. However, UOL is nothing better, she hates to mug! Kay, she won! She will go UB! HAHA

ZI PAI TODAY!
Thought this is NICE!! HAHA it is original and angle does matter!

I wish that my first love will be my only love. In this way, i would not be experiencing the feelings of falling out of love. That will be terrible, given my character and all. I feel so bless whenever i think of that <3 Even though i will still be running a risk of getting divorce. LOL! That is what my friend, who is getting married in a few weeks time, told me. But still, please, my future husband, appear quickly, while i am still in school!

HP

2011-11-19T05:53:00.000-08:00

世界的残酷现实，使我无法呼吸。
我不得不戴上面具，假装微笑。
是我太软弱吗？还是我面对不了现实？为何我久久无法释怀？
持续的伪装，让大家认为我好了，不过把我累坏了！

。。。

我可是比大半部分的人还要幸福，有个如此好的家庭背景，衣食无忧，还可以读那么多的书。
可是我有珍惜啊，我有努力啊，为何有这样？
为何我想要的都无法得到？！这可是我一直以来的心愿，可我的幸福离我越来越远。
安慰的话听多了，就麻木了，填补不了那受了伤的心！

。。。

想要逃离，可我逃离不了。
想过的更好，可我要做不到。
只好继续虚伪，伪装，假装微笑。

这就是我的我的生活，我的命运。
我会试图突破这些，因为这不是我想要的。

2011-11-14T20:34:00.000-08:00

With the completion of the last paper for my accounting course, everything came to an end! I think I have did my best, and I really hope
That I can do very well, like all distinctions! Okay, better don't be a BITCH! Just wanna add on about my internal exam results! Well, the feelings of being outstanding is good, but pressurising when it comes to preparing for the actual exam, cause you knw u cannot afford for do worse than before!

Adv. Business Calculation: 96
Business Statistic: 59
Accounting: 79
Cost Accounting: 66.5
Managment Accounting: 76.5
Those were my result, and I certainly hope that I will do better for the actual one! ESP for BS, and I think I will, given the fact that I
Finally can do hypothesis testing without GC! Lol!

Anw, now that the lessons are over, i will be more available on weekdays night! A good thing or a bad thing? I'm not a night life person, so it doesn't really matter to me anyway! Just that the thought of not meeting my ACCTG friends every week, makes me a little sad! Sobs! My acctg friends are the least inwould expect out from this course! I intended to go for this course, alone, and maybe make friend with the one sitting next to me! However, it turns out that I not just only make friend w the one next to me, I am good friends with the one in front, behind and etc! Claps! All thanks to xiaorou, for being so friendly and bonded all of us together! Will certainly rmb the times we spent together! Love
them always! I hope that what we hope and plan for will be executed in the near future and that we will remain friends for a long time! :)

Time to focus on my uni stuff! :) IBM, ECONS, SOCIO, MATH AND STAT, here I come! :D

HP

2011-11-09T06:43:00.000-08:00

God, today is a super eventful day for me pls! It's just making myself doubting myself all over again! TIAN! I don't really wanna share this elsewhere, be it fb or twitter, just dont really want to mention it again, and I gotta admit that I sucks ttm!

Totally not in the mood of study for my exam which is tmr! Luckily I had prepared for it long ago! Aiming to scoring full marks tmr, and I hope the questions don't screwed and I better not to! Seriously, having severe mood swing right now! Feels like scoldin @&$$/)/):"(@6, but no place to rant! Hais!

That it! Oya, didn't manage to do well today, totally hard w poor ACCTG concept! God! My life is so Fup today! Give me a better one tmr! I only ate a biteful of beef, don't punish me!!!! ;(

HP

2011-11-05T10:29:00.000-07:00

5/11/11

MET UP W CLUBBERS!! yes, we meet up like finally, after one year?!! haha did our usual activity, which is to eat, and buffet for sure! Anw, went to TWO DAYS ONE NIGHT @ TANJONG PAGAR! And this is no joke, we waited for 2 hrs just to wait for our turn to eat! The first person arrived at like 530pm, and the queue number we got were like 44? That was crazy, it was until 8plus thn we FINALLY got our seat, and that was until J starts to show faces to the waitress! HAHA, so dont you mess w J! Anw, others were beginning to get hungry and thus angry! But ya! So we spent the waiting time at some food court near by, and as usual GOSSIP TIME! LOL, mayb cus we didnt meet up for a loooong time, we were digging each others love life man! and that was FUN! Cus we will hear CRAZY STUFF which u would nv think of! haha LOL! Brought my CAM along, so we took a plenty of PHTS, though MS kinda complain about my lousy cam but ya, i think i care?!

Anw, i ate a tiny bit of beef just now, cus TS kiap one for me, and i feel so SINFUL, tht im gonna go faced my GYM(guan yin ma). But the rest thot GYM was gym! hahas it is okay, need that equally! And, i think i must be crazy to volunteer to organise the next outing for them in a month time! Tian, sot de wo!
Whatever, love the time together! <3 so meetingup would be a problem, but whr shall we go? hmm..mayb i shld consider the list of restaurant that PY gave me!!

HP with love!

2011-11-05T10:01:00.000-07:00

Hello! Finally here to update about my HAPPENING WEEK!!

01/11/2011

GROUP PHOTOS

IT WAS MY BDAY CELEBRATION! Planned w my HJM and invited WW and YS to come along. Seriously speaking, I have to admit that i was paranoid about the meeting of both cliques, as you knw, there will be awkwardness between them. However, i did not do anything, and im glad that i didnt, cus it turned out pretty well! :) And there was a tiny surprise, when i knw that CH and QW are coming too! OMG, it has been long since i last see them, it is last 1 to 2 years already? HJM and I arrived at 15minutes @lasselle first, while WW and others come later. There was a little ganga when the latter arrived; cus i was busying talking to them, updating stuff and all, yknw. Haha, and kinda neglected my HJM! Still we managed to took a group pht despite the ganga! Haha
Continue our 2nd round at TIMBRE@ OLD SCHOOL(did i spelled correctly?) Anw, both cliques got more close yknw! hahah HAPPY at that! Thanks for the cake, HJM! <3 Thanks CH and QW for the cake, and for their attendance, seriously didnt expect the two of u to turn up! thanks, YS and WW for coming, Hope u two are not bored in the middle! :)

HJM! LOVE THEM!!

HMM.. what is our name? JN7 plus 3GF? LOL i rmb your burst into laughter at this name ovr at 15 minutes!

LOve you all MOSTTTT! :D

HP, 20, still loved by all!

2011-10-27T08:42:00.000-07:00

Weeeeee, met up w YZ and IRENE on WED! Omg, it was Deepavali pls, and it was super crowded everywhr, which made me kinda pekcek, but thn it would be hard to meet up on some other days, so ya, so be it! It was great meeting up w them, enjoyed every moment, no gan ga at all, it just means that we built our friendship strong in the past, so it does not really matter how different our path are right now, this are what i called true friends! And, dont worry, i wont forgt the two of u in just one yr! <3 Some rundown of what we did ytd: Some jap restaurant at Novena, thn walk walk in Bugis, from juntion to illuma and finally to bugis street. Lei max pls! I am totally not suitable to be a taitai to shop all day long! i would prefer to just stay at home and watch drama! LOL, as if i found rich guy!

Finally MARBLE SLAB at Illuma! Yummy!

Spammed some polariod, credits to IRENE!

and yes, finally helped Irene to create a new account on FB, woohoo! Easier to tag her now!! :)

Went out w HJM today! Shopping for two consecutive days, slept like dead log on the way home, hopefully i was not stomp! Anw, spend like 100 over today at Editors' market! omg, finally got the feeling of being broke! Cant imagine how am i gonna survive next wk! Anw, ate Billy smth smth, there is a 1for1 lunch treat, so had that in the aftnn w TL!

Nice pork rib, but mafan to eat!
We are too lazy to be true, but we still choose to eat that! (Cause it is even harder to eat drumstick and chicken wing, JOKE) Good choice but bad move, it cost us a tiny bomb, which could hav been save for later use. alright, it's all over now.

Saw a kinda nice top over at F21, but no money leh, didnt even bother to chk the price out! Alright, tht is it for today! Talk more next time!

HP

2011-10-24T08:38:00.000-07:00

LOVE this PHOTO, CHIO MAX!

Last Friday, there was a BELATED BDAY SURPRISES for TL! Omg, it was fun but tiring, and i mean it!

Following are the brief desciption of ALL the surprises!

SURPRISE 1:
Gotten one of our SOCIO friend to pass her the small present, and we srsly agreed that we had chosen the correct guy! He was like confessing to TL la, omg, the process was ttly HX. esp when TL refused to accept the present cus tht guy is attached! and TL was really surprise by that! YEAH! SUCCESS!

SURPRISE 2:
After our SOCIO lecture, one guy just chiong into the Lecture and present a SUNFLOWER to TL, and told TL that: wo xiang he ni zhuo peng you! LOL, apparently TL knw the trick and replied him: Hmm, i knw everything alrdy, Thanks ah! OMG, BEN's heart is broken! He went complaining about why isnt him the first to give the surprise! the SUNFLOWER is super chio pls! OMT! <3

SURPRISE 3:
As we entered the LT for ECONS, a girl tapped on TL's shoulder and pass her a box of cupcakes, telling her: MANFRED asked me to pass this to U! Everyone just burst into laughter! MANFRED is our econs lecturer, btw! lol! TTLY funny!

SURPRISE 4:
Settling down with the cupcakes and all in the LT, we gotta LK's friend, Nigel to help us to take some photos. After the phto taking, before he go off, he told TL: hmm, i think u drop something.. ! After some searching, we found a box of present on the floor, under the chair, w a heart on it! I didnt expect to see that, but ttly kaixin to see that, so NICEEE! Anw, ya!

SURPRISE 5:
While i busy myself in distracting TL to pick a cupcakes which she wanna eat, LK slotted the last and tiny present in her cardigan. Then she told TL that, there is still one more present, ni zhao yi xia! Again, she found it after some search! And thats the endddd! Claps!!

The entire process was LEI, cus unlike in JC where we knw alot more ppl and are more or less together all the time, in SIM, we are kinda separated (as in PY and US), and luckily we get to knw some ppl here and there, thus able to have a pretty successful surprise! CLAPSSS! ESP to lk, who looked so pale and sick tht day! Take care, babeh!PY and ME, of cus for getting ready in 10 mins, just to get everything!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to our YOUNG GIRL ONCE AGAIN! OMG, i cant forgt what YK said to u,'if i give u a present, would u accept?' If i were u, i think i will react ttly differently! And, rmb the same trick cant be play twice!! WINK WINK!!! TTLy hinting! lol!

HP

2011-10-15T02:51:00.000-07:00

That goes another hectic week and I'm glad that I survived! Out of the 5 tests for LCCI, I think I have only yet to do
My best for one paper, and Im pretty happy abt it! Anw, i was kinda coaching my fellow classmates during the test, cus they dk how to do! The same thing i mentioned previously happened, someone just take my paper for reference! K, this is not the main point i want to say here, what i intrnded to say was that, during the test, one of the classmates actuallly said, she cant do this, cus she have yet to memorise all thr formula! Well, this just reminds me of myself in the past! Though i didnt say those words, but ya! I wanted to talk her that actually it is not the fact that u dk the formula tht resulted in U not able to do the questions! Even if u memorize the formula, u still cannot do, cus u don't uds! And what makes u think that u don't have to memorize the formula cus this is just a preliminary, do u knw, it will actually gauge how well u can do in the end?! Obv I didn't tell her this, cus our friendship bond is not that strong to counter such words!

Next was the soci and IBM test, well, it was both a open book test, I try my best, though I did not do as well for ibm's, but it is just the first test which does not count, YA?! Haha will work really hard after my dip, and be prepared for upcoming test!

Will be pretty free over the next 2 weeks, but really gotta study! Really hope to Get 5 distinctions for my dip at the end of the day, but well, I guess I would have to work harder! One week term break coming in one week's time, can't wait for it, but yknw, it doesnt really seems to make a difference to me, as I have only 2 days of school! The idea of being in SIM is beginning to sink in, but then still, it will be the topic
Which hurt me most when quarreling. Everytime when I quarrel with my parents, the fact that I failed to get into the local
Uni will also get into the picture, with regardless whether is it relevance! Here I am, feeling so bad about it, and there u are, talking about it when u knw that I care most?! Idk really what to say, I feel like crying just by writing it here! But I'm gonna stay strong, I landed myself here, so I gotta do the best out of it! I dont care whether arena going to sponsor me for my summer school Abroad, if I'm going, I will go if I can, with or without your consent!

The best thing now is that I guess I have really found my life long friends! And when you grow older, such friends are no longer call BFF BUY
HJM- Hao Jie Mei! Haha after experiencing so many long and short, good and bad friendships, I realize that true friends are those who will tolerate your nonsense, cus they knw this is u! They will think of u, when they have goodies on hand! And also change their topics cos u dont uds the previous one! And many many other things which I just can't describe in words, poor w expressing man! Omg, glad that I found
such friends! Wink wink @HJM, I guess u knw who you are!! :)

HP

2011-10-08T23:52:00.000-07:00

I am so bored, but I don't feel like studying at all! Even though I am in the amist of exam, I still feel this way, tian ar! Gotta buck up alrdy! The idea of having school for two days only is beginning to settle down, and I am slowly getting use to it! No more Monday blues for the rest of the terms! Woohoo! When my accounting lesson ended, I will be kinda free, can't wait for that!

Anw, attended TL 19th birthday @ibis hotel ytd! And it was great! Though there was small xiao ganga at first, but it ended off pretty well! Are u Srsly touched? Look so fake!!! Lol! Just joking! Can't believe that u are so youn that, when we graduate together, u will only be 21! Omg! Feel so old!!! :( whatever, I'm young at heart!

Met my neighbor last Friday and we bused home together! And she told
Me that she finally found a BF! So kaixin for her, ESP after she had waited for her love to come for a long time! On the right, i see how happy is a girl when she is in a relationship; however, over the other end, I see how tired it is to maintain a relationship when both parties are busy and etc.. Dk why I suddenly talk about this, but ya!

Time to go study now, talk more the next time when I have something to talk about!

HP:)

2011-10-06T01:00:00.000-07:00

It's seems like long ago since I last posted! Anw, it was just school as usual for te past weeks, butnit had just gone a lil too hectic! First, is that all the tests seem to have arranged beforehand and come together and cramp into my two tiny weeks! Dont really like it, but what can i do? Ya?

Anw, did a math test today, and the lecturer exaggerated on the diffucultly of the paper! Mayb cus we were from jc, the paper seems do able! Just that you can using gc or sc, this caused to have to calculate all the tiny lil stuff manually, which Srsly time consuming! But whatever the case is, i don't think I will do well, cus I did study much, can't even integrate simple stuff after beautifying it from a ugly creature! Oh! Hahaha, hopefully I get above 10! Pls! Single digit seems cui!

And oh, I had my cost accounting internal paper yesterday! Glab that inwas able to 3/5 of the paper,given the fact i did study as much as others! The others seem so well prepared that they kinda stress me out during the self revision time! But it turns out that they studied as much as me only! One of them even took my paper for reference! I mean I don't mind lending you, but at least borrow those qns u knw how to do, but unsure of some parts. Don't take my paper and take reference when u dk how to start the qns at all! Though I didn't take a proper look at how much did u take reference from, hopefully not the entire qns! But idk! Kay, i knw I'm kinda a competitive bitch over this, but ya, I do care alot for this course! Take it or leave it!

Talk more next time! Time for a good rest and laugh before the remaining 4 internal exams and 2 test next week! Bye ppl! (like telling story, but who cares?!) my friends are complaining at the amount of photos being uploaded each day, but I knw there are ppl out there enjoying all the photos! Hahaha Ttly zl! Bye for real

HP

2011-09-20T01:47:00.000-07:00

Went out w YS AND WW YTD!
It was pretty great! We talked(but ususually the more happening one talk more, not me obviously)
Anw, they came Msia to find me actually, so it was really convinient for me to come out actually! Didn't took much photos ytd, none actually! Didn't utilize my smart phone fully!

Anw, we cabbed around JB ytd, and the first taxi driver was so funny! Cos we were talking vigourously in both Chinese and english, I think it sounds interesting, hence the Malay driver actually asked me if I could say that in malay! But I told me, my Malay is quite limited! Haha but I think the driver just wanna to talk! While that can be a happy experience taking the cab! Another was not that good! When we was about to leave jusco and go back to cs, the taxi driver actually quote a price which is two times more than what we paid just now! Not wanna be some vegetable head to be chop by them, we took our cab on the main road, which go by meter. Thinking back now, I feel kinda angry! I should have told the driver: HELLO SAYA ANAK MALAYSIA JUGA Damn it! I'm not foreigner for goodness sake, I need to take cab only cos I have yet to receive my license! Thanks!

Whatever the case may be, just forget it! And be smarter next time!

Got myself a new wallet! Oh, I can't upload photo here, it's okay then, just describe it here! It's a MNG Red colour long wallet!(don't really knows the exact name of that wallet!) so, gonna say GOODBYE TO GUESS AND HELLO
MNG! omg, I'm so going fruitty like PY! :D

Anw, ww bought the same wallet but blue in colour while we buy a beige colour one for YS as belated
Bday present!

Going lunch plus dinner soon! That's it! Bye! :)

HP

2011-09-09T05:07:00.000-07:00

Have a sudden urge to blog and idk why! Been rather active on twitter recently that I think I don't have much to say here! mayb I shld just update abt my school life! Although I only have two days of school per week, but the work load seems heavy! I seem to have endless tutorials and assignments, plus the fact that I need to do some self study as sometimes those stuff just can't get into my mind the first time! Oh my tian! But overall, school is still pretty fun, I can say to be looking forward to school every week!

I hope next week will turn out fine! Pls!

And it's time to make the familiar strange again! Shld I start to make notes? Seems kinda early though, nv had i do revision so early in my previous school time! I have changed! Seriously! Though the fact hurts, still, I hope I can hang it through and be proub of myself once again!

2011-08-26T05:15:00.000-07:00

First week of school! Woohoo! Overall not bad! Besides the fact that my bag Ttly fails on me on the first day and that I missed the stop to alight and found myself lost on the second day! The school environment is pretty good, especially the new building where it is fully air conditioned, and there is a power plug to each seat in the LT, what else should I ask for!

Seriously, though my attention span is only 1.5hr the MAX, I think all my lecturers are GD! They just explained it over and over again, knowing that yo don't understand! Life is turning out pretty well right now! Simply love it! Woohoo!!!! With all this, it's really time to get settled back to be a FT student and STUDY hard! Mugging just don't help, so ya!

It is troublesome to think of what to wear for every school day though, glad that I was in jc previously! The school day is like 6 days away? So damn far! Haha but it's ok, can use the time to study! :)

Ending here, will update soon!

HP

2011-08-23T01:14:00.001-07:00

After rotting for such a long time, my school is finally gonna start soon!!
You know, when u are away from school for a long period of time, u will tend to miss school alot! So much so that you can't wait for have your textbook in front of you, so that you will have something to do!

But all this will only applies to the period before school starts! When school finally start, I think I will be waiting for holidays to come! Even though I m having school for two days per week only! Gosh! Gotta be a self motivating mugger when school starts!

So girls, Let's jiayou together!

2011-08-06T00:51:00.000-07:00

Omg, i just cannot stay away from my iPhone for more than 15min long! Especially when I started playing tiny tower! I just wanna to look at it, even though I knw that there is not much thing which I can do! I am seriously addicted! Gosh, gonna keep my iPhone hidden somewhere after I posted this post! So that I can concentrate in doing my cost accounting homework! Exams are coming really soon, like 3 more months? Am doing past year paper right now, but I just got the feelings that idk how to do! Stress! And the fact that I am taking a total of 5 subjects and gotta do revision for all of them make me a little stress! Tian ar! Im so afraid to fail again! Gotta start early for revision and hopefully do well this time! Jiayou!! :)

HP

2011-08-01T16:26:00.000-07:00

im heading to sch right now for the orientation day. I hope it will be fun! Anw, im srsly to lei right now to show my excitment! Urgh, will hav to wake up as early as tday when sch reopens. Luckily i only hav two study days!

Got myself an iphone 4, and everything jst seems unreal from the point i entered the singtel shop! Woo, took exactly 24hrs to realise tht it is the truth! kinda lag though! Hahas but ya!!

it's time to be thrifty, so that i can save up to be 'you jian ren' agn!

Anw, i jst hope tht i will not be late for sch ltr!!

HP:)

2011-07-06T21:54:00.000-07:00

Im having a test later, and thr are srsly alot of formulae to memorise. This is jst not my forte, i always sucks at memorising, cus i am lazy!

Anw, i read something rly funny ytd at fb. He said he hates two-faces ppl, cus it is giving him a hard time to decide which side of the face should he slap! OMG, it is so damn funny!!

Catchin some out-dated HK drama right now, it's nice! (Y)

Off to study right now, dont miss my updates!

2011-07-04T02:32:00.000-07:00

I am sick! I got FAKE chicken pox, it is actually a mild type of chicken pox. I had chicken pox once whn im young, idk why im still havin it now!

I didnt knw tht it is chicken pox initially, so when i see one(pox), i will scratch it and squeeze it till it burst. and if you knw, if u squeeze out the pox, it will leave a scar, and it will be forever! OMG! Luckily, none of the pox grows on my face! :)

Anw, since it is a milder type of CP, im still able to function as usaul. Will most likely be gng SGP tmr to meet dap! If not, will be stayin at msia and chiong my hmw!! i still have 129days frm LCCI, gonna take it seriously!

Jiayou, HP!!! :)

2011-06-23T00:46:00.000-07:00

OYA, i ttly forgt to mention about the fact tht i tried Tutti Frutti YTD!
It's something like YAMI, jst tht it is Self Service. They are so jian to not hav small size cup, so I hav no choice but to take the middle size one.

U can fill in as much ice cream u wan, they also allow mix flavours. Cuz they will calculate the cost by weighing it.

I chose only two flavours, original and chocolate at first, thn my dad ask me to choose one more, happily i go and add one more flavour into the cup, yes passion fruit!

Moving on to the topping corner, i was looking for peanut, but there is no peanut, so i added some black and yellow raisins. My dad requested for tht.

Finally, paying time! I forgt how heavy it was, the thing i knw is tht is COST RM18! Actually, it's not that expensive, given that it is yogurt ice cream and the size and amount. It can be equivalent to YAMI jumbo size! So yup!

Chocolate tasted like normal ice cream, i still prefer the original and passion fruit one. Woohoo! I want to try it again! Somebody accompany me, but it's only available in Msia! I forgt to take pic of it ytd, so i will take it next time i have it.

i hope that some managment of frutti tutti would see this and offer me some voucher! In return i will help to advertise it right here!!

Hahas shamelessly asking for free voucher right now. But thats me :)

HP

2011-06-23T00:28:00.000-07:00

Angry Bird is such a LAME game! I CSI anymore!
I hav always heard about this game, saw many of birdie soft toys and tshirt, but I hav nvr tried playing it before(i thot). I thot that it is a really fun game, until i played it ytd, it was suppose to be my first time playing anw. Stage 1 and u gotta shoot the green pig position betwn blocks of wood. Suddenly, i recalled tht i played it before! Long time ago before it become a hot game, using irene's galaxy. I rmb asking her what type of game it is and after i played the first few stages, i quit, saying it is so boring.

First of all, why is the pigs position in between those blocks of ice, wood or metal? the bird captures them? If they hav, they could hav just kill it, since they are like so damn to be able to break an ice cube in one hit.

Anw, i knw it is jst a game, it would not go according to theory. Just like how i love playing cake mania, and thr is ttly no reason why i only bake the cakes when someone order it.

I may sound ttly serious, but trust me, I AM NOT.

CSI= cant stand it!
Haha, so proub of myself, constantly created shortform for words/phrase!

HP

2011-06-23T00:23:00.002-07:00

What should I do?

I thought I have alrdy kan kai bout the fact that Im gng sim, but thn it seems that i have not. I find it hard to tell others whr I am gng, esp in front of my parents. GND!
Xin li ttly not pin hen right now.

TSK, i h8 this feeling, I jst feel like crying, but I cant, cus thr is no point doing so.

FML.

2011-06-23T00:23:00.001-07:00

2011-06-21T08:50:00.000-07:00

Have not been updating, cos im super duper BUSY!!
Will update soon!!

Penguin

2011-05-27T23:16:00.000-07:00

Okay, everything is finalised right now. Uni application is now over, and guess what, Im now gng to a school which i nvr though i would be in- SIM.

Though, i knw, it is pvt school, and im facing lots of problem even before i enter tht sch officially, leave alone those which i might face when i graduate, but, that is whr my ability can land me in. So, jst be it.

Since everything is finalised, so let's just face it positively. One good thing abt this sch is tht i can get to arrange my timetable, and i can choose to go school for only 3days a week! Woohoo, sound as if i study part time yknw. Anw, my graduatin cert will be from UK. Perhaps next time, i will jst tell others tht im graduated frm LSE. Thanks. Lol!

Whatever it is, jiu zhe yang ba. anw, i realise tht for those gng sim, they wont write it on fb or anywhr public, tht is smth i can uds, so we will jst wait till sch start bfore we jst to knw who will be our schmates! :)

Everything will turn out fine! :)
HP

2011-05-19T00:03:00.000-07:00

:(
i trimmed my nails last night, and guess what! they are now in different length! OMG! So ugly! Gonna cut thm all and regrow them agn. I need some nail strengthener to make my nails stronger, jst like me! :D

Shld i go for ipad2 or wait?
HP

2011-05-18T06:47:00.000-07:00

i know tht it is coming, but i cant stop myself from expecting tht it will turn out to be the opposite. OMG!

Final car theory tday, and i met this NEW FRIEND.
Sometimes, i think tht it is fated for one to friend w another. Like this friend i met tday, if she didnt pick to come for the theory tday, i would be able to meet her. If we didnt take the same transport, we might not talk to each other even we were in the same room. We clicked on instantly and i love this! <3

HP

2011-05-15T01:44:00.001-07:00

i dont hav much things to update right, but thn i jus wanna write smth, so ya!

Anw, i've been wanting for a change in my life right now. Been tired w my current rythm of life, ie tuition for almost everyday for a few hrs each. Hais, it will kind of wasteful. But, whatelse can i do?! Takin up tuition, though not a lifelong commitment, but still i cant just abandon them right. Esp for new intakes. Tsk! Anw, this life will be over pretty soon, so ya, ENDURE!

Gotten back my second test, and i gotten 93%. Hahas 3cheers for myself! :) and my friend was so honest tht she refused to copy/take reference frm my answer when i put it in front of her during exam, this is what i call integrity.

Nth much for now,
HP

2011-05-10T21:22:00.000-07:00

i jst found smth which i can do! kay, im gg to go str into it! Will update it now when im done w it! :)

Smile!

HP

2011-05-10T08:53:00.000-07:00

You know, I am thinking of going on an OVERSEAS TRIP w my friends!! OMG, if tht is so, it will be SUPER DUPER FUN RIGHT!! hahas Mayb i shall start to plan for it and invite ppl to join me!!! :D

Hmmm.. let's see, who should i invite?

1) YS and WW?
(but apparently thr is some problems w WW's parents :( )

2) Ra PY and TL?
(hmm, tl cfm cmi.)

3) ...........

I think i dont hav many friends indeed.
OMG, stupid loner!

HP

2011-05-09T09:02:00.000-07:00

The weather is so damn HOT HOT HOT!!! OMGGG!! It's freaking WARMMM and HUMITTTTT!
Nothing much to update right now :)!

HP

2011-05-05T00:09:00.000-07:00

im so tired! _._ going to hav another test for cost accounting ltr, and im studying for it like only now. I still hav yet to change the habit of studyin last minutes!

anw, i bought a book frm the bkstore recently. I dont really like borrowing books frm the library, idk why though! So ya, but i also dont wish to buy an expensive book, cus more than often, i wouldnt touch it aft im done w it. So i ended up buying books which are on sales! I bought a book titled Sleeping Doll by xxx. Hahas sorry i forgt bout the author's name. Anw, its original price is RM66, but i got it at RM16.90. Im crazily happy w the fact tht i got it at such a low price, and im in love w the book!! Smiles!

HP

2011-04-30T23:39:00.000-07:00

omg, i almost thought my account got hacked as i cant log in.

Anw, jst some updates abt myself! Tuition is still on going. Planning to hav some intensive classes in june, but it is not finalise yet. Still need more planning!

As for the selling of my notes, my family seems to be making some noise abt the price at which my notes are being sold. They are complaining tht im selling it too cheap! But then, i thot the price is actually ok! It may b becus my intention for selling them off is tht the notes are of no more use to me, so keeping thm would only take up space. so why not sell it to someone who need thm. Pricing thm low would means tht they will go off fast, suits me perfectly! :) everything i log into my mailbox, i will b extremely happy if someone had email me asking for the notes! Hahas, hopefully all of my notes will leave my house asap!!!

HP

2011-04-29T23:32:00.000-07:00

Lucky star seems to be shining on me nowadays! Woohoo! First, i hav got an increase in the number of kids for tuition, so ya, more money coming in! Yeah! And i heard, there are more coming in! Yippee! Second, i passed for KPP theory in the first attempt! A really good start for my road to obtain a driving license! Thirdly and also lastly, i managed to sell off almost all of my hist notes! Yes, thats would not jst mean extra cash, but also free up some space in my study room! Wahahas! I hope lucky stars will continue to shine on me! Please!! and of cus thanks! :)

Hey girls, are we meeting up on 7may? Though it's official day for election! :p msg me via fb kay! :)
HP

2011-04-15T03:58:00.000-07:00

I feel tht im kinda slack recently, hahas cancelled a few of lessons to settle my personal issues, like attendin driving lessons and gg w BFF. So, my money kinda run out quickly, dk whr all of them(money) went!

Anw, jst to update abt an incident which happened jst now. I received two missed calls for a unknown number in the early afternn. And as most of my friends would knw, i rarely pick up my phone! Lol, dk why im carryin one?! For smsing la, but i hav to confess i dont reply asap, yknw, cus my phone is not sticky enough. With the missed calls, i went tuition, frm 2pm to 6pm. Meanwhile, i didnt take alook at my phone at all, i uses my student's watch to keep track of time.
Anw, after the lessons, i took out my phone frm my bag(like finally), and i realised tht thr is a msg and a missed call. The msg was frm xiaorou and the missed call was frm the same unknown number. Thinking tht thr might be something which the caller wanted to tell me, i return the call. Ring ring, no one pick up, and so i hang up. Thinking tht, well both of us(as in the caller and me) are BUSY ppl har?! A few minutes later, i got an incoming call, frm that number, hahas ya, i can recognise tht number alrdy. The following is the conversation btwn me and the caller:
caller: hello ni hao, zhe li shi YAMAHA. Qing wen you she me shi ma.
(when i heard the word yamaha, i knw it immediately what is gg on, but thn yknw, i cant jst hang up like this and so i said:
Hmm, jst now somebody called me using this number!
yamaha: huh?
Me: hmm, sorry wrong number!
Yamaha: it's ok.

I think you dont uds right, actually it was tht my friend wanted to come to my shop to buy smth for her bf, but thn she wanted to ask whether would i be in the shop, and so she called using her company's phone. Yes she worked at the Y place. Lol:) i jst thot it was abit shocking and hao xiao. Ya. Sorry if it is not:p
The end!

2011-04-12T20:03:00.000-07:00

i am now attending the car theory class now. it's weird and bored to not be able to uds what the cikgu is talking abt(cus they are speaking msia, it is afterall malaysia, no english class available). however, this problem, i suppose is not encounter by me only, im sure ther are a few other chinese in the class who uds too. Well, i knw thru the fact tht only some LoL when the cikgu cracked a joke(i suppose it is a joke, if nt what?! Ya.)
Im really tired, lack of sleep perhaps, waking up as early as 630am is now difficult for me!
Shall update more ltr, lesson gonna start aft the break soon!

HP

Hp

2011-04-10T22:27:00.000-07:00

OMG, yknw ipad3 is launching nex month! Ipad2 was launched like what is last mth or so, and now they are done w the design of ipad3, going to proceed w the manucfacturing. Tian ar, thn which one should i buy? The lastest one? But technology is moving at a rapid speed, it's impossible for me to catch on to each and every one of the tech updates. Tsk, ipad2 is not even launch in msia yet and here they are gg to launch ipad3 soon.
Would they jst abandon ipad2 and launch ipad3 directly in msia? IDK!

Tech is moving so quickly, i feel old, cus i cant catch up w it! LOL.

HP

2011-04-10T07:44:00.000-07:00

ANW, GIRLS' OUTING YTD was awesome!
They came overseas to meet me in MSIA! We went KSL city to eat, shop and catch a movie before coming back to CITY SQUARE to continue shopping! OMG, bought some skincare product frm TONYMOLY which i thot it's really cute!(see below)
As thr is like 20% discount, im so tempted to buy more, but thn yknw they dont accept card as of now, so i cant buy too much! Anw, saw shirlmin at CS went shopping. We were so shocked to see her, but were also kinda of kang ga when i called her as idk what to say to her. So ya. HAHAs ended the day w 3scoopes of icecream at BR. Woohoo! Reached home at like 11pm? hahas kinda lei, but really fun! WE should meet up sooon kay! :) LOve ya! Love the present frm your tooooo! <3

im secretly hoping tht everything will turn out well, but thn still preparing for the worst! Conflicting, IDK!

HP

2011-04-08T08:49:00.000-07:00

OMG, when will thiis arrive and launch in MALAYSIA!! I cant wait for this to comeeeee! Gonna buy one of this and use it for my lectures in UNI! WOOHOO! I knw i think im a spoilt brat who like to spend all my money whenever I hav it.

Meeting my SISTEXS TMR!

HP

2011-04-07T08:34:00.000-07:00

Arghhh it's DIFFICULT to jst take a step forward!!!
TSK! I hate this! OMG, im GONNA DIE SOOOONNNNNNNNNNNN!

HP
sorry i think im kinda crazy! :P

2011-04-01T08:05:00.000-07:00

There is some Blogger Buzz, which would help to create a new look for your blog, ya? I wannted to try, but then it just seems complicated, so will perhaps try it the next time!

All I want to say now is that I am feeling down right now! It's not a April Fool day joke kay, for goodness sake! Life is not so smooth ever since I received my result... &*^$#@!@#@! curse and swear wouldnt help! What should i do??

HP

2011-03-31T08:59:00.000-07:00

Dont you think that my signature is jst CHIO!! WOOHOO, I knw im kinda BHB, but ya~!

Anw, got a good news to announce, i got 95/100 for my Cost Accounting Test. Omg, the feeling of being the first is jst great, it's been long since i last have this feeling. Hahas, will keep up the good work and hopefully i will be able to do as well at the final and actual exams!

OOps, i doubt i mentioned anything about my accounting course. Yup, i enrolled myself in an accounting course at KTC. so yup, it's fun going KTC every fornight, cus thr will be interesting facts awaiting me everytime! :)

So yup, stay tune for more update! HEE:D

HP

2011-03-27T23:56:00.000-07:00

I really want to have some achievement which i can be proud of, but I cant stop dreaming about it, and take real action.

I got to know recently that, my words can be really inspiring! Last yr, I was a facil for an BizCLub event, and guess what, they were inspired by me one or another to either become part of the main comm, sub comm or even be a facil themselves! Im so proud of them, really! One of them even quoted my words during one of their facil-bonding+sharing session! Really glad that they thought of me as a great facil! Thanks alot pple! :D

Gotta go for tuition soon, talk more next time!
My blog is alive! Update abt touchy next time!!

HP

2011-03-27T08:49:00.000-07:00

Just a random picture that i took! hahas LOL! Sorry, my name sticker is simply to disgusting! :P

Cheer up all BABIES!! Our greatest fear should not be death, but what are we gna do after the death. Get it?!! hahas somebody told me this, shld i mention the name, hmm better not!

HP

2011-03-21T00:13:00.000-07:00

Recently i dont seems to care abt my image. Bun up my hair like a aunty and clip up my fringe, omg, ttly mei you xing xiang! whatever, nobody gonna notice me like this, except for my tuition kids and ktc friends.

Mentioning of them, i get to knw this grp of Msia friends thru ktc, and they are awesome! Esp xiaorou, she is sweet; knowing tht most of my friends are in Sgp, and i will be kinda free for most of my days in msia, she offer to date me out for movie and etc. Aww, though we have yet to go out, but her act jst make me gandong. If i met her earlier, she would definitely be one of my best friends. Not that she cant right now, we meet thrice a wk, but jst that we dont hav much common topic for our past 18yrs. so ya, dk la. Still treasure her as my FRIEND!!

Anw, TL jst told me smth rly touchy, though i knw it like long time ago! But it is still so kaixin to hear that,so ya! Thanks TL!!! woohoo! :D

HP

2011-03-20T04:49:00.000-07:00

i really want a touchy now! But im afraid im too chongdong and i will end of regreting, cos that will b quite a sum of money which i hav to fork out myself.

Meanwhile, my life is so boring, and i began to miss the days when i hav school. At least thr will also be smth new, interesting or funny popping out in the middle of my day. But, im still rmb in some of those days, im filled w nth but sadness. So ya, idk what i want.

Anw, in the middle of today, i recalled smth rly funny which happened last yr, i guess. It was in during chem lect and idt tt i wrote that incident in my blog yet. Gwee was sitting bside me, she always does though. I forgt what was the reason, but we were both smiling or laughing, which ever it was, the lecturer said a sentence, which i suppose was meant to humilate us, but apparently failed. She said: 'The two girls over there, what is it that is so funny? Want to share with us?' At that moment, both of us stop smiling, and pretended to be srs, looking down at our notes, dk which paragraph to stare at! Lol. Hey, we didnt stop our funny behaviour cos of the lecturer, we cont. to be hx using twitter, and we got even more crazy, talking nonsense. Hahas :D recalling frm now, i think it srsly v.funny. Well, ya.

Well, as for application, i hav yet to rec calls for interview, most prob they rejected me?! I care less right now, cos i knw i will end up somewhr, jst leave everything to fate right now. will update abt it sooon!

next wk, i hav no special prog as yet, so book me fast if wanna see me! Sounds so bhb, hahas oops! :p to ww, pls do work hard on ur hmwk! It has rly srsly gone overdue! And for the fact that i said im kinda disappointed w u, i rly mean it! But like i say, aft awhile, i will b fine w it, so dont take it heart(i knw u wont, but i jst say this cus i knw u would like to see this:p) Lol, jst wait for another round of suan-ing, and it will b over for good! :)

HP

2011-03-09T22:56:00.000-08:00

Just change my DP, dont you think it is jst chio! OMG cant STAND MYSELF!!
Wanted to make more changes, but i hav not enough time, gonna go tuition soon!
So ya, shall do it next time when i have the time! :)

Will update soon.
Anw, im still waitin for my NUS admission pin to arrive before i can proceed on to my application. Just hope it will arrive really soon, and i can get over and done with all the uni application. It is simply just too complicated!

I think i will be gg NUS open house this Sunday, but i feel a lil fan nao, cus i dont really like to be in a crowded place!
Kay, shall see how.

HP

2011-03-07T22:26:00.000-08:00

After A's, i realise how strong mentally am I. Yes, feeling sad is inevitable, but i didnt cry like how i imagine. I recovered after one hour and feel really positive about my future. Thanks to ONG and my 3 girls. Not to forget irene and songta! :) oya, haoqi too, for showing me his 'poor' result, which he claimed would make me feel even bad. THANKS!

Just as I feel ttl positive about my future, there is my daddy, dashing my positive mood. "It is a total disappointment." He didnt really say that, but that is vaguely what he mean. Thanks mummy for being there supporting me! I cant really blame my dad for not supporting me, cos after all, I failed as a daughter.

So, knowing how much they want me to be in nus, im giving it a try. Although my plan initially was jst to apply for one school which i can get in for sure. Now, i am leaving everything to fate. we shall wait and see what will be the outcome.

Meanwhile, i am really fine, life goes on as usual. Giving classes, attending classes, catch up w all drama series and blah blah blah. will update about my status sooooon! :)

HP

2011-02-28T19:52:00.000-08:00

Im back from Shanghai, and i totally didnt have the mood to update about the trip due to various reason, but im gonna upload some phts here, for you to take a look at how much FUN we had! It was not a totally good trip, as we got a gradeF tourguide. She sucks! She is simply too patriotic(thats is still okay to me, yknw) and even though she is used to serve Malaysia tourist, she looks down on us! She would say things like Indonesia tourists also come in a large group and they would book the entire plane jst to come to C. Back then, i thought that perhaps they are rich, jst like what our tourguide is trying to suggest, than when im back, my father told me the reason. It is because they dont not have direct plane to fly from their country to C, therefore it would be much easier&cheaper for them to gather more people, 'book' the entire plane and come directly to C. OMG, if i hav knw abt this when we are thr, i will sure suan that bloody tourguide. She is totally unhappy with my father and was suan-ing him throughout the trip, that makes me even more unhappy w her. Moreover, she will always hav her black face on, smth which a tourguide should not have. i jst wish she will reflect on herself, but i doubt she will. Kay, forget abt it, jst like what my father says, we would meet her again even if we travel to C again.

Forget about the unhappiness and check it out:
MY HAPPY FAMILY!!! ILY!

HP

2011-02-04T16:41:00.001-08:00

Woohoo, in less than 2hrs time i will be boarding and head towards to Shanghai!
Currently at Changi Airport, using the free wireless wi-fi, and the timer at the top right hand corner says: Time remaining, 7m:20s, counting down. i wonder what will happen if it reaches 0m:00s. Anyway, i doubt i will have any chance to surfing the net over there, so will not update this blog for like 8days?!

i wonder what should i do later on the plane. Read a book? or TV prog? or sleep? kay, maybe i should stop thinking about all of that, will see what to do later.

Penguin flying soon, dont miss me! :)

HP
i wonder how i should plan my time when im back...

2011-01-15T20:47:00.000-08:00

Today is 14th Jan, and we are less than twenty days away from CNY! and, in exactly twenty days, i will be flying to Shanghai. Heard that there is no wi-fi there, so i doubt i can update that often?! Hahas, but it's okay, will try to update abt the trip once im back! :)

To ellekay:
Sorry i can reply via tagboard, cos i cant see it via my hp! anw, u working during cny, then do u get double pay?? Poor u! It's ok, i will miss u when im over thr! Hahahs someone missing in a faraway land sounds cool huh? Will buy present for u too! :) so smile!!

To anyone ou thr, are u working while reading this, u can reply via tagboard! Hahas :p i hope my blog is entertaining! Oops
HP

2011-01-11T03:56:00.000-08:00

Latest update!!

My weekdays tuition slot are fully taken up! From now on, frm mon to fri, 3 to 5pm, im giving tuition!
One good thing about this is that i will hav even more extra cash now, but then it would also means i cant meet up w my friendssss! Hais, sob!
Anw, CNY is coming soon! And im going Shanghai!! Hahas i think im going to go w one lugguage and come back with two! Woohoo!!

K, im in a high spirit now!! :D
Hey gwee, did you like close your blog?? Qsb!
HPHP

2011-01-04T09:45:00.000-08:00

i have been trying to make myself occupied for the past few days, but why do i still feel so empty??

Worrying abt my results? Maybe?! But it's seems that i had had a plan for that! So, what am i worrying about? K fine, i will stop thinking so much and enjoy the first mth of 2011.

Anw, i started giving tuition since MON. Though im only teaching one for now, but i hav 3 pending students(includin my sister). Haha, sounds cool right? Will be going full swing after CNY, hohoho extra cash available! yeah! Meanwhile, im helping my dad to tend the shop. School Hols just over, and it seems that we completed a level, and we are advancing to the next level-CNY. Busy moving things ard, keeping all the Back to school stuff, focusing more on new year's clothing.

Things which i hav yet to do:
1. Learn Driving
Previously, i've been helping w my dad, so hav no time to register myself at the centre and this will persist till after CNY. So yup, will definitely do so aft CNY.
2. Sell off my notes
With regard to this, hais, we will see...
3. DIY card
Tsk, i dont seems to hav time to do, mayb after CNY! Hais cant stand myself with lots of excuses for not getting things done.

Things which i hav done which are unexpected:

1. Finished watching two drama series!
Yes, you didnt read wrongly, i hav finish watching si shen shao nu(taiwan) and gong zu jia dao(hk). Hohoho, impress by myself for completing this two series when i hav been complaining abt lack of time!

2. Secret plan
To be told at the right time!!!

Gonna slp, it's late!
Having tuition tmr, gotta prepare in the morning! Oops.. stop talking! Night ppl!

HP

2010-12-30T19:41:00.000-08:00

this will be the last time i blog........this year!
Haha

I cant believe that tday is 31th dec 2010! Last day of this year! K, nothing much actually, cos u will experience this day in almost every 365 days.

Anw, with the end of this day, it will be a brand new chapter of my life. Cos in this brand new year, i will no longer be a student who starts school in jan. Nice ya?! K, kinda busy now, blog again next time! :)

HP

2010-12-09T23:39:00.001-08:00

kinda long didnt update my blog, so here m i to update abt my 'statue'.

Anw, went back to my grandma's hse w my brother at penang last wk. Visited several interesting places, had great fun! :)

Then went out w gwee, and i bought lots of material for card making. I am kinda into handmade card nowadays, so perhaps i would take some photos and upload those once im done w them.

Meanwhile, im helping out w my dad's shop. Oya, and im crazy over the games in fb!!! So yup! That's it for now!

2010-12-09T23:39:00.000-08:00

2010-10-28T21:17:00.000-07:00

I was just thinking, what if i cmi to BUSINESS school w my A level result, what am i going to do? i have always wanted to go to Biz school, but right now i am thinking, is that really what i want? If i cant make it there, should i just take up Biz course in some pte uni or should i go for other courses in either of the 3 universities. I am unsure of what i really want, right now, at this moment.

i am going to be 19 in a few days time, and when i looked back, what have i actually done/achieve? actually nth much. my most glorious moment would be receiving my O lvl cert, when i attained a result which i nv though i would. Then what, strip through my JC examinations, always trying to mug the syllabus at critical moment, hoping to JUST PASS, upset my parents by getting all the shit results and then cry at home. what is all this? Dont really feel proud of myself at all!

4 days to my BDAY and
10 days to A level, back to MUGGING!
including tday pls.

2010-10-18T22:52:00.000-07:00

hey people, since i hav some time here, i might as well post something! It actually come to my surprise that thr are people out thr reading my blog! Hahahs kk, i shall update more often!

Grad day jst past, and im sorry that i didnt attend it. No complete class phts, maybe next time kay! Hope you all like the bow tie(it is frm ts, tl and me! Hahahs chio si le right?!) maybe next yr when we come back to receive our result, we all can bring the bow tie again, hahas to take another cls pht! :)

To the one who say that i cheated your feeling, im really really sorry! Actually u knw what, u are one of my yi han for not going grad u knw. omg, since when do i start to be so concern abt your feeling. But then yup, we shall take some phts next time kay! :) (though i knw u wont see this, but i jst wanna say it here)

Mugging is my full time job right now. And yes, i do have a choice to choose whether to attend extra lectures, tutorials and examinations, so pls dont come and flood me with all your sarcasticism and walk off like that. I dont appreciate that. Thanks! I do what i think it is the best for me. Though most of the times, it does not seems to b a right choice!

miracle do happen! Jiayou everyone! Including me, i need like five miracles to happen in NOV! miracle creator, pls help me!!!

A few days ago, there is this girl who told me that she had not been falling sick since j2 started! And guess what, days later she is down, sick terribly that she cant reply my msg! Hahahs serve her right! :p now, i hav some running nose problem, and i srsly think that she is the one who caused me to be like tht, but she say she dont hav running nose! K la, it's my own fault kay!

Only when i made a wrong decision, that i know that it is wrong. Only when i lose something that i realise the good point of such thing. This is life!

HP

2010-09-30T03:29:00.000-07:00

Maybe it is because i was expecting too much...

Major decision:
Should i carry on and give it up?
whichever route i take, i know i cant look back.

HP

2010-09-30T02:41:00.000-07:00

Went to celebrate IRENE TIANG birthday on last friday w yongzhen and terence. Dinner in some Italian restaurant in Liang Court and then dessert at Haagen Daus. Kay, idk how to spell. Fun and enjoyable :)

Pardon me for not giving the details for the celebration cause i am seriously not in the mood to do that.

2010-09-06T21:37:00.000-07:00

In the midst of preparing for PRELIMS...

Idontthinkihaveenoughtimetocompletestudying,butidontcare. Icanonlytrytodomybestnow.

To my dearest competitive bitches out there, you better study hard and meet ALL agendas!!
Hugs and kisses<3 :)

HP

2010-08-17T18:25:00.001-07:00

Everything seems to be going against my will now.

While i am comforting others not to worry about the lack of time, i myself is worry abt this harsh fact. Academic problems & non-academic problems, all of them are stressing me up. Thanks.
Haha, how long more can i stay strong and optimistic, smile at you brightly when i see you?

Told you so by Jessey Mccartney

Yes, somebody told me so, jc life is stressful, but still i picked this route and i should not regret. Actually i was the one to put myself into the situation i am in now, i should not be blame anyone..

Screwed up life! I hope it will better soon!

2010-08-15T03:37:00.000-07:00

this is intended for the video, but in the end, i excluded it from the vid. hahas so upload here for 0934folks!

How long would one need to do up a 30s video?
From finding photos on fb, editing and piecing them up in video, i used the entire day! Omg! ok, i must admit that im slow!

High expectation would lead to greater disappointment, so dear 0934, pls dont expect too much for the video, cus im afraid i might let u down! i did my best, though the music may not link up well.

Meanwhile, jiayou and study for prelim! :)

HP

2010-08-11T19:19:00.000-07:00

just a random one...

While others are enjoying their yog hols, here am i stuck in school, preparing myself for my prelims which is happening in 20 plus days. Well, i dont really regret my decision to enter a JC one yr and eight mths ago, i just want to show a contrast here, though the two are different in nature to being with.

2010-07-21T21:58:00.000-07:00

it seems tht my ability to face the tough life ahead has fallen. Homeworks are pile-ling up like idkw, and my sleepiness seems to be increasing w increasing number of sleep. though it is my fault for not doing all those maths extra qn during hols, putting myself in such a position whereby i hav endless maths qns to do and others coming along. But you knw...

Sometime i just want to say Life suck! It is esp so this yr! LOL is not as easy as before! But i knw life still goes on and on and on, w or w/o me catching up...

huipin

2010-07-13T23:37:00.000-07:00

Class photo for the moment!

2010-07-13T22:45:00.000-07:00

hey people, i will only upload all the photos taken during ytd during the CLASS PHTOS TAKING only when weekend comes! SORRY for the delay:) BEST CLS PHT is yet to be up! hahas :p no offence :p

mspenguin

2010-07-13T02:46:00.000-07:00

okay, i knw tht my blog is dead for a long time, so here am i to do smth abt it. Actually i wanted to blog during the MYE, esp during days whn im studying for my hist. Anw, i hav a pending post abt my GENTiNg trip just before e hols & i guess i will not upload those pht on fb as it will be kind of troublesome, so perhaps i will upload a few phts?! Hahas so jus wait for it kay.

T3W3, was really short week.
Monday was err a holiday, due to the world cup final! actually it is just a half day whr lesson start at 1pm, but since my monday end at 1230pm, so ya, no sch for me.
Tuesday, ok today, can be consider as a extended hol. We are suppose to report to sch @ only 1030am. But then it seems tt thr is morning lesson which starts frm 730 to 830, knowing tt i will hav two hrs of break in btw, i still persuded the others and went for lesson. We arrived at lc before 717am, and thn we were told lesson cancelled. Yawn, all my tiredness surfaceD. As usual, we were at MAC, our usual hangout. Nv meet for days, and we got like lots to share pls. Lots of JB today! take a slow walk backed to sch, pricipal talk, qse thn phtotaking. Thr were countless break in btw those activites.
Anw abt the phtotaking, i feel tt this yr the phts taken aft the actual one were not as nice as like last yr, mayb of cus of the location? Anw, kind of had a great time, much more thn last yr! :) cheers for everyone for bringing the necessary items! Movie in town aft tht! Despicable Me, Nice! Thanks for the movie! Is struck our mind tt why are we always in town? OmG, time to abandon all P and hav some MS! Thats all for today! I will upload those phts during weekend kay, on fb, so wait for the informal cls pht which haoqi took:) i guuess they will use the last phts we took, though i look funny w my shade hanging in the middle of no whr! :( hais suan le. Smiles!

Mspenguin w little piglet today!
Heehee!

2010-06-17T23:01:00.000-07:00

The 3 days spent @ YES was certainly my best spent days and the most happening days in my life this yr! Met tons of friends(a bit exaggrated, but u knw what i mean.), didnt knw tt it was so easy to make friends thr! All you gotta do is just to say 'hi, i am huipin, u are?', and before u knw, your are gd friends! Hahas mayb because those over thr are ready to meet more friends! :)

I was in the service and tourism industry, and i have to say we are AWESOME. With HuiLing, Jansen and me as facils, we managed to played 3 ice breaker game on the first day, smth which the other grps couldnt! All thanks to Dylan for coming in to inspect! industry visit was enjoyable with all the children performances. Best still, the childcare was located at woodlands! Hahas the feeling is great to be able to reach home and rest while others are still on their way back home!

it was only in the second day then i feel that the service grps are really bonded! Mayb becus they gotta work tgt for the pitch?! Anw, i really love to see tt. Sitting tgt automatically, discuss! Wow! :) One of my grp went on to the semifinal for pitching, while the other didnt. But dont be upset guys and girls, you guys just lack of a little luck! Your are really something to come up with something tt good in such a short time! Proud of you! After a long day, u guys were still able to listen and respond to mY crap at night for the breakout, really thank you! I bet u wouldnt knw tt you guys are recognise as the camwhoring industry! Hahahs. To nicholas iwai, im really impressed by him for being a LL person on the first day, hack caring everything, but was really gd during pitching! 180degree change! He is frm AC, and tts why i knw alot abt him! aft he knw who my bro is, we became really close, for some reasons, idk what. forgt to take a pic w him, but i guess i will hav the chance in the future! So nicholas, you yuan ren no.1!

Day 3 mass game, well done ppl! U guys provided the best service and was able to convince lots of consumer to buy your pdts! if the other grps was nt that scheming, u guys would hav won! It's ok, it's a good experience anw! Really love u guys! All the best in everything! and dont forgt the 3 of us, huiling, jansen and me if your ever success! SiJie, the you yuan ren no.2 i met during mass game. He was from the factories, and as a consumer, i was not suppose to buy frm him, but he was like 'beggin' me to buy from him, jus one will do. And our final deal was i will buy from him at a price of $30 and he will sing a song for me! Hahas he only knw how to sing a few lines can, scam sia! Hahas but i like him, he is cute and funny!

Day 2 ended at like 8plus 9, oya, cus we had mass game briefing, where we jus screme at each other and talk rubbish, and nth make sense except Dylan: that's all! Only met up w YS and WW at 9plus 10 at JP, im really sorry! Had dinner tgt, yes at such late timing before gg hm tgt! We meet up again some other time to make up for this kay! Love ya!

Day 3, w networking dinner and camwhoring session, i was not able to leave as early as i want! Whenever i wanna go off, i would hear things like: hey huipin, i haven take pht w u individually, the entire experience was like prom, whr we jus go ard and take pht tgt or individually! Facils FTW! Finally, was able to leave aft fred talk at like what is 9plus. Chiong to the bus stop w shiying and evan! the bus took such a long time to come. Even hockxiang who left like much ltr saw us at the bus stop when he came. Anw, shock to knw tt he is a malaysian even though he got the malaysian accent. Shiying saw me kind of eager to leave and thought tt im worry abt reaching home too late. it was only thn i tell her actually im making my friends, ya again, but another grp. She was shocked can! She was saying: wao, meeting up so late, your gg clubbing?? LOL! Ya, she is right, no much point meeting up so late as all the malls will be close by thn. Anw, i was meeting w yongzhen, irene and terence. Terence got a car so i meet them at clementi interchange. Forgt abt the part whr i got lost and stood in front of a school waiting for their rescue! Oh crap! he drove us back to woodland, and we were at the CC, chit chatting! gossip would be a better word! Anw, happy belated birhtday to yZ, like you say we shld meet up more often! :)

Im freaking damn active in fB this few days, i even got an notification, asking me to slow down my rate of adding friends, be it accepting friend request or adding new friends, they say it could be irriating to others!

finally, thanks ts for allowing me to take part in this fun-filled event, this is certainly a highlight of my june hols! Is it becus im joining as a facil this yr, or was it becus this yr yes is simply great?? oya, like you said: chill-lax(idk how to spell) abt issues which are irritating!

Thanks
Shiying for being a bus accompanion for the 3 days, u rly made me feel easy and great during this event.
Other facils, renjean, ruiqi, esther, justin, okto, david, huiling, kokwai, for always sitting tgt to camwhore and do some kallang waves to seek more attention!
Anthony, for making me LOL during talks, and chiong us out of LT to do some 'work'!
Evan, for being so shocked on our way back when u realise tt i knw so much abt u!
liling, for being a really nice and sweet girl :)
Serivce grp 5 to 10! For being so awesome and great! U guys rulez!
NYBC, for coming to this event! Esp to alvin, congrat on winning! Hahas u guys take my advice huh? Heehee!
ALL, for making me speak english for the 3 full days! I feel abit angmoh now, but trust me, i will be back to normal when sch reopen!

And many other more! soory if i miss u out! :p

HP

2010-06-12T06:05:00.000-07:00

My sociable character is back! Hahas kay, though not all, but ya. Get to knw some ppl during the yes dry run on FRI. With ppl who are there to make friends, it is certainly easier to mix around with them. :)
Mon will be the start of YES, as a facil, there is seriously nth much i need to worry abt, and this is the first time! It is great being carefree! Anw, hope tt i can get some interesting people in my industry!
Will be going to tricia's bday party tmr, hope tt it will b fun, at least i would not be alone, hagrid peers will be w me!
Still thinking whether shld i go and visit TL at@ pc show, but it's SUN tmr, thr will definitely be lots of ppl, mayb i will need to queue up just to get into the place! Oh, dilemma! mayb i shld get someone to acc me? But then i will b meeting hagrid @ 4.30pm, it will be kind of a rush of time right.. Hais, idk la.

HP

2010-06-10T07:56:00.000-07:00

It's gonna be friday again...
I had been MIA for a week, but dont worry my friends, I am still alive and kicking:)

Tomorrow morning, i will be heading to NUS for YES dry run. First outside-home event after math lecture last wed. OMG, i have a sudden feeling that im a zainu. Mayb becuz im 'away' from the society quite awhile(though it is jus a wk)im kind of afraid that i wouldnt be able to fit in with the others tmr. (Anti-social attitude arise) But then, i cant back out right now! Aiyah, i jus need to go and if possible make some friends! (but gotta depend on my xin qing tmr, hopefully i wouldnt be seeing clouds) sorry if i sound abit qin gao!

hope that everything will be fine :)

HP

2010-06-03T06:14:00.000-07:00

Tmr is FRIDAY! if it is a normal school week, i will be yearning for friday to coming. But too bad, it is now hols, and if a friday is coming, this would mean tt one week is ending, soon. Omg, time seems to running out when it is just the first wk of hols. im trying to make my everyday meaningful, for eg at least achieve something each day, but it does not seems helping. Things not done are always more than the things done! Oh my tian! Kay, cheer up! Look on the brighter side, you are a better person than ytd, cus hav at least done something. :) (sorry, i knw im kind of talking to myself, but just trying to de-stress a little after trying p&c which the answer in the answer key is always different frm mine!)

Read a comment in fb by diana, she wanna meet up w me soon! im so happy to see that, cus this shows she still rmb me! Love her too! Hahas but sad to say, i cant rly find a time to meet Up w them! June hols seems so packed! Not just tt i wanna meet up w ailing & diana, i also wanna meet up w weisheng and gang, not to forgt ww and ys and perhaps jw(duno why, i feel like meeting her recently! But i knw if we do, it will be kind of weird!) and many many more! Mayb aft a's im gonna hav a chalet whereby ALL my friends gonna come tgt! Perhaps i will categorize everyone into primary sch to sec sch and finally to jc! Hahas that will be fun! Hmm to my jc friends: yes you! I knw you are reading it, i dont think i need to meet up w you girls, cus we been meeting each other almost everyday in sch. With all the countless breaks in btw lessons and p aft sch, im sure we had enuf time w each other alrdy! :p yup, but if i rly hav chalet, u girls will be invited too!

Back to reality...
OMG, binomial! Why must u be mixed w poisson? Why make things so complicated for me? U knw my mye is just until binom nia, thn why u(poisson) appear in the extra qn? U knw how mf is it to ignore u while doing the extra qn? U better go far far away, dont poison my binom, cus binom is the pao jia(direct translate: confirm eat) one, and im eating it, with you(poisson) around, i think im gonna hav food poison! :p hahahs lame zZZ.

Grats to py and tl for getting the job, im so gonna acc you girls to rec your pay or whatsoever, hahas cus tt would means more yoghurt for me! :D

Meanwhile, rara enjoy your tioman trip, though w/o flower, but i suppose u can still look chio, since u are the only girl(i suppose?!)

mspenguin migrating to mugger world...

Oya, before i forgt... Oh, i forget alrdy! Oh, i rmb alrdy. I wanna mention smth abt the jingbao tt i/we are doing. Im gg to work on it at night, which means later! Hahahs so tt i woNt spend my day time doing it! Heehee, it will still be nice though.

HP

2010-05-29T04:15:00.000-07:00

Went sg today for yes interview. it was not a 'selective' interview, but a 'get to knw you more' one. Dont wanna talk more it, since it is alrdy over, i shld perhaps stop whining abt it!

Anw, was in msia before i went for the interview, as im gg to the custom, i saw my seniors back in secondary sch. i must admit tt i did recognize them at first sight, just tt i didnt initiate a 'hi', but pls, they or mayb only one of them saw me and frm his yan shen, i knw tt he can recognize me kay! He didnt initiate a hi too! Oh, perhaps we are just too shy!

HP

2010-05-27T09:25:00.000-07:00

currently at the bus stop, alone, not waiting for a bus, but for someone... I knw that person is somewhr near me, but not coming to accompany me after much later. It's seem like im refering to my bf, hahahs but im not. I dont hav a bf and the one im waitin for is ww.

Today, MYE GP! Great that the qn dont require lots of contextual knowledge, so tt i can kind of write a whole chunk of crap there. There was a interesting qn regarding war, after much discussing w tl and py, we realise that if we had completed our syllabus, we will be able to provide a balance arg for the essay. Cus the second part for RF did managed to achieve peace! While all the others, like the qn say achieve nothing at the end.
Compre after that was... Idk what to say abt tt, hope i can do well enough to at least pass the paper, i dont wanna fail my gp again, life sucks when u fail such an impt subj! Anw, with regard to the passage, here's the conclusion by py tgt w some of my contribution: ''life sucks and it will always be! Simple over complex? Rubbish!''

NE survey and history lecture after which, not concentrating at all, cus my heart is somewhr else, cus if anyone ever notice, IT＇S HOLIDAY alrdy! was the first few to leave the LT, kind of shuai qi! Hahahs self-imagination! trained down to somerset for lunch. Waited till 3pm just to eat hot tomato's student meal! It is kind of worth it, you knw! the food is kind of nice! Anw, shopping after which with the girls! Had a short Break at b&j. Overall, an enjoyable outing with them! Go out tgt more next time kay! Love you girls!

Super lei right now! Yawn.. btw, just received notice frm ts tt im suppose to go down for interview to be a facils for yes. Hais, kind of ma fan can, i volunteered alrdy and then what more u wan, act some fake enthu so as to gain a place? Anw, i think im gonna be my true self tt day(gracious at the same time), selected anot is up to them, idgafdrn! Sorry ts, i knw tt it will kind of put u at a weird position, but ya, u knw. thanks anw for passing me the application form! :) i rly mean it kay!

Kay, ending here, kind of lei le. Ltr my 'ex-bf' is gonna come and see me for a short while! Out of a sudden, i feel like having a real bf, but tt is not gg to happen! Time for bed, bye pppl!

HP